Hey ppl! I'm feeling really weird so I feel like doing this ficcie. I don't
think a lot of people will read this but that is okay. This is really weird
anyway. R&R please!
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Those dreamy orbs of greenish blue. I gaze at them. They seem so close yet far away. Will they ever be mine? Will they ever be part of me? Those eyes that are filled with joy and sorrow. Those eyes that come to my dreams at night. Who do they belong to?
A glimpse of blackish and greenish hair. Who do they belong to? They have a scent so familiar yet far away. I touch it and it seems to go far away. They felt so silky under my fingers as I brushed past.
I look and I saw. The person in front of me is Asuka Jr. Those dreamy orbs of greenish blue belonged to him. The silky blackish greenish hair belonged to him. Everything that I ever dream of belongs to him, because I dream of him. The sweet scents of our nights together linger everywhere. Why do I feel so scared then?
The world is black. He is nowhere to be seen. Is this what the great future holds for me? Nothingness? When the world slips away will I? Will I be filled with sorrow the whole time? In the distant black I saw it. I saw a small ball of light. The small ball of hope goes farther as I try to catch up with it. No please don't fade I think. If it does what will happen to me? What will happen? I try to run but I'm frozen. I look ahead and see the faint light going away. Is this the end of me?
I felt the world go and so did I. When I woke up I saw everything flash by. The nights I spent with Asuka Jr. Everything seemed to blur past me. The last thing I saw was that ball of hope finally fainting fully. It is gone. Everything, everyone all hope is gone. I am gone.
I felt weak. Why is this happening to me? Why? Did I do anything to sin against god? What did I do? Nothing answers me back as I scream into the dark blackness. Suddenly I heard a small tap. I walked toward it slowly carefully. Where was the noise coming from? Who made the noise? Why did they have to make the noise? What did it mean? As my eyes saw I couldn't believe it. It was Asuka Jr. Walking around as if nothing was wrong. I walked up to him and wanted to hug him and cry. When I walked closer he walked right through me. NO! This can't be happening. I tried again to call out to him. But he didn't notice me. I fell too my knees. No. This is a trick I thought. But is it my mind called out. I cried and cried. I felt the tears rolling off my cheeks onto my hand. I shook when feelings started to burst through my whole body.
I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up into the same dreamy orbs of greenish blue. I looked up and saw the same blackish greenish hair. I saw the gentle smile widen. My hope, my light has returned. I am free. We are together. He lifted me up and kissed me gently. When I opened my eyes. I was in my house and I felt someone kiss me. I looked up and saw the orbs look back at me. I smiled and kissed him back. This is my future. ~***************************************************************~
So how was it? It was a bit too mushy. I don't know why I wrote it! I am so bored! It just happened to pop out of my head. Like everything else but enough about that. Now guess what time it is!
Miika: um. 10'o clock?
Me: NO IT IS TIME TO REVIEW! ^_^
Miika: um actually it is 10'o clock
Me: =_= just review already
R&R!
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Those dreamy orbs of greenish blue. I gaze at them. They seem so close yet far away. Will they ever be mine? Will they ever be part of me? Those eyes that are filled with joy and sorrow. Those eyes that come to my dreams at night. Who do they belong to?
A glimpse of blackish and greenish hair. Who do they belong to? They have a scent so familiar yet far away. I touch it and it seems to go far away. They felt so silky under my fingers as I brushed past.
I look and I saw. The person in front of me is Asuka Jr. Those dreamy orbs of greenish blue belonged to him. The silky blackish greenish hair belonged to him. Everything that I ever dream of belongs to him, because I dream of him. The sweet scents of our nights together linger everywhere. Why do I feel so scared then?
The world is black. He is nowhere to be seen. Is this what the great future holds for me? Nothingness? When the world slips away will I? Will I be filled with sorrow the whole time? In the distant black I saw it. I saw a small ball of light. The small ball of hope goes farther as I try to catch up with it. No please don't fade I think. If it does what will happen to me? What will happen? I try to run but I'm frozen. I look ahead and see the faint light going away. Is this the end of me?
I felt the world go and so did I. When I woke up I saw everything flash by. The nights I spent with Asuka Jr. Everything seemed to blur past me. The last thing I saw was that ball of hope finally fainting fully. It is gone. Everything, everyone all hope is gone. I am gone.
I felt weak. Why is this happening to me? Why? Did I do anything to sin against god? What did I do? Nothing answers me back as I scream into the dark blackness. Suddenly I heard a small tap. I walked toward it slowly carefully. Where was the noise coming from? Who made the noise? Why did they have to make the noise? What did it mean? As my eyes saw I couldn't believe it. It was Asuka Jr. Walking around as if nothing was wrong. I walked up to him and wanted to hug him and cry. When I walked closer he walked right through me. NO! This can't be happening. I tried again to call out to him. But he didn't notice me. I fell too my knees. No. This is a trick I thought. But is it my mind called out. I cried and cried. I felt the tears rolling off my cheeks onto my hand. I shook when feelings started to burst through my whole body.
I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up into the same dreamy orbs of greenish blue. I looked up and saw the same blackish greenish hair. I saw the gentle smile widen. My hope, my light has returned. I am free. We are together. He lifted me up and kissed me gently. When I opened my eyes. I was in my house and I felt someone kiss me. I looked up and saw the orbs look back at me. I smiled and kissed him back. This is my future. ~***************************************************************~
So how was it? It was a bit too mushy. I don't know why I wrote it! I am so bored! It just happened to pop out of my head. Like everything else but enough about that. Now guess what time it is!
Miika: um. 10'o clock?
Me: NO IT IS TIME TO REVIEW! ^_^
Miika: um actually it is 10'o clock
Me: =_= just review already
R&R!