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~The three he loved~

The wind.

He never realized how much he loved the wind till now. How it dried his face from the fresh tears on his cheeks. He was thinking about her again. He always thought about her in this place. So high about the earth. So far away from them. All he wanted to do was to be accepted. By them. By her.

This tree is where she took him when he was little, sitting at the base, looking up into the stars as she told him stories of her youth and how he would grow up to be the best of all three of them. Father was powerful and strong, his brother was calm and collective, but he...he would be loving and compassionate. " You have the strength of a demon, but the heart of a human. You saved me." she always told him that. " You saved me form your fathers temper and form your brothers coldness. I was protected by your father but loved by you."

By in the end he didn't save her. He let her die. He was standing right there as that bitch yukasha slit her neck. When his father was gone Sesshoumaru told his youkai mother he was away. She wanted to hurt his father for hurting her pride and reputation. she wanted to hurt him by hurting her. The worst part was that he had to watch. Sesshoumaru was holding him down making him watch his poor mother die and he could do nothing about it.

I was 7. A child. But I couldn't help. I couldn't catch the last tear that fell from her cheek as she told me she loved me.

The next week was a blur. Father came back to find his beloved human bride dead. Sesshoumaru said that his youkai blood got to him and since he was 7 he couldn't control what he was doing. Sesshoumaru said HE killed his mother. That HE killed the only person that ever believed in him, that ever loved him. " I tried to stop him father. I tried to free that human of your but the half breed got the dagger to her neck and dragged it across before I could do anything to stop him." with those words he jumped on his brother and started to scratching his face and arm. There father picked him off of Sesshoumaru and tossed him to the ground. Even though he was 7 he still scared Sesshoumaru face and arm with claw marks.

"He's a danger father. See how he attacked me so furiously. he must be sent away." " YES." my father said. "what" I protested. " it was yukasha, she did it and Sesshoumaru held me down to watch it." shaking with grief and anger he pointed a finger at Sesshoumaru. " it was that youkai bitch you call mother." within seconds Sesshoumaru hand was on his brothers neck gripping so tightly that the marble floor had a speckled decoration of bright red blood. " Sesshoumaru, let go." his father pick up the crying hanyou and said " you are my son and for that I can not abandon you, but you from now on are banished from my castle. I will be watching over you in the forest of the western lands but come back here and you will die." with that he tossed the half breed out into the cold world.

He wondered around surviving on his own. He grow up fast, he had too. he had muscular arms and strong legs. he felt like he was constantly fighting someone. His personality became harsh and bitter towards the world and she was always trying to become stronger, better...to be able to avenge his mothers death. Their was one thing he regretted and he regretted it terrible. he never became caring and compassionate like she wanted him too and grew to hate his human heart with all these feelings teasing and taunting him. He wanted it to go away. He wanted all to end...

until he met her.


~whoo~ that took awhile. ok this is sorta a different approach for me but I hope you like it and please e-mail me at flutterbye423@hotmail.com. for those of you who do e-mail me KEEP IT UP. I LOVE YOU ALL. hehe. well I gota go eat dinner. hugs and kissed
~only hope~ kamiyasha