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A-Chan: Alright. It has been months but I have finally found the courage to finish this story. Woo. Please, review and tell me what you thought of it all. Thanks for reading, and for all your encouragement. By the way, the song is Tears In Heaven, by Eric Clapton.
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Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cus I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.
Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way
Through night and day
'Cus I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven.
Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart
have you begging please, begging please.
Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven.
The day was like I was in heaven with Vegeta. There couldn't be any day on Earth that would be as great as yesterday. But it's all gone. I have awoke......... and something is different. Something feels strange... something is amiss...
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And he is gone.
Vegeta is gone now, and I don't know if I'll ever see him again. Does this worry me? I don't know. I don't know if I have even come to realization yet. I don't know if it has hit me; the fact that I may never see him again...
I let the daylight from the window graze my skin as I sit quietly, without moving. I cannot seem to do anything. I can't think. I can't breath. I just sit, waiting for him to appear in the bed next to me again.
I fall to my knees.
Gone. Gone again. He has left me again. Everything will change again Vegeta, you are not around. You are gone. You are in the heaven I may never be. It might take eternity before we meet each other again. What am I supposed to do.
But what do I expect? It's not like he can stay forever with me. It seems so selfish and yet it's exactly what I wanted. I never wanted to have to say goodbye to him. Goodbye.... goodbye. I refuse to say it.
I will not say it. I will not let him leave my life. He may leave me but part of him will always stay. But it still hurts like ever.
I fall back on my bed to lie, but hit something hard where my back lands. I lift it up and realize it is the recorder.
So this is all I'm left with. This is the only thing of him I have left..... As I did before.
How could I love someone so much that I would rather have no life or after life, than one without them?
I hold the recorder close to me, and look over it. The timer seems to be ahead from where I was the last time I looked, like it needs to be rewound. Something tells me to turn it on though.
" Kakarot, you are so beautiful. I love you so much. You mean more to me than anything, and I will see you again. Do not worry my love, for I will spend all eternity with you soon. I am sorry I did not wake you.. for... it was not a possibility. Your body will rest forever."
This strikes me in a different way. I don't seem to comprehend what he was saying, but then it hits me. This is not my room, nor my house. It does seem like it, but something is oddly different, it looks fresh, new. Everything looks so peaceful. It's as if I have awoken in a different way.
And then there's a knock at the door.
I open the door to see Vegeta standing in front of me, he looks the same as ever, but even more beautiful than before. His halo is bright and his hand is held out, waiting for mine.
" It's time to go Kakarot... It's time. You can come with me now. You will come to heaven with me."
I will go with him to rest in peace. We will live out our after lives together, for I passed away that night to join him, as if my soul couldn't bare to see him go, as if my soul just had to go with.
I take his hand, and feel like I am already in heaven with him..
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He did more than walk me to heaven, to my resting place. He saved me from myself, from the hell I could have brought upon myself for living without him. He helped me, saved me, ending tears.
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A-Chan: Yes, that's the end. Goku will be able to join Vegeta in heaven, and stay with him like he always wished. What did you think of it? Good? Bad? Ugly? Tell me! ^-^