Disclaimer: i dont own inuyasha and all that shit. Lol. Feelin kinda fisty tonight. Come on I can take you on.


~The three he loved~


He wanted it all to end...untill he met her.

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He looking out into the stars, returning to reality after spending so much of his time stuck in thouse memorys of terror. But right after his mothers memorys came hers.

She taught him to love again and if not that then just to feel. Looking back at the first time they actually talked, yea talked not fought because he encountered her many times before their first talk only to be pinned to a tree by her arrows and be even more pissed off that she never shot the final blow, but there first conversation in his opinion was there best.

" Come down here. I know your up in that tree watching me again. im not going to hurt you im... well im lonely and I want someone to talk too." she was looking up in the tree that he was trying ( emphasis on trying) to hide in. her eyes were soo deep and full of sadness even then.

He jumped down and gave her the most pissed off look he could muster up. Looking back at it now he was elated that she actually asked him to sit with her.

He always wanted to be around her, even when they were fighting, it was better then not seeing her at all because when they fought they never really tried to hurt each other.

When he jumped down from the tree and sat next to her they said nothing for a while.

 " What do you think of me?" she finally asked.

He just sat there dumbfounded trying to think of an answer that would help, impress and touch her all in one.

" I think me and you are alike" she continued " like you I can never show my weakness for if I do my enemy will see it and destroy me...and take the jewel."

As our relationship grew I found out that more then anything she wanted to be normal. Not to constantly worry about the jewel's safety or fighting with demons daily always putting her life on the line. Now that he looked back on it he didn't quite know if she loved him for him or because he would be her way of escaping the responsibility of the jewel.

Maybe it was both.

After that first conversation he couldn't get her off of his mind. So he did what any hanyou in love would do. He followed her.

When she needed help he offered his hand and she of course took it gladly. He even went so far as to kill youkai that were waiting for her to come to kill her, and when she did show up all she say were the remains of a once alive creature. She knew he killed it for her and every time she came across one she quietly whispered " thank you."

The best memory he had of her though was the night he finally showed he how he felt for her. He was paddling a boat for one side of the river to the other for her to go and collect her herbs. When she was finally finished she got back in the boat and he started to paddle. He was going to cross the river directly when she told him to travel down the river a bit.

" It's my favorite time of night, when the sun hits the horizon and everything is bathed in a gold light. I just let it engulf me and purify me. ~giggles~ that's kind of funny. A purifying miko being purified. Oh gomen, I must be terribly boring you."

" Not at all." he replied staring right into her eyes " I could hear you talk all day and never get tired of the sound of your voice."

BAKA!! He couldn't believe he just said that to her. Then she did something he never though she would do. She smiled.


Ok peeps im going to do the next chapter right where this on left off so don't forget anything. ill make sure to put the last couple lines of this on into the 3 chap. I hope you guys can find it in your heart to review my story…PLEASE!!! Im not desperate or anything. Lol.
~only hope~ kamiyasha