A/N: Hey!! Here's the latest Chapter. I hope you guys like it. I've actually written a couple chapters tonight and I hope to have them up. Writing is helping this waiting game that's going on at my house. Well feel free to leave feed back. ~Morgan~
Disclaimer: As always I don't own GH, ABC, nor Disney. So get used to it.
Chapter 18
As the elevator opened she walked right into the penthouse and looked around at how empty it looked. Almost as if no one lived there at all. She just walked right over to the couch and sat down. She turned on no lights, didn't bother to look around or call his name to see if he was upstairs. She just grabbed a seat on the couch and waited. She sat nervously thinking, "when are you going to home. Please don't make this mistake."
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After talking with Skye, Jason was going to head home, but something changed his mind. He needed to find Courtney and tell her. Tell her everything. Jason went to her apartment. As he reached the door he was hesitant about knocking. He wasn't sure if he was holding out because he was afraid of what would happen if Courtney didn't feel the same or was repulsed by his feeling or if AJ answered the door. "Don't worry about AJ he's nothing. And Courtney is too sweet to have any kind of repulsion toward anyone," Jason told himself as he finally got the nerve to knock. Jason heard a bark come from inside and he knew it was Rosie. He knocked again, and no one answer. "Maybe she's with Carly or a walk in the park or something."
Jason decided that he would check out the park, Club 101, and Kelly's again before he went to Carly's. He figured if she wasn't at any of these places than she had to be with Carly and he wouldn't have to deal with all of Carly's questioning. Jason started at the park and looked for all the places she could be and all he found were a bunch of teenagers macin it in the park. He wanted to go to all of them asked if they seen Courtney, but didn't want to ruin all the make-out sessions. He than went to Club 101 and saw Skye.
"What are you doing in my neck of the woods Jason? You never been here before. What can I do for you?" Skye asked walking up to him.
"Yeah I know. It's funny seeing you twice in one night too. But I'm actually looking for Courtney is she here?" Jason asked.
"No! I'm sorry she not here," Skye said and Jason just left in a flash. That's when Skye came upon a realization, "Courtney. She the girl. Oh my god. Jason's in love with Courtney. Of all the people to fall for he falls for his brother's wife and that mobster's sister."
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Jason was than on his way to Kelly's when he remembered the spot. The spot he took Courtney too that night when they went riding. "What if she there? And is waiting for me. I have to at least check it out. I'll check it out after I check Kelly's," he told himself.
As he walked into Kelly's Penny was ringing up an order. "Hey Jase, she's not here. That is why you came back or are you actually going to sit," Penny giggled.
"Thanks, Pen. And no I'm not sitting," Jason shouted as he ran out of Kelly's. he hopped on his bike and went towards their cliff. That's what he called it now 'their cliff'.
By the time he got to the cliff he looked around and noticed that she wasn't there. Jason wonder if maybe she didn't feel the same and tonight was actually out with her husband on a date or something. The truth was he didn't Courtney or AJ at all tonight maybe they're together being married and happy. That's went he saw it. The yellow daisy that sat on a big rock. It was one lone daisy that had to been set there. Jason took it as a sign. He was one of the only people who knew about Daisy. Courtney did come here and she placed it here to tell me something. Jason than sat and pick up the daisy and than looked out over the cliff and saw the city. "I'll get to you. I promise, and you'll know how I feel. I'll tell you if it the last thing that I do. You'll know that I love you Courtney," Jason spoke just staring out at the city holding the daisy tight. He than hoped back on his bike and rode hoping it would lead him to Courtney. As he rode it realized that instead of going to Courtney he made it back to Harbor View Towers.
"Maybe she is with Carly," Jason said. He than hopped off his bike and went into the building. As he hopped into the elevator his thoughts went to how was he going to tell Courtney and would he expected to come from his words.
The elevator stopped and Jason hopped out. "Hey, Johnnie! Is Carly home?"
"I believe so, but I just started my shift. So I can't be to sure," Johnnie replied.
"Thanks!" Jason said as he walked into Sonny's penthouse.
There she was sitting right there on the couch reading a magazine. "Hey, Jase. How it going? You here to see Sonny because I'll go get him."
"No, actually Carly I was wondering if you could help me. Is Courtney here?"
"No, I haven't seen her since I told her to leave that no good husband of hers and to go and find a real man like you when I told Michael to Kelly's like a week or so ago. Why?" Carly replied.
"I was just looking for her that all."
"Jase, that not all so don't lie to me. You can tell me. We're only the closest of friends now and you can actually tell me this because Courtney has nothing to do with business."
"Listen Carly it's none of your business and I have to go. Bye it was good to see you," Jason said as he left and walked across the hall to his own penthouse.
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Jason opened the door to his penthouse and went to hit the light switch. When something startled him, "Don't! Don't turn on the light Jase."
"Courtney! What are you doing here? How did you get?" Jason asked stepping over toward the couch.
"I've been here for a few hours. Can we not talk about it? I just want… I want you to hold me."
Jason didn't ask any questions he just sat next to her and put his arms around her. He was at complete peace and they sat there in silence for a about thirty minutes. "Courtney, I have to tell you something and it's really important," Jason began. He was going to tell her and be up front all he had to do was get the words 'I love you Courtney' to come out.
Jason was interrupted before he could continue to speak, "Jason it can wait. The life wait I just want you to hold and never let go. I just want the security I feel in your arms."
Jason didn't try to say anything after that. He just sat there and held her. He never loosened his gripped as his hands wrapped around her shoulders and hers were placed around his waist.
Jason mouth may not have moved, but his mind was saying so many things. Jason thought he would be fine if tomorrow never came because as long as he had Courtney in his arms now he could never be sad. He remember when Monica had told him that he would never feel anything like hot, cold, or even love. And he figured they were right, he was going to mimic everything and in some ways he had but with Courtney everything just came natural. Her eyes made him wish that he was a mimic because than he would be able to stop all these feeling that had consumed him whenever she was in the room.
Courtney sat in his arms a thousand thoughts that were going through her head before he had arrived disappeared once she was in his arms. Because once those big, strong, comforting arms were around her life stopped and nothing could go wrong.
After they sat there in silence for about an hour Jason asked Courtney, "Do you want me to drive you home?"
"Please don't drive me home tonight, because I don't wanna feel alone and I don't wanna go."
Jason didn't ask her anything else after that he just sat there with Courtney in his arms and he started to stroke her hair. They sat their for over an hour until Courtney's breathing steadied and she let out a little conversation. "I should have known that you talk in your sleep. Don't worry I do the same thing," Jason whispered as he lean back on the couch and grabbed a blanket to wrap over them. Jason soon fell fast asleep with a smile creeping across his face.
Disclaimer: As always I don't own GH, ABC, nor Disney. So get used to it.
Chapter 18
As the elevator opened she walked right into the penthouse and looked around at how empty it looked. Almost as if no one lived there at all. She just walked right over to the couch and sat down. She turned on no lights, didn't bother to look around or call his name to see if he was upstairs. She just grabbed a seat on the couch and waited. She sat nervously thinking, "when are you going to home. Please don't make this mistake."
***********
After talking with Skye, Jason was going to head home, but something changed his mind. He needed to find Courtney and tell her. Tell her everything. Jason went to her apartment. As he reached the door he was hesitant about knocking. He wasn't sure if he was holding out because he was afraid of what would happen if Courtney didn't feel the same or was repulsed by his feeling or if AJ answered the door. "Don't worry about AJ he's nothing. And Courtney is too sweet to have any kind of repulsion toward anyone," Jason told himself as he finally got the nerve to knock. Jason heard a bark come from inside and he knew it was Rosie. He knocked again, and no one answer. "Maybe she's with Carly or a walk in the park or something."
Jason decided that he would check out the park, Club 101, and Kelly's again before he went to Carly's. He figured if she wasn't at any of these places than she had to be with Carly and he wouldn't have to deal with all of Carly's questioning. Jason started at the park and looked for all the places she could be and all he found were a bunch of teenagers macin it in the park. He wanted to go to all of them asked if they seen Courtney, but didn't want to ruin all the make-out sessions. He than went to Club 101 and saw Skye.
"What are you doing in my neck of the woods Jason? You never been here before. What can I do for you?" Skye asked walking up to him.
"Yeah I know. It's funny seeing you twice in one night too. But I'm actually looking for Courtney is she here?" Jason asked.
"No! I'm sorry she not here," Skye said and Jason just left in a flash. That's when Skye came upon a realization, "Courtney. She the girl. Oh my god. Jason's in love with Courtney. Of all the people to fall for he falls for his brother's wife and that mobster's sister."
***********
Jason was than on his way to Kelly's when he remembered the spot. The spot he took Courtney too that night when they went riding. "What if she there? And is waiting for me. I have to at least check it out. I'll check it out after I check Kelly's," he told himself.
As he walked into Kelly's Penny was ringing up an order. "Hey Jase, she's not here. That is why you came back or are you actually going to sit," Penny giggled.
"Thanks, Pen. And no I'm not sitting," Jason shouted as he ran out of Kelly's. he hopped on his bike and went towards their cliff. That's what he called it now 'their cliff'.
By the time he got to the cliff he looked around and noticed that she wasn't there. Jason wonder if maybe she didn't feel the same and tonight was actually out with her husband on a date or something. The truth was he didn't Courtney or AJ at all tonight maybe they're together being married and happy. That's went he saw it. The yellow daisy that sat on a big rock. It was one lone daisy that had to been set there. Jason took it as a sign. He was one of the only people who knew about Daisy. Courtney did come here and she placed it here to tell me something. Jason than sat and pick up the daisy and than looked out over the cliff and saw the city. "I'll get to you. I promise, and you'll know how I feel. I'll tell you if it the last thing that I do. You'll know that I love you Courtney," Jason spoke just staring out at the city holding the daisy tight. He than hoped back on his bike and rode hoping it would lead him to Courtney. As he rode it realized that instead of going to Courtney he made it back to Harbor View Towers.
"Maybe she is with Carly," Jason said. He than hopped off his bike and went into the building. As he hopped into the elevator his thoughts went to how was he going to tell Courtney and would he expected to come from his words.
The elevator stopped and Jason hopped out. "Hey, Johnnie! Is Carly home?"
"I believe so, but I just started my shift. So I can't be to sure," Johnnie replied.
"Thanks!" Jason said as he walked into Sonny's penthouse.
There she was sitting right there on the couch reading a magazine. "Hey, Jase. How it going? You here to see Sonny because I'll go get him."
"No, actually Carly I was wondering if you could help me. Is Courtney here?"
"No, I haven't seen her since I told her to leave that no good husband of hers and to go and find a real man like you when I told Michael to Kelly's like a week or so ago. Why?" Carly replied.
"I was just looking for her that all."
"Jase, that not all so don't lie to me. You can tell me. We're only the closest of friends now and you can actually tell me this because Courtney has nothing to do with business."
"Listen Carly it's none of your business and I have to go. Bye it was good to see you," Jason said as he left and walked across the hall to his own penthouse.
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Jason opened the door to his penthouse and went to hit the light switch. When something startled him, "Don't! Don't turn on the light Jase."
"Courtney! What are you doing here? How did you get?" Jason asked stepping over toward the couch.
"I've been here for a few hours. Can we not talk about it? I just want… I want you to hold me."
Jason didn't ask any questions he just sat next to her and put his arms around her. He was at complete peace and they sat there in silence for a about thirty minutes. "Courtney, I have to tell you something and it's really important," Jason began. He was going to tell her and be up front all he had to do was get the words 'I love you Courtney' to come out.
Jason was interrupted before he could continue to speak, "Jason it can wait. The life wait I just want you to hold and never let go. I just want the security I feel in your arms."
Jason didn't try to say anything after that. He just sat there and held her. He never loosened his gripped as his hands wrapped around her shoulders and hers were placed around his waist.
Jason mouth may not have moved, but his mind was saying so many things. Jason thought he would be fine if tomorrow never came because as long as he had Courtney in his arms now he could never be sad. He remember when Monica had told him that he would never feel anything like hot, cold, or even love. And he figured they were right, he was going to mimic everything and in some ways he had but with Courtney everything just came natural. Her eyes made him wish that he was a mimic because than he would be able to stop all these feeling that had consumed him whenever she was in the room.
Courtney sat in his arms a thousand thoughts that were going through her head before he had arrived disappeared once she was in his arms. Because once those big, strong, comforting arms were around her life stopped and nothing could go wrong.
After they sat there in silence for about an hour Jason asked Courtney, "Do you want me to drive you home?"
"Please don't drive me home tonight, because I don't wanna feel alone and I don't wanna go."
Jason didn't ask her anything else after that he just sat there with Courtney in his arms and he started to stroke her hair. They sat their for over an hour until Courtney's breathing steadied and she let out a little conversation. "I should have known that you talk in your sleep. Don't worry I do the same thing," Jason whispered as he lean back on the couch and grabbed a blanket to wrap over them. Jason soon fell fast asleep with a smile creeping across his face.