A/N: hey I know this chapter is kind of short and I'm sorry. But I hope you like and let me know what you think.

Disclaimer: I sadly do not own any of GH, ABC, or Disney, but I am a fan of all thee above.

Chapter 15

Jason woke up early the next morning to the sound of his alarm. He turned to get out of bed and stretched. "I need you to get out of my head. I don't know what it is that has me wanting you so much," Jason said to himself out loud. He than walked toward the bathroom to take a shower. Not before he turned on the radio. Jason had to made sure it was loud enough to hear in the shower, but not so loud that you could hear it downstairs.

"She's my kind of rain Like

love in a drunken sky

She's confetti falling

Down all night

She sits quietly there

Black water in a jar

Says, Baby why are you

Trembling like you are

So I wait

And I try

I confess like a child

She's my kind of rain

Like love from a drunken sky

Confetti falling down all night

She's my kind of rain

She's the sun set shadows

She's like Rembrandt's light

She's the history that's made at night She's my lost companion

She's my dreaming tree

Together in this brief eternity

Summer days, winter snows

She's all things to behold

She's my kind of rain

Like love from a drunken sky

Confetti falling down all night

She's my kind of rain

So I wait

And I try

I confess all my crimes

She's my kind of rain

Like love from a drunken sky

Confetti falling down all night

She's my kind of rain

She's my kind of rain

Like love from a drunken sky

Confetti falling down all night

She's my kind of rain

She's my kind of rain

Oh, rain on me

She's my kind of rain," Jason sang in tune with the radio as he wash his hair. And though his hair was concentrating on the shampoo, his mind was elsewhere. Even in the shower he could get her off his mind, and Tim McGraw sure wasn't helping. The song just played out a slideshow of the time he spent with Courtney. "I'm such an idiot. Why didn't I tell her? Even better how did I fall for her. She's not the one for me. She can't be. If she isn't than why is it that I miss her when she not in my arms. Why is it that every time I leave her or she leaves I feel like a piece of me is gone too? And when I'm with her it's like I'm standing on top moon. And why did she have to be Sonny's sister and AJ's wife? Why can't I get her out of my mind. Why do I not feel the need to run away from her but to instead run to her? She takes my breath away and I… I know that we can't be together but why does my heart tell me not to let her go. Why can I not seem to control these feelings that I have for her? I wish that I come be very little thing that she needed. And I'm usually good at being able to put these feelings aside, but she's different she's different from any other girl I've known. She's Courtney Michelle Matthews 2 sugars and 1 cream in my coffee, singing off tune to a Michelle Branch tune, putting everyone else first, able to put up with Carly, not having things handed to her, she the girl that I… I… I lo… she's Courtney Michelle Matthews the girl that I've somehow fallen in love with. I don't know how it happened but it did," Jason spoke the words as he stood in the shower, in complete shocked. As he stepped out the shower he couldn't believe that he could actually admit to it.