"So what did you want to talk about?" Adam looked over at where Larissa lay flat on her stomach in front of him.

Rissa reached forward and plucked a blade of grass free from the ground.

"I didn't really, I only wanted to say thanks for the snacks, Ronni just got me riled up I guess."

"Oh."

Banks sighed loudly and fell backward onto the slightly damp grass. He stared up at the grayish-blue sky and bit his bottom lip. Ever since he'd held Larissa in his arms the night before, she'd been all he thought about. Feeling her skin again like he had, made him realize how much he missed her.

"I know I shouldn't let her get to me anymore, since we're broken up and I have K-" Larissa cut herself off her voice wavering and the tears starting again. "No, no I don't, I had Kenny, not anymore."

Adam sat up right again and placed a gentle hand on her back. A few lose strands of her mahogany hair grazed the tip of his fingers, so softly. He could feel the clasp of her bra under his palm and it made his heart thump and his fingers twitch.

"Shhhh, it'll be alright."

"What did I do wrong, first you cheat on me and then Kenny leaves me to skate. Am I that terrible of a girlfriend."

"Nothing, you did nothing wrong Rissa. You're a fantastic girlfriend, I just didn't realize it until it was too late, I'd already lost you. As for Ken, he's just crazy for letting you go."

Larissa rolled over, looking up at him with her dark gray eyes. She licked her lips and sat up, crawling closer to him. Some how her hands found their way around his waist , her mouth catching his mid breath. The girl didn't know what she was doing, her body just sort of took over. The kisses deepened, passion rising from her belly.

"Take me back to my room." Rissa whispered.

Adam nodded, standing and lifting her off the ground. He didn't know what was happening either, but he liked it. The freshmen was light in his arms and easy to carry across campus. Larissa didn't move a muscle or make a sound as he lugged her over the school grounds. Up the stairs and down the hall to her room.

"Are you sure?" Banks asked tenderly, laying the young girl on her bed.

Larissa's eyes shone as she gulped and forced a smile. "I promised you, you'd be my first Adam. The years almost over, you'll be leaving soon."

The boy grinned and ran his hand down her cheek, then kissed her lips and throat. Before they knew it all their clothes had been shed. And things were going further then either should've let them. Adam still had a girlfriend and Larissa was very much in love with Ken. It wasn't right, but it felt so right. It felt so good to both of them, like it had been meant to be.

They spent hours just laying there in one another's embrace, saying nothing. The two were content just to hold onto each other. Larissa was so confused about what had happened and her mind was still reeling. Adam on the other hand was using the time to think up how he would break up with Veronica.