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I am what You See

By: SorrowRain

I am what you see. Please! Whoever says that is an idiot, a big fat idiot. What you would see is a blue demonic looking figure with a tail. Does that make me a demon? No of course not…all though some would disagree…in fact *many* would disagree. Ok, ok…so maybe the big fat idiot has a point, I am what you see…if you see me as a demon then that is what I am…to you anyway. On the other hand, if you see me as a soft, cuddly elf…then that also is what I am.

I guess those thoughts bother me, but not as much as they should. All I ever wanted was to get accepted as who I am...not what I am? This-this doesn't make any sense does it? Aw well, this is probably perhaps the reason…I don't really…think much about myself. 'Live life to the fullest' I always say. Who has time to do such thinking? Apparently I do…I need a hobby. Er, scratch that no hobbies for me…I just remembered what I do.

"Kurt!" Kitty came phased through my door, she found me sprawled on top of my bed.

"Vas?"

"Get suited up! A mutant is attacking Principal Kelly!" with those words she left as quickly as she came in.

What? Kitty? I guess she's ok…most of the institute thinks I have a crush on her…who knows? Maybe I do. All though right now my mindset is on Amanda…but hey I realize I'm a teenager and Amanda will probably find a new plush toy to play with next week. It doesn't bother me, true love is a hard thing to find at such a young age, but still I will admit for now, I love her. Enough of this…got to get suited up!

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The mutant who was attacking Principal Kelly was a young boy…not very much older than myself. He was tough to beat…he seemed to want to hurt Herr Kelly pretty badly. Of course we succeeded in calming him down, etc. He went ballistic though as soon as he saw the professor…ranting about "Don't hurt me! Please don't mess with my mind! I only did what I was told!" with that he just vanished…could he be a teleporter also? That would be neat, I quickly remembered what state he was in when he left…or not.

"Hmm…I sensed another presence in his mind." As soon as Professor said those words I sighed. Always with the other presence…usually meaning it was another telepath in control. Which usually meant at least one of us…was going to go berserk. I really hoped it wasn't me…

The Professor glanced in my direction and gave me a small smile. Ach nien, I must have been thinking to loudly. Man, I hate it when I do that! When will I learn to keep my 'voice' down!? I heard a small chuckle come from the Professor and Jean was smiling too.

'Ack…I hate telepaths.'

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Well, we never figured out who took control of the boy that day. We image that whoever the mutant is…was…is lying low. So far he has been doing a pretty good job, it has been a month since that day…and Amanda is still here by my side. I don't know whether to be happy or disappointed…not in Amanda, well in Kitty I guess.

So I guess I do have a crush on her…perhaps…or maybe it's not a crush. Who knows? I know I should…but I don't.

I am what you see. Here we go again…I am…

"Kurt."

I spin around from the mirror I was facing to find Jean in my doorway. When will people learn how to knock?

"Ja?"

"You are Kurt."

I pause, I was thinking to loudly again. She heard me.

"So I am, thank you for telling me."

"Your welcome." Either she didn't notice my sarcasm or she was ignoring it. "Ignored it."

"Ach! Jean!"

"Can't help it fuzzy…you 'talk' to loud."

"So I realized."

"Hmmm, well I came up to tell you that dinner is ready…and everyone is already downstairs save two."

"Ok, ok I'll be there. Just need to finish up vhat I started." She smiles and nods and leaves the room.

Hmm…I am Kurt, am I? It seems to fit…yes I am Kurt Wagner…not an elf nor a demon. Just Kurt.

I flash a smile to the mirror. I see my fangs, but for once it doesn't bother me.

"Hello, I am Kurt Wagner, love to stay and chat…but I really must be going. So I say…adieu!"

*BAMF*

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Fini…?

My first X-Men Evolution fic…what do you guys think? Should I write more, or stop before I get started?

Woo! Please review…it'll help a lot. Merci.