~*~ I starting to get sick of
writing these little note thingys before a chapter I think you all know I don't
own any of this, except Melanie and a few inches of Dumbledore's beard!
Hehehe!!
I awoke with a start, panting for
breath, I looked around me, it took me a moment to register where I was, I
looked at the clock, it read 2:45, the 1st of September had fallen on a Friday
this year, so there were to be no classes today or tomorrow, 'why did I wake up
so suddenly?' I wondered, then it all came flooding back, my dream.
I jumped out of bed, grabbed a
fleecy blanket and started downstairs to the common room, the fire was still
burning very dimly, it took me a minute to realise that somebody was still down
there, Harry sat in front of the fire, just staring into the flames, "Bad
dream?" I asked him quietly, he jumped, startled before turning and nodding.
I set myself down in the armchair
next to his and wrapped myself in the blanket, "me too, want to talk about it?"
I questioned gently, not wanting to push him, he turned to me smiling, "you go
first," he said, I shivered involuntary, remembering my dream,
"Ok… well, I was at this gorgeous
house, and inside there were these two adults a man and a woman, they were
playing on the floor with a baby girl who looked about 3 years old, I couldn't
see their faces properly, but they all looked so happy, then these shadowy guys
came, they yelled at the two adults about something, and then started duelling
with the male, the female had picked up the little girl, and put some sort of
shield around her baby, then there were these two brilliant flashes of green
light and the two adults were dead," I blinked back some tears, "then the
shadows turned on the baby, they tried to point their wands at her to kill her,
but when they did an electric charge or something would rebound onto them, then
they left, disapperated or something, they just left the poor baby there, it
was screaming for its mummy, crying, then another man appeared, but this man
didn't seem so bad, he shook his head at the sight of the dead husband and
wife, before turning to the baby, picking her up, he drew out his wand muttered
something, the baby stopped crying straight away and started laughing, then he
dissapperated, taking her with him," some tears trickled down my cheeks.
I wrapped the blanket tighter
around me and looked at Harry, he was staring at me with his mouth wide open in
shock, "what?" I asked, "I had the exact same dream," Harry answered, "Oh, what
does this mean?" I asked him shakily, "I'm not sure," he replied. "Harry?
Dumbledore knows that Sirius is here." I watched him, knowing he was gonna blow
up at me.
"WHAT?!?!" he yelled, then put
his hand over his mouth. "You told him, didn't you? Why would you do that? I
need him here! You don't understand! No one understands, Sirius is the only
thing that keeps me going, keeps me happy! Now you've taken that away, I won't
know where he is anymore, why? Why did you do this to me Melanie?" his eyes
burned furiously in to mine, then they softened and he looked at me pleadingly.
I sighed. "Harry, I didn't know
that Sirius wasn't meant to be there! You guys never told me and even though I
understand why you didn't, since you thought I was Voldie's servant or
something, but it doesn't mean you can blame it on me, and I know perfectly
well how much Sirius means to you." "How?" Harry interrupted, "huh?" I replied.
"How do you know how much Sirius means to me?" I thought a moment, I couldn't
tell him about the books, but they weren't the only reason I knew, so in truth
I wasn't really lying…. "Harry, its obvious, the way you pleaded with him on
the plane, I know how you feel." I gulped.
"Believe it or not I've partly
been through it all, my mother hardly even breathes for me, always off
partying, drinking, going on holidays, leaving me with my Aunt Laura, I
understand alright Harry, even if I haven't had all the near death experiences
you have, the closest thing to a real mother I've ever had is Hannah's mum,
she's always been the adult I've turned to. Always. That's what it's like with
Sirius isn't it? He is the only adult, that you feel you can talk to about
anything, the only one you can trust.
You grew up, not being wanted by the only family you have, and now you
find the closest thing you've ever had to your real father, Sirius is like the
parent you've never had, and the thought of having him taken away from you,
must totally shatter your heart. I'm sorry I told Professor D about Sirius,
really I am, I just simply didn't know." I got up and gave Harry a huge hug.
He was choking back tears, I
whispered in his ear, "If you want I'll go to Dumbledore tomorrow morning and
ask him if you can see Sirius before goes back. And if he won't let you, well, we'll sneak out to see him."
I pulled back and gave him a
small smile, which he returned, "thanks Mel," he whispered. I grinned back at
him, sitting back down in my chair and once again wrapping the blanket around
me. "I'm going back to bed," He got up
and walked slowly up the stairs to the boy's dormitory, 'Poor Harry' I though
sadly. I sighed quietly, then settled down in the armchair and tried to go back
to sleep.
~*~ done another chapter!!!!! Yay for me!!!!!!! Woohoo!!! Hmph!!!!!! I'll keep going shall I??????
Oh who cares if anyone reads it!!!!!!! I've been having a blast writing it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Au revior!!!!!!!!!!! I am off to eat cheesecake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
