Tears of Pain

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Jax looked at Skye, laying there helplessly and there was nothing he could do. He tried as hard as he could to hold in his tears but, he couldn't take the site of her, he laid his head down on her stomach, gently sobbing.

Skye's eyes fluttered a few times before opening them. She heard sobbing and looked down to discover Jax. "Jax" she whispered faintly.

Jax stopped and lifted his head up to see her, "Oh, Skye, you're awake".

"what happened?" She asked innocently

"You fell and hit your head on the table in the waiting area"

"Do you remember?"

Skye shook her head. "What do you remember?" He asked her

She took a few minutes to think and then she got this look, a look of envy, betrayal.

"I told you about the contract I had with Grandfather and you didn't believe me, you said that you didn't love me anymore and that you wanted me out of your life." When she looked up at him she knew the words were true.

"I was wrong" he admitted

"You were wrong? Is that all you have to say? Is that you were wrong"

"I---I don't know what else to say"

"I think it would be best if you just left, now". Skye looked at Jax emotionless.

"No, Skye, please we need to talk"

Skye clamped her eyes shut and nodded her head. "I can't"

"Skye, don't do this don't shut me out" He pleaded

"No"

The door to Skye's room opened and Monica walked in. "Skye, how are you feeling?" Monica asked

"I just have a little headache that's all" Skye answered honestly

"Well, you gave us all quite a scare" Monica responded as she flipped through Skye's chart.

"Just cut the crap Monica, I didn't do it on purpose" Skye snapped

"I can certainly tell that you feel better"

"Is she going to be all right?" Jax asked

"She'll be as good as new in no time" Monica said with a smile

"That's wonderful news" Jax stated

"Skye, your stitches will come out in about a week and you can take tylenol for the pain".

"Okay" Skye responded weakly.

"But...." Monica started

Skye interrupted, "But, what?"

"Well, we do know why you fell" Monica informed her

"Why?" Skye asked

"It's nothing serious is it?" Jax questioned

Skye's door swung open once again but, this time Alan came marching in.

"Jax, what are you doing here?" Alan demanded

"I just came to see how Skye was" Jax confessed

"I don't want you here" Alan said strongly

Skye spoke up, "That's okay, he was just leaving"

"No" Monica said sharply

"No?" Alan questioned

"I have something else to tell Skye and I think Jax should be here to hear it" Monica replied

"Monica, what's going on?" Alan asked

Skye looked at Jax, then at Monica, she was fearing the worst.

"Skye, I don't know if this is good news or bad but, you're pregnant" Monica said point blank. The whole room went silent, Skye felt her heart beat at an incredible speed. Jax stood in shock with his mouth open.

"But, they said I would never be able to have children because of the accident" Skye confessed.

"Well, they were wrong, you're about 8 weeks along" Monica said as she shut her file. Monica opened the door and walked out with Alan only a few steps behind her.

Skye and Jax were left in the room alone. "Pregnant" Jax repeated

"Yeah, I heard her" Skye snapped

"Look Jax, you made your point earlier, you want nothing to do with me or my family, so just go" Skye said as her eyes began to fill with tears.

"No, I can't leave you, you're carrying our child"

"I do have options Jax, you know that" Skye answered

"Options?" he asked

"Yes" she repeated

"You would actually get rid of the baby?"

"As much as I want a child, How can I have this child knowing that I was a "mistake"? Because I if I was a mistake then this baby is an even bigger one".

"No, Skye, Let me prove to you how much I love you"

"How much you love me?, Jax if I wouldn't have fell earlier I wouldn't be here right now, meaning I would have more that likely went and had some drink and you wouldn't know that I was even pregnant"

"Which means I wouldn't know" She added softly

"Skye, don't do this, don't shut me out" Jax pleaded with Skye.

"A mistake Jax, A mistake" Skye whispered

Skye's words replayed over and over in his head, as he looked at her lying in the hospital bed she looked innocent and heartbroken and he was the one that broke her heart. Tears streamed down her face and as he watched them fall he noticed that they were tears of pain.



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