Chapter Thirteen.
Kitty walked slowly towards the gymnasium. * Am I doing the right thing? Should I really be going to see him? After all I did tell him I never wanted to see him again! I mean I like don't want him to think that I'm some sort of pathetic, sulky, love struck girl who like can't get over one break-up with one guy! No - I shouldn't be doing this; it's not a good idea! But what would Rogue say if she found out - what would she do? Simple, I like just won't tell her! Right - it's settled, I'll just turn back and head straight for class! *
Before Kitty realised it, she was standing directly in front the gym door. * Oh great, I hadn't like planned on actually making it this far! That's what I like get for rambling! Why do I like always do that? Rogue warns me about going on and on like that... oh there I like go again! * Kitty contemplated hard on whether she should go in or just walk away. She stood there; thinking. * Come on Kitty make up your mind (she glanced at her watch) you've only got ten minutes left! Come on Kitty - think, think! * She looked around to see if anyone was around and phased through the door.
Kitty stood in the shadows watching Pietro as he sat on the bench, staring at the floor, waiting for her. He wore a navy blue baseball cap, it was turned backwards; baggy stone wash denim jeans, a blue and white check oxford shirt, complemented by dark brown Timberlands. It startled her a bit, she never paid this close attention to what he was wearing before; he was so beautiful. It also surprised that he wore a baseball cap; never having hidden his hair before.
"Like he's so beautiful," she whispered to herself. "Oh Pietro I miss you so much..."
He was sitting right there, a few feet away, close enough to touch; yet she could feel him slipping farther and farther away from her heart. She didn't want that. She cherished the moment when they could be together once again; she longed for it - to see him smile, to feel his warm embrace, to have his fingers gently running through her hair, to taste his sweet kiss - oh how she longed for it! She knew she should be angry with him, completely furious for what he did, but she just couldn't. She couldn't find it in her to be angry - to be angry with him. It was a sign of weakness on her part - something that she vowed she would never let herself succumb too. But Pietro swooped in and he stole her heart. As much as she fought, as much as she pleaded - a constant battle warring within her, tearing at her soul - she relented, allowing him to take her.
She was trapped in an entirely different world; a world that was completely new to her but she didn't care. She was in a world in which there was no escape but she was trapped - with him. All that mattered to her, all that she cared about was him - nothing could tear her away.
Kitty stood there in the shadows with her eyes closed, sinking deeper and deeper into her thoughts.
"Oh Pietro..." she whispered silently, "I miss you so much..."
"Kitty..." She was startled by the sound of her name not knowing whether she was dreaming or this was real.
"Kitty my love... I'm so sorry for everything!"
"Pietro I didn't mean for everything to get this out of control. The truth is that I love you and all I want is to know that you love me too!" Tears rolled down her cheeks.
He held her close and kissed her forehead. He whispered in her ear,
"Kitty I love you and I will always be here you. I will never let you go Kitten..."
She smiled. "Kitten"! - I can't believe I actually missed him calling me that, something that I absolutely despised. He bent down and kissed her - she was in an eternal state of bliss. She wrapped her arms around his neck, delving deeper into him but was soon snapped out of her little fantasy when she heard the bell ring. Unaware that she let out a small whimper, she opened her eyes to see Pietro looking in her direction.
"Kitty? Is that you?"...
She drew a step back and was about to phase through the door when she felt him grab her by the arm. He pulled her close. She could have easily phased through him but deep down she didn't want too.
"Kitty I missed you."
This is what she wanted but she was still unsure. He laced his fingers into hers and looked into her eyes. He missed those eyes - so full of innocence, full of truth. He felt like scum for using her like that - even if what he thought was using actually turned into love. Tears rolled down her cheeks again. He kissed them away...
"Pietro no - I have... I have to get to class."
"Kitty please - stay here with me. We can talk everything out; I want a chance to explain what really happened."
She searched his eyes. He was telling the truth she knew it, he was being so sincere but a new fear just entered her mind. Everyone would find out about them! Could she really handle all that pressure? Was it really worth having something forbidden by everyone else - even though it felt this good to her? She was unsure.
"Kitty... are you alright?" He stroked a strand of hair away from her eyes. "Oh Kitten... I love you so much!" He kissed her softly.
With the kiss growing more intense, more passionate with each passing moment, Kitty knew this what she wanted but she just couldn't. She wasn't strong enough, wasn't strong enough to have everyone in the mansion looking questionly at her. What about Evan? What would he think? No - She just couldn't do it - she couldn't. She broke away.
"Pietro - I can't... I can't do this!"
She phased through him and through the gym doors. This wasn't what she wanted but it's something she had to do.
Pietro stood in the gym, trying to put into perspective how he could just put all the pieces back together. * How can I get her back? It looks as though she understands and accepts everything that happened but something's still bothering her! I wonder if Rogue will be able to help me? I'll get you back Kitty... I promise. *
TO BE CONTINUED.
Kitty walked slowly towards the gymnasium. * Am I doing the right thing? Should I really be going to see him? After all I did tell him I never wanted to see him again! I mean I like don't want him to think that I'm some sort of pathetic, sulky, love struck girl who like can't get over one break-up with one guy! No - I shouldn't be doing this; it's not a good idea! But what would Rogue say if she found out - what would she do? Simple, I like just won't tell her! Right - it's settled, I'll just turn back and head straight for class! *
Before Kitty realised it, she was standing directly in front the gym door. * Oh great, I hadn't like planned on actually making it this far! That's what I like get for rambling! Why do I like always do that? Rogue warns me about going on and on like that... oh there I like go again! * Kitty contemplated hard on whether she should go in or just walk away. She stood there; thinking. * Come on Kitty make up your mind (she glanced at her watch) you've only got ten minutes left! Come on Kitty - think, think! * She looked around to see if anyone was around and phased through the door.
Kitty stood in the shadows watching Pietro as he sat on the bench, staring at the floor, waiting for her. He wore a navy blue baseball cap, it was turned backwards; baggy stone wash denim jeans, a blue and white check oxford shirt, complemented by dark brown Timberlands. It startled her a bit, she never paid this close attention to what he was wearing before; he was so beautiful. It also surprised that he wore a baseball cap; never having hidden his hair before.
"Like he's so beautiful," she whispered to herself. "Oh Pietro I miss you so much..."
He was sitting right there, a few feet away, close enough to touch; yet she could feel him slipping farther and farther away from her heart. She didn't want that. She cherished the moment when they could be together once again; she longed for it - to see him smile, to feel his warm embrace, to have his fingers gently running through her hair, to taste his sweet kiss - oh how she longed for it! She knew she should be angry with him, completely furious for what he did, but she just couldn't. She couldn't find it in her to be angry - to be angry with him. It was a sign of weakness on her part - something that she vowed she would never let herself succumb too. But Pietro swooped in and he stole her heart. As much as she fought, as much as she pleaded - a constant battle warring within her, tearing at her soul - she relented, allowing him to take her.
She was trapped in an entirely different world; a world that was completely new to her but she didn't care. She was in a world in which there was no escape but she was trapped - with him. All that mattered to her, all that she cared about was him - nothing could tear her away.
Kitty stood there in the shadows with her eyes closed, sinking deeper and deeper into her thoughts.
"Oh Pietro..." she whispered silently, "I miss you so much..."
"Kitty..." She was startled by the sound of her name not knowing whether she was dreaming or this was real.
"Kitty my love... I'm so sorry for everything!"
"Pietro I didn't mean for everything to get this out of control. The truth is that I love you and all I want is to know that you love me too!" Tears rolled down her cheeks.
He held her close and kissed her forehead. He whispered in her ear,
"Kitty I love you and I will always be here you. I will never let you go Kitten..."
She smiled. "Kitten"! - I can't believe I actually missed him calling me that, something that I absolutely despised. He bent down and kissed her - she was in an eternal state of bliss. She wrapped her arms around his neck, delving deeper into him but was soon snapped out of her little fantasy when she heard the bell ring. Unaware that she let out a small whimper, she opened her eyes to see Pietro looking in her direction.
"Kitty? Is that you?"...
She drew a step back and was about to phase through the door when she felt him grab her by the arm. He pulled her close. She could have easily phased through him but deep down she didn't want too.
"Kitty I missed you."
This is what she wanted but she was still unsure. He laced his fingers into hers and looked into her eyes. He missed those eyes - so full of innocence, full of truth. He felt like scum for using her like that - even if what he thought was using actually turned into love. Tears rolled down her cheeks again. He kissed them away...
"Pietro no - I have... I have to get to class."
"Kitty please - stay here with me. We can talk everything out; I want a chance to explain what really happened."
She searched his eyes. He was telling the truth she knew it, he was being so sincere but a new fear just entered her mind. Everyone would find out about them! Could she really handle all that pressure? Was it really worth having something forbidden by everyone else - even though it felt this good to her? She was unsure.
"Kitty... are you alright?" He stroked a strand of hair away from her eyes. "Oh Kitten... I love you so much!" He kissed her softly.
With the kiss growing more intense, more passionate with each passing moment, Kitty knew this what she wanted but she just couldn't. She wasn't strong enough, wasn't strong enough to have everyone in the mansion looking questionly at her. What about Evan? What would he think? No - She just couldn't do it - she couldn't. She broke away.
"Pietro - I can't... I can't do this!"
She phased through him and through the gym doors. This wasn't what she wanted but it's something she had to do.
Pietro stood in the gym, trying to put into perspective how he could just put all the pieces back together. * How can I get her back? It looks as though she understands and accepts everything that happened but something's still bothering her! I wonder if Rogue will be able to help me? I'll get you back Kitty... I promise. *
TO BE CONTINUED.