The all purpose disclaimer: good morning/afternoon/evening/night, Miki-Chan
does not own Yu-gi-Oh however many posters she may own, have a good
morning/afternoon/evening/night, bad morning/afternoon/evening/night ^.~
Miki-Chan - Ok. this is the most angsty thing I have ever written! Whoo! This was written when I was really tired, but I'm not making excuses! No I usually write better when I'm tired coz I'm not thinking about what I am writing.
Yami - Typing. Not writing.
Miki-Chan - Whatever, now this is unusual as I usually wouldn't have put Seto like this yet a yami poster on my wall was smirking at me evilly so. yeah, it inspired me!
Yami - You have posters of me? O.O
Miki - Chan - Yep ^.^! Only coz I cant find any of Bakura!!!!!
Yami- Awwww. stupid tomb robber.
Miki-Chan - Anyway on with the story! :P
Where is the heart when you need it? Where is the clarity, peace of mind? Is it our solitude? Like our soul that floats in an empty void and excuse for a world, where am I without him? Where is my life? My justice. My world is broken like a bubble popped and where did it go? Did you pop too? Why did you leave? You said you'd never leave. But my side is cold and empty, the loneliness tugs at my mind like broken glass. Why did you tear me into shreds and be as harsh to let me still see. You tore my world, you tore my soul. Can't you see it in your eyes? Those crimson eyes that burn through me like fire are they filled with ice? Don't you feel? Is there no sorrow, no flicker of remorse inside your heart? And the warmth of your skin is gone, no longer smooth but the rough edge of a sheet. You've broken me.
I am, I am destined to be alone. Is that my destiny? My sole purpose to be used and told I am loved then thrown away like a rag? What did I do to deserve this? Are my sins so great as to have to listen to this rain by myself? No lover to curl up with. The cold is biting me, it wants my soul. I feel so empty, like a hollow shell.
The window is streaked with rain, my tears. If eyes are the windows to the soul why did I not see the cruelty in yours? Was I blinded, did you make me see the colour when you ripped my trusting heart from my chest? You left scars. Open wounds that still smart.
I thought you were heaven sent, but you were from hell. From the evils you came. You corrupted me then slammed the door in my face. I shut the door now and walk down the black path alone. Did I send you away? Were you driven from me like a deer from a hunter? Or was it all a game, a game in which I was bait, waiting to hook the snag from the dangling line that was you. How could I fool myself into loving you?
The rain beats heavily and how I wish you were here, to put your arms around me and stay. But you deceive. I remember how you promised never to leave, you broke your promise? Why did I trust you? Why did I not see?
I see the place we went that time, do you remember? Where we proclaimed our love. Why can I not break down and cry? Am I too strong for emotion? Where am I? Do I see you Yami? Or were you really an illusion, I don't know why. I fooled myself, you did not fool me. I was too willing, too alone and now I ache of pain.
The greatest poverty is to be alone, yet I am not poor. Why how can I be so materially happy yet inside I am dying? I am a shell. I see someone now, on my lonesome travels tonight. Will you come? Do I need you? I long to see your crimson fires again. I approach you. Is it you?
You didn't say goodbye
Miki-Chan - Angsty Seto!!!! Yami is bad! You made Seto sad!!!!!!
Yami - O.O
Miki-Chan - Reviews are very kindly accepted as I would much like to know what people think :) Its very short yes, but.
Yami - You mean you want to feel happy coz someone actually read this
Miki-Chan - ^_^! Of course! And of course I will be posting the second chapter!!! Surprise for Seto!
Miki-Chan - Ok. this is the most angsty thing I have ever written! Whoo! This was written when I was really tired, but I'm not making excuses! No I usually write better when I'm tired coz I'm not thinking about what I am writing.
Yami - Typing. Not writing.
Miki-Chan - Whatever, now this is unusual as I usually wouldn't have put Seto like this yet a yami poster on my wall was smirking at me evilly so. yeah, it inspired me!
Yami - You have posters of me? O.O
Miki - Chan - Yep ^.^! Only coz I cant find any of Bakura!!!!!
Yami- Awwww. stupid tomb robber.
Miki-Chan - Anyway on with the story! :P
Where is the heart when you need it? Where is the clarity, peace of mind? Is it our solitude? Like our soul that floats in an empty void and excuse for a world, where am I without him? Where is my life? My justice. My world is broken like a bubble popped and where did it go? Did you pop too? Why did you leave? You said you'd never leave. But my side is cold and empty, the loneliness tugs at my mind like broken glass. Why did you tear me into shreds and be as harsh to let me still see. You tore my world, you tore my soul. Can't you see it in your eyes? Those crimson eyes that burn through me like fire are they filled with ice? Don't you feel? Is there no sorrow, no flicker of remorse inside your heart? And the warmth of your skin is gone, no longer smooth but the rough edge of a sheet. You've broken me.
I am, I am destined to be alone. Is that my destiny? My sole purpose to be used and told I am loved then thrown away like a rag? What did I do to deserve this? Are my sins so great as to have to listen to this rain by myself? No lover to curl up with. The cold is biting me, it wants my soul. I feel so empty, like a hollow shell.
The window is streaked with rain, my tears. If eyes are the windows to the soul why did I not see the cruelty in yours? Was I blinded, did you make me see the colour when you ripped my trusting heart from my chest? You left scars. Open wounds that still smart.
I thought you were heaven sent, but you were from hell. From the evils you came. You corrupted me then slammed the door in my face. I shut the door now and walk down the black path alone. Did I send you away? Were you driven from me like a deer from a hunter? Or was it all a game, a game in which I was bait, waiting to hook the snag from the dangling line that was you. How could I fool myself into loving you?
The rain beats heavily and how I wish you were here, to put your arms around me and stay. But you deceive. I remember how you promised never to leave, you broke your promise? Why did I trust you? Why did I not see?
I see the place we went that time, do you remember? Where we proclaimed our love. Why can I not break down and cry? Am I too strong for emotion? Where am I? Do I see you Yami? Or were you really an illusion, I don't know why. I fooled myself, you did not fool me. I was too willing, too alone and now I ache of pain.
The greatest poverty is to be alone, yet I am not poor. Why how can I be so materially happy yet inside I am dying? I am a shell. I see someone now, on my lonesome travels tonight. Will you come? Do I need you? I long to see your crimson fires again. I approach you. Is it you?
You didn't say goodbye
Miki-Chan - Angsty Seto!!!! Yami is bad! You made Seto sad!!!!!!
Yami - O.O
Miki-Chan - Reviews are very kindly accepted as I would much like to know what people think :) Its very short yes, but.
Yami - You mean you want to feel happy coz someone actually read this
Miki-Chan - ^_^! Of course! And of course I will be posting the second chapter!!! Surprise for Seto!