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Chapter 24
She ran her hands up to his shoulder and then behind his head pulling him closer to her.
"I've waited so long for you," She felt a tear fall down her cheek and he kissed it away, "I knew you would come for me someday." He moved his body on top of her and surrounded her with his warmth. She parted her legs slightly and he settled down in between her. Their kissed grew more fevered with each passing moment. She felt him hard pressing against her stomach.
He moved himself down her body. He kissed her neck, and nipped at her collarbone, then kissed the valley in-between her breasts and took each one into his hand. He glided his tongue to one of her breasts and carefully licked it. He took it into his mouth and suckled it until it was red and hard and tingling. She moaned and arched into him, as he pulled at her nipple with his teeth and tugged them gently upward, this action made her shiver and she could feel her inner muscles throbbing with each pull. He kissed in between her breasts once more and then ran a trail of kisses down to her stomach, stopping briefly to lick around her belly button.
Spike lifted his head and looked at her. Her eyes were closed and she was licking her lips. He bent his head back down and pushed himself further down, parting her legs further along the way and caressed the inside of her thighs. He could smell the musky scent of her arousal.
Her head was spinning. There were so many new sensations she had never imagined feeling before. So many times she had kissed him in her dreams, so many times he had loved her but not like this, this was real, this was now. His tongue made its way down to her and he felt the coolness inside of her. She bucked her hips and opened her eyes. She looked down at him and raised herself slightly on her elbows. He was looking up at her, licking her slowly up and down, then thrust his tongue into her. She closed her eyes and opened her mouth to let out a satisfying moan.
"Uhh, ohh.. yes." She whispered as she fell back fully on the bed. Breathing heavily now, her hips began undulating against his mouth, driving herself into his face. He didn't need to ask if she liked what he was doing, her actions spoke volumes. Hhe needed to be inside of her desperately.
He moved back up her body and devoured her lips with his kisses. He lay fully on top of her and positioned himself at her opening. He looked into her eyes then kissed her softly on her cheeks then her lips. She put her hands on the small of his back and opened her legs to fully accommodate his body. He entered her slowly and she felt the pressure of him gaining entrance, making his way deep into her, and then stop.
"This will hurt a bit luv." He whispered in her ear, and felt her nod, then thrust himself fully into her. She dug her nails into his back as she felt the fiery pain of him completely filling her.
She took in a deep breath. Her eyes were closed tightly and there were tears streaming down her face. He waited to give her time to adjust to him, to get past the pain and also because he felt that if he even moved an inch this moment would last just that a moment. This needed to last, this was heaven, and he wanted to stay forever. He wanted to feel her like this for as long as he could. He stroked the side of her face with his thumbs, and kissed her eyelids once again.
He felt her body relax and began to move into her slowly, at first, then a little faster with each thrust. Her hands ran up and down his back finally stopping on his firm ass.
"Buffy." The way he said her name was the most erotic thing she had ever heard, and his voice excited her even more than she thought she could possibly get. There was a force building inside of her. She could feel something stirring, wanting to come out. 'No,' she thought, 'God not now'. She felt the demon wanting to push its way out, wanting to make its presence known. She wanted to give in to the pleasure, but she could feel it surfacing, wanting to take over. Wesley had warned against this, against letting it overcome her will. She had learned to control it, but this was different. This was passion she had never known. Something she didn't know how she was going to control.
Spike lifted himself and knelt in front of her. He took her by the waist and lifted her slightly to place a pillow underneath her and began enter her faster and harder. She was so close; he could feel her inner walls twitching with each thrust, yet she held back. He could see her struggling. Her head moved from side to side, shifting from human to demon as she protested. He now understood why she hesitated. He remembered the first vampire he saw as a child. He saw the demon first, before the vampire drew it back. There was a demon inside of her now struggling to get loose, the demon he had felt yet not seen downstairs. He slid an arm around her waist. His movements became faster.
"Let me see it." He said. She looked at him, her eyes wide with fear and horror as she realized what he was asking her to do.
"No, I.I can't, ugh, oh God Spike, no.. I'll kill you." She tried to scramble away from him yet he held her against him, "I mustn't.. I.. can't.. control it.. no please no." she could feel the her peak closing in. She couldn't believe what he was doing to her. What if she couldn't control it, what if it took her over and then she couldn't come back from it?
"Buffy." He said in low thick tone, "Let it go." He braced himself, and she let go. She gave in and let loose the demon. Her legs wrapped around his waist and she pushed herself up to face him. She grabbed him by the shoulders and stared into his deep blue eyes with narrowed yellow slits of fire. As her orgasm reached its peak she let out a loud growl, and rocked hard into him. Her lips receded to show her fangs, and to her surprise he never lost his rhythm. He smiled and leaned his forehead onto hers.
"I've got you kitten, he whispered, "I've got you" she closed her eyes. She let out a low growl, that he felt vibrate within her chest and against his cock. By now he held her by the waist with both hands and moved her against him slowly. He kissed her lips, and then moved down to her neck. She threw her head back and continued to follow his pace holding him closer to her. He was soothing her, calming the fury inside of her. He was claiming her demon, making it desire him and it was letting him be her master.
Her climax had subsided and she leaned back and got the leverage she needed to flip them over. He was on his back and she straddled him. She could kill him so easily at this moment. She continued to look at him. His eyes tore deep into hers as he placed his hands on her breasts and squeezed them lightly. She drew back the demon and he could see her beautiful human face once again. She moved on top of him slowly, languishing in the feeling of the heat inside of her. God he was on fire she thought. He had such power over her now. She felt him burning a path into her. A path that even if this did not last beyond tonight, she would allow no other man to take as long as she existed. He was beginning to moan louder, his breathing now quickening, he was close, so close she could feel it inside of her.
She moved faster now, grinding into him harder and harder, she clenched her inner muscles and she felt the volcanic explosion of his orgasm as he shot his warm fluid inside of her. He threw his head back and held tightly onto her hips, then gave into his own passion.
"Buffy, don't stop, yes.. uh.. yes.." He sat up and wrapped his arms around her and drew her further into him. He kissed and bit her neck with blunt teeth, then threw her back down to the bed on her back. He thrust into her mercilessly, as his orgasm melted away slowly. She put her feet onto the bed for leverage and met his thrusts, until she felt another orgasm building inside of her.
"Keep it back now luv. Come for me, I want to see your face this time Buffy." he kissed her softly, and ran his tongue along her lips, "Don't be afraid." He slowed his movements. She moaned deeply as she ran her hands up his back and through his hair. His words gave her strength, he had given her demon its pleasure, and now it was her turn.
Chapter 24
She ran her hands up to his shoulder and then behind his head pulling him closer to her.
"I've waited so long for you," She felt a tear fall down her cheek and he kissed it away, "I knew you would come for me someday." He moved his body on top of her and surrounded her with his warmth. She parted her legs slightly and he settled down in between her. Their kissed grew more fevered with each passing moment. She felt him hard pressing against her stomach.
He moved himself down her body. He kissed her neck, and nipped at her collarbone, then kissed the valley in-between her breasts and took each one into his hand. He glided his tongue to one of her breasts and carefully licked it. He took it into his mouth and suckled it until it was red and hard and tingling. She moaned and arched into him, as he pulled at her nipple with his teeth and tugged them gently upward, this action made her shiver and she could feel her inner muscles throbbing with each pull. He kissed in between her breasts once more and then ran a trail of kisses down to her stomach, stopping briefly to lick around her belly button.
Spike lifted his head and looked at her. Her eyes were closed and she was licking her lips. He bent his head back down and pushed himself further down, parting her legs further along the way and caressed the inside of her thighs. He could smell the musky scent of her arousal.
Her head was spinning. There were so many new sensations she had never imagined feeling before. So many times she had kissed him in her dreams, so many times he had loved her but not like this, this was real, this was now. His tongue made its way down to her and he felt the coolness inside of her. She bucked her hips and opened her eyes. She looked down at him and raised herself slightly on her elbows. He was looking up at her, licking her slowly up and down, then thrust his tongue into her. She closed her eyes and opened her mouth to let out a satisfying moan.
"Uhh, ohh.. yes." She whispered as she fell back fully on the bed. Breathing heavily now, her hips began undulating against his mouth, driving herself into his face. He didn't need to ask if she liked what he was doing, her actions spoke volumes. Hhe needed to be inside of her desperately.
He moved back up her body and devoured her lips with his kisses. He lay fully on top of her and positioned himself at her opening. He looked into her eyes then kissed her softly on her cheeks then her lips. She put her hands on the small of his back and opened her legs to fully accommodate his body. He entered her slowly and she felt the pressure of him gaining entrance, making his way deep into her, and then stop.
"This will hurt a bit luv." He whispered in her ear, and felt her nod, then thrust himself fully into her. She dug her nails into his back as she felt the fiery pain of him completely filling her.
She took in a deep breath. Her eyes were closed tightly and there were tears streaming down her face. He waited to give her time to adjust to him, to get past the pain and also because he felt that if he even moved an inch this moment would last just that a moment. This needed to last, this was heaven, and he wanted to stay forever. He wanted to feel her like this for as long as he could. He stroked the side of her face with his thumbs, and kissed her eyelids once again.
He felt her body relax and began to move into her slowly, at first, then a little faster with each thrust. Her hands ran up and down his back finally stopping on his firm ass.
"Buffy." The way he said her name was the most erotic thing she had ever heard, and his voice excited her even more than she thought she could possibly get. There was a force building inside of her. She could feel something stirring, wanting to come out. 'No,' she thought, 'God not now'. She felt the demon wanting to push its way out, wanting to make its presence known. She wanted to give in to the pleasure, but she could feel it surfacing, wanting to take over. Wesley had warned against this, against letting it overcome her will. She had learned to control it, but this was different. This was passion she had never known. Something she didn't know how she was going to control.
Spike lifted himself and knelt in front of her. He took her by the waist and lifted her slightly to place a pillow underneath her and began enter her faster and harder. She was so close; he could feel her inner walls twitching with each thrust, yet she held back. He could see her struggling. Her head moved from side to side, shifting from human to demon as she protested. He now understood why she hesitated. He remembered the first vampire he saw as a child. He saw the demon first, before the vampire drew it back. There was a demon inside of her now struggling to get loose, the demon he had felt yet not seen downstairs. He slid an arm around her waist. His movements became faster.
"Let me see it." He said. She looked at him, her eyes wide with fear and horror as she realized what he was asking her to do.
"No, I.I can't, ugh, oh God Spike, no.. I'll kill you." She tried to scramble away from him yet he held her against him, "I mustn't.. I.. can't.. control it.. no please no." she could feel the her peak closing in. She couldn't believe what he was doing to her. What if she couldn't control it, what if it took her over and then she couldn't come back from it?
"Buffy." He said in low thick tone, "Let it go." He braced himself, and she let go. She gave in and let loose the demon. Her legs wrapped around his waist and she pushed herself up to face him. She grabbed him by the shoulders and stared into his deep blue eyes with narrowed yellow slits of fire. As her orgasm reached its peak she let out a loud growl, and rocked hard into him. Her lips receded to show her fangs, and to her surprise he never lost his rhythm. He smiled and leaned his forehead onto hers.
"I've got you kitten, he whispered, "I've got you" she closed her eyes. She let out a low growl, that he felt vibrate within her chest and against his cock. By now he held her by the waist with both hands and moved her against him slowly. He kissed her lips, and then moved down to her neck. She threw her head back and continued to follow his pace holding him closer to her. He was soothing her, calming the fury inside of her. He was claiming her demon, making it desire him and it was letting him be her master.
Her climax had subsided and she leaned back and got the leverage she needed to flip them over. He was on his back and she straddled him. She could kill him so easily at this moment. She continued to look at him. His eyes tore deep into hers as he placed his hands on her breasts and squeezed them lightly. She drew back the demon and he could see her beautiful human face once again. She moved on top of him slowly, languishing in the feeling of the heat inside of her. God he was on fire she thought. He had such power over her now. She felt him burning a path into her. A path that even if this did not last beyond tonight, she would allow no other man to take as long as she existed. He was beginning to moan louder, his breathing now quickening, he was close, so close she could feel it inside of her.
She moved faster now, grinding into him harder and harder, she clenched her inner muscles and she felt the volcanic explosion of his orgasm as he shot his warm fluid inside of her. He threw his head back and held tightly onto her hips, then gave into his own passion.
"Buffy, don't stop, yes.. uh.. yes.." He sat up and wrapped his arms around her and drew her further into him. He kissed and bit her neck with blunt teeth, then threw her back down to the bed on her back. He thrust into her mercilessly, as his orgasm melted away slowly. She put her feet onto the bed for leverage and met his thrusts, until she felt another orgasm building inside of her.
"Keep it back now luv. Come for me, I want to see your face this time Buffy." he kissed her softly, and ran his tongue along her lips, "Don't be afraid." He slowed his movements. She moaned deeply as she ran her hands up his back and through his hair. His words gave her strength, he had given her demon its pleasure, and now it was her turn.
