Hell broke loose the next day. Gojyo told us the reason behind Sheng
Yi's attitude. I was shocked and speechless. But I manage to cover myself.
The thing I was dreading had come. My worst nightmare. And the real source
behind it.is me. What am I going to do? Goku was shocked too, hearing to
the news. While Hakkai seem worried. I tried to make my face cold and cool.
All of a sudden, Hakkai looked at me with that I-can-read-your-mind
expression. I spun and make a fake 'humph' before I walked back to my room.
What am I going to do? Should I pack up and ran away? No. It will make
people suspicious. Hakkai.The way he looked at me. As though he suspected
me. He's not something I should afraid of. It's his nature to hide
someone's secret. So, just relax, Sanzo. Just relax and wait to see what
happened.
KNOCK! KNOCK!
Urusai.I'm trying to sleep and forget everything.
KNOCK! KNOCK!
"Dareka?!" I said half-shouted. "Sumimasen," said a voice I recognized as.Hakkai. "Nandato?" He took a chair at sat. "You know this would happen, don't you? You know about this earlier than any of us." "Yeah. And you found it out earlier than everybody else. Including Sheng Yi." "So, what are you going to do?" I silenced. "Soka. So you're going to wait to see what's going to happen, huh? You're not going to admit it that you're involved in this. That you're the father of the child inside Sheng Yi." I tried to ignore him and stared at the ceiling and the fan that never stops turning. " Ma'. It's your choice. You decide and I'll watch. Don't worry, I won't tell anybody about it." With that, he left. "Ba-ka," I muttered.
~**~
Ah.I'm starving. How many days it had been? 3? 3 days is enough of starving. I will have stomachache if I continue puking and no eating. I sighed. Being pregnant IS hard. Time for food hunting. I crept out quietly, trying not to make any noise. But the whole house was quiet. As though no one's at home. I looked at the clock. 11.30 a.m. . That's weird. Gojyo's suppose to be awake by now. "Oy, kappa!" I shouted. No answer. "Where are you?" Still no reply. I walked towards the kitchen only to find the table's empty. Chih.did that kappa went out to have fun and forgot about me? It looks like I have to prepare my own meal. Let's see. The fridge is empty except for a few beers. And he doesn't buy any snacks. Baka. Did he think he lives alone? There's me and.Hakkai! I haven't seen Hakkai this morning. Mo.that guy, he likes to run errands and doesn't usually sit still. Where could they have been? "Tadaima!" Who's that? Sounds like Gojyo. "Oy, kappa! Where have you been?!" I scolded. "Eh? Sheng? You're out of bed." "Of course I am! I'm starving." "Ahahahaha. I know you would. I just brought food." "Yosh! Yosh! Food!"
I grab one of the groceries bags he was carrying and take a peek. There's fried chicken, fried egg, pork bun, spring rolls, and puddings. Yes! This is one great breakfast.
"Itadakimas (Bon appetite)!!"
~**~ Genjo Sanzo.you've made a big mess. You've crossed the line.I've trusted you.but you betrayed my trust.Have you no shame as a great Sanzo, you've commit taboo with a female human.this is no ordinary mistake. Even the gods who commit taboo was expelled. Shall it be the same for you? I'll give you one more chance. One more. Make it right and you'll be spared. Make it worse and you will be no longer a Sanzo.
"AAAAAAHHH!!!!"
A nightmare. It was just a nightmare, Sanzo. Sweats were dripping from my forehead. I touched my sweaty forehead and found out it was bandaged. Bandage? Since when I had my forehead bandaged? The door suddenly burst open and I saw Gojyo, Hakkai, Goku and.her standing at the doorway. "Daijoubuka, Sanzo?" Goku asked, worried as always. I looked at him questioningly. "You were beaten very badly. Goku found you unconscious under a tree inside the forest," Hakkai explained. "Mo.Sanzo. Next time, you shouldn't go alone. You can trust me but don't-I tell you don't trust that kappa," Sheng said proudly. "Chih.Get out of the way, fatso," Gojyo scolded.
PIAK!
With a bit of strength, I managed to hit their heads with my paper fan.
"Ite.Oy, Sanzo, we take it easy on you since you're bandaged, you know!" "Chih.who wants to bring such a useless person like you?" "SAN-ZO!!!!" "Sheng, stop, stop." Hakkai said as he and Goku tried to restrain her from getting at me. "Ba-ka," Gojyo said, teasing his sister. "Nandato?! What did you say, ero kappa?!" Sheng argued back. Ah.Another war is going to start. Since Sheng's here, she's the one Gojyo always fought with. It looks like Goku had lost his attention since they eat separately and live separately. I smiled quietly seeing the two siblings quarrel. Since the room was dark, I guess no one saw me smiled. I sighed.
PIAK!
I took out my paper fan and hit their heads.again.
PIAK!
Who-who did that? It's not me. After a few hits, I realized my head got beaten and it was Sheng Yi who was hitting my head with a paper fan. Paper fan? I looked at my hand and found it missing. She stole it! That baka yaro.
"URUSAI NO KORUSHTERU!!!" I yelled. Sheng was stunned just like the others. Yes! Just like what I had planned. Time for action. I quickly reached out and stole back my fan. "AH! SANZO! You stole it! You play dirty, you, corrupted monk!" Sheng argued back. "Yamette kudasai.," Hakkai said, trying to stop us from making another argue. To tell the truth, I was glad he did so. Because I was so tired and I don't feel like fighting with anyone. Suddenly I heard a 'thump'. What was that?
"SHENG!" I heard Goku screamed. "Oh no. First, Sanzo and now Sheng?" Gojyo said. "Let's bring her to the clinic," Hakkai appointed. "Are you coming, Sanzo?" "What makes you think you guys can leave me alone in this boring house?" I said.
Hakkai gave a quick smile before he went to help Gojyo to carry Sheng.
"Oy, droopy-eyed monk! Come help us will ya?" Gojyo called. "Chih.It's not my problem."
~**~
Blurry.everything is so blurry.I saw something spinning. Is it a fan? I tried to sit by leaning on the wall. Erk.my body aches all over. And my head, I feel like it's going to explode. The room started to come in focus. Four men, all sleeping. Gojyo's sleeping on a chair that was placed near me. Goku is sleeping peacefully on the floor. While Hakkai's body is sleeping on a couch near the door. And Sanzo, he sleeps standing near Goku. I smiled silently. Sorry guys. I've troubled you too much. I promise this will end soon. I crept out of bed quietly, trying to avoid the lying body that's sleeping on the floor. I can't walk straight. It seemed like the dizziness had somehow overpower me. I hung on to the wall and slowly walked towards the kitchen. The clock in the kitchen says it was 3.00 o'clock in the morning. On the kitchen table, near the sink, laid what I was searching for. A knife. And it wasn't a normal knife it was a big one. I grabbed it and looked at it. Well, time to go. Goodbye, everyone. Mum, I'm going to be with you soon. Wait for me. I aimed at my stomach and with the count of three I started to swish the knife.
~**~
Blood.Blood everywhere covering my whole body. I don't know why but my wounded body did something unbelievable. I started to feel dizzy after the loss of so much blood.
"SANZO!" her screaming had become so faint.so far.so distant.
I smirked. Remembering the last minute. My body jumped as strong as it could hold and stopped Sheng. The knife stabbed through my chest. The pain was too strong I fainted right away.
~**~
It had been 5 days since that incident. And he hasn't wake up yet. And for five days, I've been waiting in his room, beside him. Waiting for him to wake up. Tears started to roll down my cheek. Suddenly I felt something touched my abdomen. A milky white hand. I smiled softly as one of my hand joined his.
"Sanzo."I said softly. "Give it a life," he said. "Eh?" "Give birth to it." "Sanzo.why?" "Because.it's ours." "Masaka. You-you're his father?"
He looked at me with his purple eyes and nodded. Through that confusion, I smiled indulgently.
"I will.Sanzo." "No matter what.no matter when.no matter how.I'll stay with you forever." Tears streamed down my face as I nodded. His thumb slowly rubbed off my tears. "Zutto isshoni."
~**OWARI**~
KNOCK! KNOCK!
Urusai.I'm trying to sleep and forget everything.
KNOCK! KNOCK!
"Dareka?!" I said half-shouted. "Sumimasen," said a voice I recognized as.Hakkai. "Nandato?" He took a chair at sat. "You know this would happen, don't you? You know about this earlier than any of us." "Yeah. And you found it out earlier than everybody else. Including Sheng Yi." "So, what are you going to do?" I silenced. "Soka. So you're going to wait to see what's going to happen, huh? You're not going to admit it that you're involved in this. That you're the father of the child inside Sheng Yi." I tried to ignore him and stared at the ceiling and the fan that never stops turning. " Ma'. It's your choice. You decide and I'll watch. Don't worry, I won't tell anybody about it." With that, he left. "Ba-ka," I muttered.
~**~
Ah.I'm starving. How many days it had been? 3? 3 days is enough of starving. I will have stomachache if I continue puking and no eating. I sighed. Being pregnant IS hard. Time for food hunting. I crept out quietly, trying not to make any noise. But the whole house was quiet. As though no one's at home. I looked at the clock. 11.30 a.m. . That's weird. Gojyo's suppose to be awake by now. "Oy, kappa!" I shouted. No answer. "Where are you?" Still no reply. I walked towards the kitchen only to find the table's empty. Chih.did that kappa went out to have fun and forgot about me? It looks like I have to prepare my own meal. Let's see. The fridge is empty except for a few beers. And he doesn't buy any snacks. Baka. Did he think he lives alone? There's me and.Hakkai! I haven't seen Hakkai this morning. Mo.that guy, he likes to run errands and doesn't usually sit still. Where could they have been? "Tadaima!" Who's that? Sounds like Gojyo. "Oy, kappa! Where have you been?!" I scolded. "Eh? Sheng? You're out of bed." "Of course I am! I'm starving." "Ahahahaha. I know you would. I just brought food." "Yosh! Yosh! Food!"
I grab one of the groceries bags he was carrying and take a peek. There's fried chicken, fried egg, pork bun, spring rolls, and puddings. Yes! This is one great breakfast.
"Itadakimas (Bon appetite)!!"
~**~ Genjo Sanzo.you've made a big mess. You've crossed the line.I've trusted you.but you betrayed my trust.Have you no shame as a great Sanzo, you've commit taboo with a female human.this is no ordinary mistake. Even the gods who commit taboo was expelled. Shall it be the same for you? I'll give you one more chance. One more. Make it right and you'll be spared. Make it worse and you will be no longer a Sanzo.
"AAAAAAHHH!!!!"
A nightmare. It was just a nightmare, Sanzo. Sweats were dripping from my forehead. I touched my sweaty forehead and found out it was bandaged. Bandage? Since when I had my forehead bandaged? The door suddenly burst open and I saw Gojyo, Hakkai, Goku and.her standing at the doorway. "Daijoubuka, Sanzo?" Goku asked, worried as always. I looked at him questioningly. "You were beaten very badly. Goku found you unconscious under a tree inside the forest," Hakkai explained. "Mo.Sanzo. Next time, you shouldn't go alone. You can trust me but don't-I tell you don't trust that kappa," Sheng said proudly. "Chih.Get out of the way, fatso," Gojyo scolded.
PIAK!
With a bit of strength, I managed to hit their heads with my paper fan.
"Ite.Oy, Sanzo, we take it easy on you since you're bandaged, you know!" "Chih.who wants to bring such a useless person like you?" "SAN-ZO!!!!" "Sheng, stop, stop." Hakkai said as he and Goku tried to restrain her from getting at me. "Ba-ka," Gojyo said, teasing his sister. "Nandato?! What did you say, ero kappa?!" Sheng argued back. Ah.Another war is going to start. Since Sheng's here, she's the one Gojyo always fought with. It looks like Goku had lost his attention since they eat separately and live separately. I smiled quietly seeing the two siblings quarrel. Since the room was dark, I guess no one saw me smiled. I sighed.
PIAK!
I took out my paper fan and hit their heads.again.
PIAK!
Who-who did that? It's not me. After a few hits, I realized my head got beaten and it was Sheng Yi who was hitting my head with a paper fan. Paper fan? I looked at my hand and found it missing. She stole it! That baka yaro.
"URUSAI NO KORUSHTERU!!!" I yelled. Sheng was stunned just like the others. Yes! Just like what I had planned. Time for action. I quickly reached out and stole back my fan. "AH! SANZO! You stole it! You play dirty, you, corrupted monk!" Sheng argued back. "Yamette kudasai.," Hakkai said, trying to stop us from making another argue. To tell the truth, I was glad he did so. Because I was so tired and I don't feel like fighting with anyone. Suddenly I heard a 'thump'. What was that?
"SHENG!" I heard Goku screamed. "Oh no. First, Sanzo and now Sheng?" Gojyo said. "Let's bring her to the clinic," Hakkai appointed. "Are you coming, Sanzo?" "What makes you think you guys can leave me alone in this boring house?" I said.
Hakkai gave a quick smile before he went to help Gojyo to carry Sheng.
"Oy, droopy-eyed monk! Come help us will ya?" Gojyo called. "Chih.It's not my problem."
~**~
Blurry.everything is so blurry.I saw something spinning. Is it a fan? I tried to sit by leaning on the wall. Erk.my body aches all over. And my head, I feel like it's going to explode. The room started to come in focus. Four men, all sleeping. Gojyo's sleeping on a chair that was placed near me. Goku is sleeping peacefully on the floor. While Hakkai's body is sleeping on a couch near the door. And Sanzo, he sleeps standing near Goku. I smiled silently. Sorry guys. I've troubled you too much. I promise this will end soon. I crept out of bed quietly, trying to avoid the lying body that's sleeping on the floor. I can't walk straight. It seemed like the dizziness had somehow overpower me. I hung on to the wall and slowly walked towards the kitchen. The clock in the kitchen says it was 3.00 o'clock in the morning. On the kitchen table, near the sink, laid what I was searching for. A knife. And it wasn't a normal knife it was a big one. I grabbed it and looked at it. Well, time to go. Goodbye, everyone. Mum, I'm going to be with you soon. Wait for me. I aimed at my stomach and with the count of three I started to swish the knife.
~**~
Blood.Blood everywhere covering my whole body. I don't know why but my wounded body did something unbelievable. I started to feel dizzy after the loss of so much blood.
"SANZO!" her screaming had become so faint.so far.so distant.
I smirked. Remembering the last minute. My body jumped as strong as it could hold and stopped Sheng. The knife stabbed through my chest. The pain was too strong I fainted right away.
~**~
It had been 5 days since that incident. And he hasn't wake up yet. And for five days, I've been waiting in his room, beside him. Waiting for him to wake up. Tears started to roll down my cheek. Suddenly I felt something touched my abdomen. A milky white hand. I smiled softly as one of my hand joined his.
"Sanzo."I said softly. "Give it a life," he said. "Eh?" "Give birth to it." "Sanzo.why?" "Because.it's ours." "Masaka. You-you're his father?"
He looked at me with his purple eyes and nodded. Through that confusion, I smiled indulgently.
"I will.Sanzo." "No matter what.no matter when.no matter how.I'll stay with you forever." Tears streamed down my face as I nodded. His thumb slowly rubbed off my tears. "Zutto isshoni."
~**OWARI**~