Hey, it' not very long but I wrote it while I was ignoring my English teacher...so enjoy and let me know what you think!
Psychology, again, Amy sighs it wasn't that she didn't like the class it was just that she hated the way her daily warm-up made her feel. They always seemed to direct her thought process toward a place she didn't want it to go. Today's prompt: "Define 'disappointment' and explain all of the emotion wrapped up in it."
Amy presses the pen to her paper nd let's the words make their way on the paper, her teacher didn't actually read this fee style writings so she might as well pour her heart out to something.
What's disappointment? Disappointment is seeing the guy you finally realize you can allow yourself to be with kissing another girl. That's disappointment. What feelings are wrapped up in disappointment? Sadness. Anger. And most of all the realization that you missed out on something that had the potential of being wonderful.
I think that's what made my heart drop, realizing that I had multiple opportunities to be with Ephram but I made him wait to long. I made him wait and then in walks a beautiful , older woman who seems to be perfect for him. Most of all because she sane, and doesn't need him to fix all of her problems.
Sadness was actually the last emotion to kick in. First there was anger. Anger at myself for waiting. And even ridiculous anger at him for not waiting just a little bit longer.
And then realization kicked in followed by sadness. Sadness followed because I know that if I were to tell Ephram right now that I wanted to be with him he would probably end this thing with Madison. That sad part, though, is that Ephram is finally happy and I can't ruin that for him, even if that means I am unhappy and coincidentally disappointed.
Psychology, again, Amy sighs it wasn't that she didn't like the class it was just that she hated the way her daily warm-up made her feel. They always seemed to direct her thought process toward a place she didn't want it to go. Today's prompt: "Define 'disappointment' and explain all of the emotion wrapped up in it."
Amy presses the pen to her paper nd let's the words make their way on the paper, her teacher didn't actually read this fee style writings so she might as well pour her heart out to something.
What's disappointment? Disappointment is seeing the guy you finally realize you can allow yourself to be with kissing another girl. That's disappointment. What feelings are wrapped up in disappointment? Sadness. Anger. And most of all the realization that you missed out on something that had the potential of being wonderful.
I think that's what made my heart drop, realizing that I had multiple opportunities to be with Ephram but I made him wait to long. I made him wait and then in walks a beautiful , older woman who seems to be perfect for him. Most of all because she sane, and doesn't need him to fix all of her problems.
Sadness was actually the last emotion to kick in. First there was anger. Anger at myself for waiting. And even ridiculous anger at him for not waiting just a little bit longer.
And then realization kicked in followed by sadness. Sadness followed because I know that if I were to tell Ephram right now that I wanted to be with him he would probably end this thing with Madison. That sad part, though, is that Ephram is finally happy and I can't ruin that for him, even if that means I am unhappy and coincidentally disappointed.