A/n: Thanks For the reviews. And Charmed Writer, you nearly cried?, aah bless!.
Yes Piper was being a tad mean when saying about the Charmed cirlce. This one will be hsort as it is three am here in London and I'm very very very very tired (I know ur all syaing then go to bed!, but I'm giving you lot another chapter so I can go shopping all day tomorrow) BTW I have a shopping addiction incase you guys did not know, I plan to spend £150 on some nice knee high boots I saw yesterday in Town. *cackles evily* parents so stupid for giving you money! (half of its mine, So don't go thinking I'm a spoilt brat. Cause I do work!).
Its gonna be a bit short, cause I'm so tired! but the next chapter will be long I promise, and if its not. You can steal my boots?
Also I was listening to this song when I was writing this and I think it helps you understand some people's thoughts, I always I will post the lyrics at the bottom.
Its All Saints, War of Nerves ( Yeah I've been listening to that alot I know!)
On with the show!
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Paige folded up the letter and placed it on the table, She looked at it for a few seconds until she picked it up and read it again.
"When Prue died part of me died with her and I think you being with us made our Charmed Circle complete, Charmed circle complete. What am I just a replacement for their precious Prue", Paige mutttered angrily. She sipped the glass of wine she had got to celebrate her moving into the firestation.
She looked at the clock on the wall, nearly midnight. One second to go, and then it would be the three year anniversary of Prue's death.
"Happy anniversary Prue, Hope you had a great three years cause I didn't", Paige said softy as she picked up the bottle and drank the contents.
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"Patty Babykins, dinner's ready", Cole called out. He got no answer, "Cole go get her, I don't want dinner to burn. I made it for all of us", Phoebe said being proud of her first meal that didn't end up with the kitchen in flames.
Cole wandered upstairs and looked in Patty's room, She wasn't in there. He then wlaked down the hall to try the bathroom. She sometimes would act out drowning scenes from Baywatch with her million and one barbie dolls in there. No luck there, He then heard a little sob from Paige's room, He got his answer.
Patty sat on the bed, in tears hugging the heart shaped pillow. One of the things Paige had left behind.
"Why'd she go Daddy?", Patty asked tears rolling down her cheeks. Cole scooped his daughter up and wiped her tears away, "She just needed a place of her own, it was too small here for her".
"I'd let her have ShuShu's room!,I'll get rid of my barbies", Patty said trying.
"Its a nice thought Baby", Cole said.
"Daddy I miss her, Like Mommy misses Aunt Prue", Patty said as he father and her walked out of the room.
"Probably, Your Mom's made a special dinner. So you've gott abe good and eat it all up", Cole advised.
"Can I have a barbie?", Patty bargined.
"If you eat it all up, No little sneaks to ShuShu I want it all eaten. And I'll have Uncle Leo sit next to you to make sure you eat it", Cole told her.
Patty sighed, Uncle Leo was a toughie. He always made her eat her greens, but she always got him back and told Aunt Piper when He left his.
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War of Nerves

Monday on the line
When you know that now's the time
To leave and be free
Aware of your destiny
When that moment arrives
Wild visions through the mind
And all I see, is what used to be
My life could soon be a memory

I don't ever wanna feel pain
Wanna be ready when you call my name
I don't ever wanna feel fear
Cos every night feels alright, when you're near

Battle through this wall of nerves
When your life, it takes a turn
What I have is what I feel
While in my mind you're lying here
Fear that unholy dread
There's a piece of me in all he says
All kinds of weird stuff inside my head
The stage frieght in my own bed

I don't ever wanna feel pain
Wanna be ready when you call my name
I don't ever wanna feel fear
Cos every night feels alright, when you're near

Don't wanna be like a voice without words
Cos I need you here with me
Don't wanna be alone in this world
Will I suppress my fear
And will I beat this war of nerves

I don't ever wanna feel pain
Wanna be ready when you call my name
I don't ever wanna feel fear
Cos every night feels alright, when you're near

I don't ever wanna feel pain
When it's over will I feel the same?
I don't ever wanna feel fear
This war of nerves that I reserve for when you're here

I don't ever wanna feel pain
I'm feeling hurt, but I feel no shame
I don't ever wanna feel fear
Do I deserve cruel words we have here