(I love Kurt! Don't flame me for the things I say here. I really love the fuzzy blue elf; I'm just a big fan of Lance and Kitty. I don't own the characters or the song.)
Sometimes I get to feelin'
I was back in the old days - long ago
When we were kids, when we were young
Things seemed so perfect - you know?
I remember what it was like. You and me, in love. We were on opposite sides. Me in the X-Men and you in the Brotherhood. But we didn't care. We were like Romeo and Juliet. We were perfect together. I never stopped believing that.
The days were endless, we were crazy - we were young
The sun was always shinin' - we just lived for fun
My 21st birthday came round. You were 22. Even after everything we had been through we were still together, mostly in secret.
You took me to a restaurant, a really fancy restaurant. I knew you couldn't afford it but you did it anyway. Then at the end of a perfect evening you got down on one knee and proposed. You had spent all your savings on a beautiful diamond ring. That was the happiest day of my life. I knew then that it would be you I loved for the rest of eternity.
Then three months later you ruined everything. We were about to announce our engagement before Scott spoke. I could see the fight coming but I couldn't stop it. You broke my heart. I saw you for the monster you could be but I wouldn't believe it.
Sometimes it seems like lately - I just don't know
The rest of my life's been - just a show
You left. That night, while I was with the X-Men at the hospital, waiting to see if Scott would live through the night. He did. We didn't.
I went to your home and found the note. You felt as if you'd let me down and couldn't face me again. I was so angry. I wanted to scream at you. I wanted to hit you. I hit Todd instead. I regret that so much.
I told myself I didn't love you. I told everyone I didn't love you. I almost believed it. But you were always there, at the back of my mind trying to push forwards.
I moved on. I moved on with Kurt. We got married. I love him. I love you more.
Those were the days of our lives
The bad things in life were so few
Those days are all gone now but one thing is true
When I look and I find I still love you
You and me had good times. The best times I ever had. I've had wonderful times with Kurt, but compared to you…I shouldn't compare Kurt to you. It's not fair on Kurt.
I look at you lying there. Dead. Why didn't you hear that car? Did seeing me married hurt you so much that you were willing to walk out in front of a car? Didn't you move on?
You can't turn back the clock, you can't turn back the tide
Ain't that a shame?
I'd like to go back one time on a roller coaster ride
When life was just a game
I wish you'd never thrown that first punch. If you hadn't we could be married now. I could be Mrs Alvers, not Mrs Wagner…I can't believe I said that. I love Kurt, I'm happy to be his wife. I'm happy to be carrying his child. You didn't notice that did you? We found out last week.
No use in sitting and thinkin' on what you did
When you can lay back and enjoy it through your kids
Sometimes it seems like lately - I just don't know
Better sit back and go - with the flow
We're both ecstatic. I'm going to be a mum. I already have a good idea of what my child will look like. I started thinking about it 3 days ago. I started thinking about our children years ago.
'Cos these are the days of our lives
They've flown in the swiftness of time
These days are all gone now but some things remain
When I look and I find - no change
I still have the engagement ring. I keep it with your photo. I hide it from Kurt. I never told anyone we were engaged. Did you? These past two years have gone by so fast for me. Did they for you?
Realisation hasn't hit yet. I can't except that you're gone for good. I can't except that I'll never see your eyes smiling back at me ever again.
I love you Lance Alvers. I would have married you. We would have been eternally happy. But instead I'm married to Kurt. I love him, but not in the same way.
Those were the days of our lives yeah
The bad things in life were so few
Those days are all gone now but one thing's still true
When I look and I find, I still love you
I still love you