Lily sighed, just waiting for James to throw some rude comment at her
as he came over and sat next to her, each sharing one crystal ball. Sirius
sat as his own table on the other side of the room waiting for Varciel.
James mumbled a quick hi and faced her.
"Um…Remus told me about earlier…er…are you alright? Did that bastard hurt you?" He asked, trying to hide his anger that was burning to come out. Varciel walked to Sirius like she was under a spell, automatic and steady. She sat down, and turn her head away, she hit him because he said things about Lily, but also because he had the nerve to call her a bitch after what he said earlier. It hurt… a lot. Varciel took her notes for the day and stared deep into the crystal, hypnotized by one of the things she loved the most, crystals were her favorite object. Lily stared down at her book, looking to see what they were supposed to do. Lily looked up with a serious look.
"I don't want to talk about it." She said coldly as she pulled the crystal ball closer to them. She leaned forward and stared deeply into it, clearing her mind of everything.
Sirius honestly didn't care, she could stay mad at him all she wanted. Sirius was a jokester and he was just telling the truth.
"I…" James sighed. "Alright…" He looked down into the crystal. Varciel cleared her mind and let an image appear in front of her: Lily…alone, in a dark room….Lucius is there…hurting her…Kevin laughing, Lily screaming… Varciel screamed on the top of her lungs as the crystal showed what Lucius was doing to her best friend. Varciel backed up as fast as she could, sending the chair to the floor. Her whole body shook as she darted out of the room and down the hall toward Dumbledore, but she fell to the floor in fright ten feet away from the classroom. The whole class turned around in fright and the whispering started instantly. Lily immediately snapped her head up to see what was going on. Before her thoughts were interrupted she saw the weirdest thing…She had a baby, he had her bright green eyes and jet black messy hair. She was trying to hide him. Someone else was with her…the baby's father…she was just about to see his face, but only saw his chin. James was leaning back on the back legs of the chair while reading a palm- held prankster book, waiting for his turn. Lily jumped up so fast she tripped over his chair, causing him to fall backward, Lily right on top of him. Sirius quickly ran after her, not long after she ran out. Lily turned a deep crimson red. James dropped the book and was as red as Lily.
"Uh…heh…" James stuttered. He would have loved to say get off or ask what was wrong, but he couldn't. He winced in pan, but kept his hands on her shoulders where they landed, trying to hold her up. He didn't know what to do. Varciel scooted against the wall and brought her knees up to her chest and buried her face into her knees, crying in fright. Lily snapped out of it immediately and brought her foot out from under her, pushing off from James's stomach as she ran out into the hall, pushing Sirius aside. She kneeled down to Varciel immediately and took her into her arms, comforting her while slightly rocking her back and forth.
"It's okay…what did you see…?" Lily asked calmly, almost as if talking to a child. Sirius blinked in confusion as he walked back inside and walked up to James who was still on the floor holding his stomach.
"I missed it what happened?" Sirius asked as he saw James's cheeks about as red as Lily's hair. James shook his head and got up.
"Nothing…nothing at all…" They realized everyone was staring and sat down to finish their work. Varciel cried into her friend's shoulder, her body shaking.
"H-He hurt you….l-laughing….h-help…" Varciel stammered before going limp. She was out cold. Lily shook her lightly then sighed as she had the professor take her to the hospital wing. She went back nervously and sat next to James.
"I-It's your turn…" She stuttered lightly. Sirius shrugged as he sat down next to James.
"I don't think Teach minds if I'm your partner for the rest of the lesson." Sirius said mockingly. James laughed, but stopped as soon as he saw Lily's look.
"Lily…what happened? What did you see? What did Varciel see? What's been going on?" James sighed and looked at Sirius. "And why has your cheek been red since lunch?" He added. Sirius and Lily stared at James at the same time with the same look: do not even go there. Lily turned back to the crystal ball.
"I had a baby and I was trying to get away from someone. Need anything else?" She said, clearly irritated. Sirius rubbed his cheek in pain.
"I got bitch slapped…" He moaned sarcastically. James laughed at that, but sighed at Lily.
"I was just worried…Jesus Christ." He turned his back to her and started to write down some notes. Lily was glad she hadn't told him any description on the baby, if fear he might think something of it. The bell rang loudly and James quickly jammed out of the room…not even wanting to think of the kid he saw in the crystal…
Varciel woke up an hour later, Madam Pomfrey told her she would be okay to leave. Varciel stumbled out to the hall, skipping dinner, and went towards the dungeons. She hoped Snape wasn't in an entirely bad mood, for she left her bag in there and just remembered. But, due to her luck, she got lost somewhere and ended up alone in dark hall.
"Oh for God's sake, why can't I have just one good day?" She asked aloud. Hands slithered around her waist as she felt cold air on her neck. Varciel's eyes widen as he body stiffened. She, on reflex, tried to turn around, her heart pounding.
"What the?" She gasped. She could see nothing but glowing yellow eyes and the outline of a figure.
"Join us…" it hissed. Varciel opened her mouth to scream, but she couldn't speak. She pulled away, hoping to free herself. She has never heard Kevin speak before, so she had no clue who this was, but she didn't like it.
"N-Never! W-who are you…let me go!" She pleaded. He stepped into the light just the slightest, a smug look on his face. Severus was right behind him…he had a look of pity on his face. He stared at Varciel and shook his head as he looked away. He didn't want any part of this at all. He didn't have fun raping or molesting girls, unlike Kevin and Lucius. Varciel caught Severus's glance, and saw pity…this meant something bad was going to happen. Varciel started to shake, her body filling with fear. "W-What do you want? I-I won't join you…" Varciel stuttered, remembering the incident with Lily. Kevin sighed.
"You know…The master can give you anything you want…just love him, fear him, do as he says, and he will do anything your heart desires…" Kevin took a step closer to her, remembering what Lucius taught him. Varciel gulped, shutting her eyes and trying to push him away.
"No…w-what do you want from me…I a-already said I won't join you…" She said, though she clearly sounded horrified. Kevin shook his head and tisked as he advanced on her, pushing her against the wall.
"I was almost hoping you'd say that…you realize you just gave me what I wanted…" he cackled as he licked her ear. Varciel felt her breath come in a gasps as she whimpered, trying to push him away. She hated it when people touch her ear or neck, it was like the slightest touch and she'd throw herself into their arms.
"N-No! Stop…I don't want this…" She said, kicking his shin. Her body ached at his touch…it felt good…but she hated him! It was just because he was hitting her weak spots….she didn't want his hands on her, he disgusted her…she prayed he would leave her be…this was just a sick joke. He pinned her wrists to the wall, stepped on both her feet with his and covered her mouth with his own, probing her mouth with his tongue. Varciel opened her moth to scream, but before she could, his mouth was on hers. She gasped in shock, her mouth wide in fright, still trying to scream "no." Water formed in the corner of her eyes as she tried to turn her head to get his mouth off of her. Severus sighed and cringed as he looked away. If he helped her, he'd be in trouble big time. Lucius came up beside Severus and smiled. Varciel pulled her face away, two tears slowly falling down her cheeks. She didn't want this…he may make her feel good, but he was the last person she wanted touching her, let alone kissing her. "No…" she whispered, not wanting to look at him. Her panic level rose when she saw Lucius, Kevin would do something to impress him… Which was not what she wanted. She just wanted her bag…that's it…. She doesn't want the three of them around her, she hates them. Varciel silently prayed that kissing was all they wanted, though her expression clearly showed what she was thinking no matter how hard she tried to hide it. To make sure she didn't scream, Kevin replaced his mouth over hers as his hands freely roamed her body. Varciel's eyes widened as she tried to fight him, but he was too strong. She whimpered whenever he hit a spot that made her squirm. She tried to call for help, but to no avail. She shut her eyes tight after giving up on fighting him, silently crying. She kept turning her head, but he wouldn't budge. She trembled in fear, and in unwanted pleasure coming from his hands. His hands roamed to her lower area. He screamed in pain as he felt two extremely strong and angry fingers press on his pressure points on his neck. He pulls away immediately, cringing in pain. The person turned him around and shoved him against the wall, the person's hand tightening his grip around his neck. Varciel felt her heart pounding out of her chest. She was so scared. She instantly backed away from the wall, yelping in fright. She felt so dirty, used, and unclean. Seeing Kevin fall to the floor, she leaned against the wall trembling in fear. What he had planned next, she didn't want tot think of. His hands were in places they shouldn't have been, and she couldn't stop him. The realization of the situation hit her, and Varciel burst into tears. The person socked Kevin one last time as his nose trickled with blood down to his lip. Lucius glared as he turned swiftly around, Severus in tow. Severus gave one smile as he walked off. The person came over and took Varciel into his arms and rocked her slightly while rubbing her back comfortingly. Varciel looked up to see Sirius. She cried harder, burying her face in his chest. She was so mad…but now…how did she hit him? He saved her. Varciel clutched onto him, sobbing now.
"I-im sorry…" Was all she could manage, her body weak and tired. Sirius heard it but didn't say a thing. He just continued to comfort her, not even noticing that he was stepping on Kevin's stomach. Varciel couldn't look him in the eyes, not wanting to face him. "C-can we go b-back to the d-dorms?" She said in a whisper. All she wanted was her bed, and sleep. Everyone would want to know where she as and she prayed she didn't have to tell them. Sirius nodded as he left one arm around her shoulder, just to make sure no one would jump out at her again as the two hopped up the stairs.
Meanwhile Lily sat in a fold out chair (folded out of course), reading. Her torso was straight but from the hip down she was on her side. James laughed as he came up behind the chair, leaned on the back and reached over, taking the book. Lily snapped out of it as she looked up and glared. She tried to snatch the book but he made it higher. She gave an exasperated sigh. "I was reading that!" she snapped. James looked at it and raised an eyebrow.
"Wow, Lily…I didn't know you could read a book that's UPSIDE DOWN!" James teased. Lily was never really reading in the first place, but thinking about what had happened earlier when she tripped over the chair and the two went tumbling down. James sat down. "What the hell are you doing…cuz it sure the hell isn't reading." He teased again. Lily sighed as she leaned back more in the chair.
"I was thinking…" she said innocently. James blew a piece of hair out of her face, and looked like a lost puppy.
"Like what?" He said in the same innocent tone as her. She raised an eyebrow and looked at him straight in eye. BAD idea… Lily stopped immediately.
"I-I…" she stuttered. She closed her eyes to break eye contact and shook her head, pretending as if nothing happened. "Why should I tell you?" James looked at her suspiciously.
"I just thought…why you stuttering?" He asked. Lily turned and faced him again, locking gazes with him. She etched every curve of his face into her mind as she slowly outlined his eyes, nose, and then mouth. She then outlined the outside of his face then his messy hair and sideburns. She smiled. She realized she had been sitting there for two minutes then out of the blue smiled. She immediately frowned and jumped in her chair as she looked away once more.
"I-I'm not stuttering…I-I'm just…" She started as she cleared her throat. James smiled to himself and took her hand.
"Yes you are…" He said softly, not even paying attention. When he finally realized what he did, he froze. Oh shit I'm going to get hit… He thought nervously. Lily stiffened as she took in a deep breath and looked away, turning red. James didn't move his hand, the fact that his body froze, and coughed. "Err…so you were saying…" He said with a wary smile. Lily looked down at their hands as she felt her cheeks get hot.
"I was saying that I-I was thinking…" She stuttered once more. James figured it must be his hand and that he made her uncomfortable, so moved it off of hers. He lowered his head and turned red.
"Sorry..." He said, feeling guilty for putting her under pressure on accident. Lily nodded quickly as the two stared at their feet. There was complete silence.
"So what'd you see in your crystal ball…?" she said, breaking the eerie silence. James coughed and laughed nervously.
"I know your not gonna wanna hear this…. But…I saw you…holding a baby….with hair and face just like mine…and I swear I'm not joking around!" he said quickly, knowing she probably thought he was crazy. Lily's eyes widened as her hand made its way to her mouth. James winced…oh yeah…he pissed her off, He thought. "A-are you mad…Lily I swear…I didn't…I mean...I couldn't help what I saw! "He said quickly, praying she wasn't going to hurt him. Lily sat up suddenly, pure shock written on her face as she stared at him.
"N-No I'm not mad…I saw the same vision…" she said lightly. James opened his mouth, and shut it again.
"Y-You w-what?" Now it was him that was stuttering. That did not just…oh yes, it did happen! The two sat in silence, staring in awe at each other. After about five minutes, Lily spoke up.
"What do you suppose it means…?" she half whispered. James looked away, then straight in her eyes. His mind took control, hid thoughts taking control.
"I-I think it's showing us something we neglected to see…" He said in a whisper. Instantly he blinked, he couldn't believe he said that! Lily's eyes widened. She was at a loss for words for the first time in her life when talking to James. He felt bad, he must've made her uncomfortable again. "Lily I…" He started, but his voice drained out, at loss for words.
"Y-Yah…?" she mumbled slightly, looking up. James blushed and looked away, turning red.
"N-nothing…" He said quietly. Both their heads snapped up as Remus came in, looking like he just got the best Christmas present he's been wanting since he was three. He literally danced over to James and pulled him up and danced with him. Lily couldn't help but bite her lip, trying to avoid from laughing. A few giggles forced themselves out. James pushed him off thinking he'd gone mad.
"What the hell man?" He asked, though in a playful tone. Remus had a light lip mark on his cheek, and his own lips were a darker red than normal.
"Julia!" Remus said dreamily as he fell backward on the couch in a daze. James laughed.
"Ah-ha! You hooked up!" He laughed in a joking tone. James winced. "Shit take a shower…you smell like her!' He whined. Remus chucked a pillow at him and turned to talked to Peter who just showed up. James sat down and ducked the pillow, landing in Lily's lap. Lily gasped and gripped the end of the chairs tightly, and threw a pillow back at Remus. James turned a beat red and sat up. "Thanks…er…sorry" He said. Lily was silent, but burst out laughing. This looked totally absurd to her. If anything, it should be the other way around. James laughed too, seeing her point and stood up. He slowly picked her up and sat down on the chair. "Better?" He asked cheerfully, like today was his birthday. Lily blushed even more. She was sitting on his lap! This was NOT the James she was used to.
"No, not really, if anything I liked it better the other way," Lily said with a laugh. James put on a challenging smile.
"Well that can be arranged you know…" He said evilly. Lily raised an eyebrow and snorted while shaking her head.
"I'm not scared of you." She said blankly. James took that as a challenge. He suddenly pulled her to the floor, him pinning her wrist above her head and started to tickle her, laughing insanely. Lily laughed out loud as she thrust her hips upward on reflex as she kicked her legs violently. James hid his gasp as she thrusted her hips against his, arousing him greatly, though he was able to control his lower half. My god…I'm NOT getting turned on because of Lily…He thought. He just laughed more and didn't stop tickling, her attempts to make him stop not working. Lily continued this ritual but tried to roll from side to side, trying to free herself. "No, No! JAMES! S-Stop it!" Lily yelled through laughs. "JAMES! C-C'mon!" She whined as she continued to kick.
Peter and Remus were now reading silently in the boys' dorm. Their eyes bulged, nearly out of their sockets as they heard Lily cry out James's name. They exchanged glances, their eyes still wide as they went back to their books.
James laughed more and he didn't stop.
"I think you like this…I guess I'll never stop…" He said wickedly. Lily whined as she gave the puppy dog look, her lower lip out as she started to pretend sob. James placed his forehead on hers and made a whining noise before pulling away.
"Oh alright, I'll stop…" He said in a "darn" type way. He let her wrist go. If he thinks getting close to me is gonna make me stop what I'm about to do…heh… Lily laughed to herself as she toppled down on top of him and started tickling his sides. James eye's widened as he burst into laughter, his eyes watering up as he tried to fight her off.
"N-No! LILY I WAS PLAYING!.…SHTI STOP! DAMNIT LILY!" He screamed, laughter feeling the room. Lily laughed at his reaction as she slid her hands down to his knees and squeezed. She was going to find every spot that tickled him, and continue. James hollered in laughter and viscously bucked his hips up trying to push her off, kicking, and failing. Lily's eyes widened, she was nearly thrown off by his wriggling, but securely fastened her foot under a chair as she moved up to his stomach, and lightly, very lightly with her nails, moved them around. When she did this to Varciel it got her EVERY time. James gasped and pulled away from her in a blink of an eye, holding his stomach, redder than before. Damnit! He thought. That wasn't a tickle spot…it happened to be his greatest weak spot! His body trembled as he tried to smile. From pulling away so fast, Lily fell onto her back with a yelp. She sat up and shook her head.
"Whoa…" said head as she placed a hand on her head. She looked up at James. "Jesus, did it tickle that much?" She asked. James choked.
"Uh…y-yeah.." He said with a quiver. Lily smiled evilly as she leaped forward pinning James's hands on the wall as she sat on his legs to keep him from kicking. Her hand made its way to her stomach once more as she began to tickle it once more. James's eyes widen as he yelped and tried to push her off to no avail. He felt his body shooting in jolts, and a tiny moan escaped his lips as he forced himself to remain calm. His eyes, not listening to his mind, fluttered closed. Lily immediately stopped. She raised an eyebrow.
"It doesn't sound like it tickles much…" she said timidly. James's eyes shot open as he scooted away from her. "Lily…" He sighed. Slowly he sat down and played with a piece of his shoelace. What could he tell her…it was a turn on…a weak spot...he liked it!? No! NOT HAPPENING! He slowly ran through his hair and kept them their. He was confused. A minute ago they were just playing around…but after awhile, James started to enjoy the touching and the physical reaction. He wished he didn't…he felt like he was using her…but he would never! "Lily I didn't know you were going to do it again…I just didn't want to tell you…. But you did…and well…I can't help it…It's a weak spot…I didn't ask you to do it…so I was surprised…I didn't realize…" His voice trailed off. He felt guiltier by the moment. "P- Please…. Understand…" He said quietly, looking up with scared and hurt eyes. He thought…just maybe…she'd see what she was doing and continue…liking his reaction…and then…NO! James shook his head free of the thoughts. This was LILY for Christ's Sakes…she hated him! Lily blinked. She shivered just the slightest at the remembrance of what Lucius did with her ear. Out of nowhere, Lily started laughing.
"You think I'm really going to be mad at you for that?" She said confusingly while laughing. James looked puzzled.
"W-what? You're not upset...?" He said incredulously. Lily slapped his forehead.
"Can you say der?" She said sarcastically as she shook her head. James blushed deeply.
"Well…it did get you to stop..." He said with a laugh. HA! He thought. Lily snorted once more as she pinned him down once again and ran her nails across his stomach. James gulped and felt his whole body tense, and he couldn't stop the slight moan that formed in his throat.
"L-Lily….w-what are y-you doing?" He asked nervously. He was confused…yes he wanted this bad…but was she playing with him. Lily smiled as she put both hands and continued in a circular motion.
"Well what does it look like…" She said temptingly with a laugh. James couldn't answer though, he was in bliss. His tried to grip the wall as he felt himself losing control. He gasped with a groan and leaned his head against the wall, his fingertips drawing circles in on Lily's skin. He wanted to at least let her feel what she was doing to him. Lily cringed as bit her lip as she pushed slightly harder on his skin. She totally collapsed onto him, moaning slightly. She couldn't control the fact that anyone who touched or got near her ear or neck, she was theirs. To her this wasn't fair, it was James Potter! Well maybe he could be nice for once…James took this opportunity and moved so she was against the wall. He looked into her eyes and brushed her lip softly, but that wasn't enough. Soon, he was lightly nuzzling her neck with his lips, leaving soft kisses slowly. Next he'd nibble on her skin, enjoying her whimpering and slowly he ran his tongue over her. Adrenaline hit his body full force at the taste of her skin.
He immediately wanted more and covered her skin with his mouth and needingly sucked on her skin. He drained a section of it's taste before raising a little higher and sucking on a new piece of skin, his hands rubbing the other side of her neck. He moaned in the process, the taste taking all of his senses and throwing them into whack. Lily's eyes were shut. Her lips tingled just the slightest when he brushed them lightly against hers. She ran her hand down his arm and the other played in his messy hair as her lips pulled into a smile. He moaned slightly, pulling her closer as her slid his tongue across the smooth urface of her lower lip, his hands entangled with hers. Lily let out a small moan as she gripped his hand tightly. James took this chance and slowly slid his tongue into her mouth, almost afraid, and waited to see what she was going to do. Lily smiled as she wrapped her arms around his neck and messaged his tongue lightly with hers. Not being able to help himself, James moaned loudly and pressed his full body into hers, his hands grazing her neck. Lily smiled as she slipped away lightly and slowly walked to the girl's dorm room, totally leaving James hanging.
Once in the girl's dorm, Varciel fell to the bed and let two fresh tears fall. She wanted the feel of him gone, but everytime she closed her eyes she could see him. She didn't want to be alone, and felt herself tense up when Sirius went to leave, but she couldn't find her voice…only a whimper came from her throat. Sirius turned around and blinked. "Is there anything you need?" he said softly. Varciel wanted scream YES! Yes I want you stay here, but her voice was too low and it hurt to speak. She lifted her hand, reaching out to him. It may be Sirius…but she wanted someone to stay with her, and he did save her. Sirius smiled. She reminded him of a three-year old at the moment, reaching out for a toy or something she wanted. He went over and hugged her, smiling. Varciel wrapped her arms tightly around him, shutting her eyes, her body still shaking. . "Aww….poor baby…" he laughed slightly as he brought her into his lap and rocked her slightly.
"D-don't go…" She whispered, not wanting to be free from his embrace. He held her tighter, burying his face in her hair.
"I won't…" he said with a slight laugh. Varciel let out a quivering breath of relief and curled into a ball in his lap, snuggling against him. She shut her eyes and held onto his shirt, one hand on his chest. She knew this was Sirius and she shouldn't' be doing this, but she felt safe and didn't want to be alone. She felt like a child wanting her mother, vulnerable and fragile. Varciel shut her eyes and tried to free her mind of the events, and forgot the fact that this was Sirius she was cuddling up to. "Man I never thought you took a break from being Ice queen…" he joked as he leaned back on the head post. Varciel knew he was joking, but she wanted him to know. She slowly looked up at him.
"Please…don't call me that…" She whispered, looking him straight in the eye. She was too weak to fight…but she wished he could she how much it hurts when he says those things.
"I'm a free person to say what I want," he said cheerfully as a song popped in his head. His head bobbed lightly to the beat as he looked at the left wall, staring off. Varciel wasn't in the mood for playing though…this was her only chance. She grabbed Sirius's chin and made him look into her eyes. Her voice was only a whisper, but she was steady and serious.
"I only asked you that because…. because…" She sighed. "Just…do you know how bad it hurt me?" She finally asked. She slowly climbed out of his lap and crawled to the corner of the bed, turning her back to him and bringing her knees up to her chin and staring out the window, waiting to see if he'll leave like he always does. He blinked at her but didn't make an attempt to move. He was used to this. Girls always left him because he "wasn't serious enough." There was not much he could do about it, it was his personality and he wasn't about to change it. Varciel stared at him unbelievingly as she crawled out of his lap and to the corner of the bed, bringing her knees up to her chest. Slowly she turned to him. She couldn't help but shiver, she was cold now that she left the warmth of his arms.
"Do you really think I'm an ice queen" she asked in a quiet tone.
"Yes, that's all you've ever been to me, so I'm not changing." He said seriously. Liz bowed her head.
"I'm sorry…I didn't mean to be that way…I guess… I've just started realizing that I'd like to have you not hate me…but…" She shook her head, not wanting to go into it. "Thank you for holding me…and saving me..." She said almost too low for him to hear. She wished she didn't want him to like her…she wished she still hated him…it would be easier that way!
"I don't hate you. I just think you're a bitch. James and Remus are bitches too." He said sarcastically, laughing at his own joke. Varciel put on a fake smile and laughed, though pain showed in her eyes.
"I…I'm gonna take a shower…but thank you for staying with me…" Varciel said softly and hugged him before grabbing her pajamas and headed out the door to the showers. Once there, she let the water drown out the sound of her soft crying. She cried because she was scared of Kevin…she felt used…and she hurt because of Sirius…she'd always feel for him, but she needed to let it go…he was too far out of reach. Sirius blinked and shrugged as he stepped out into the common room. This had all happened the same moment James and Lily were having their little moments, and Remus went senile. His eyes widened as he blinked several times. I did not see Lily on his lap… Sirius thought. He walked back into the girls dorm and shut the door. He opened it five seconds later and they were still there. He slammed it shut and laid on Varciel's bed, playing with a bright yellow bunny. Varciel finished her shower, but found she had dirty pajamas.
"Damn…" She sighed and walked back into the girl's dorm in only a towel. She froze at what she saw. Here she was…IN A TOWEL…and Sirius is laying right there…on her bed…and not one other person was there. Varciel shut her eyes, but when she reopened them, it was the same as before. Slowly she shut the door, just so he knew she was back. Sirius had, fortunately to Varciel, not seen her. He was too preoccupied with making the bunny dance and walk. Slowly, Varciel walked over to the bed, her clothes in her trunk. She leaned over and looked down at him. "Sirius…" She said, more to herself than to him. Sirius immediately stopped. His head didn't move but his eyes looked up at her.
"You disturbed me and bunny's moment…" he said in a childish voice. Varciel smiled and stood straight.
"I see…you saw James and Lily I'm guessing…?" She said with a smile, though inside she wanted to run and never turn back. Varciel looked down at herself, the towel barely covering the swell of her chest, and turned deep red. "Um…" She said nervously. Sirius wasn't those kind of guys who'd look at stuff like that, though. Sirius looked up at her and blinked.
"Yes I did, I'm scared to go back out there, and what're you "Um"ing about?" he said simply. Varciel quickly looked away.
"N-nothing..." She said, looking over at her trunk thinking if there are clean pajamas in there or not. Sirius smiled as he started playing with the bunny again. He hummed just the slightest "If I only had a brain" as he made the bunny walk.
"Where'd you get this bunny? I like it! He's entertaining! I'll call him…" Sirius started as he thought of the first muggle movie that came to mind, Cast Away. "Wilson!" He said as he smiled and hugged the bunny protectively, trying to get Varciel to laugh or do something. Varciel eyed him before laughing. Varciel patted the bunny.
"Well…I'm not as much of a fun owner as you…" Varciel leaned over and tapped his nose in a playful way. "So why don't you have it…" She said like she could care less, which was true. She smiled and went around the other side of the bed to get out her pajamas. "Shit..." She whispered. The only clean pajamas she had were her silk dress gown. She couldn't believe her luck! She slowly stood up, holding her gown close so he wouldn't see it was a silky dress-like thing. He jumped up and tackled her to the ground hugging her.
"THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!" He said repeatedly as he hugged her tighter. Varciel's yes widened as she blinked. Varciel, getting over her shock, laughed and hugged him back.
"You're welcome…It's just a bunny…." She said with a giggle. She then realized her towel was sliding a little too far down. She immediately tried to tug it up, but Sirius's chest against hers made it difficult. Don't let him see! She silently begged. She was glad to make him so happy, but this was So unlike Sirius! Yet it was at the same time.
"No! It's Wilson! Don't hurt Wilson's feelings…" Sirius said, glaring and pouting as he sat up and patted the bunny's head, as if it was offended. Varciel smiled weakly as she pulled up the towel in one quick movement.
"I'm sorry….Take very good care of Wilson okay? He's one in a million!" She said with a smile. Varciel found a problem. Where were her pajamas? Her heart stopped when she saw they were right next to Sirius. Well just fucking knock me over with a feather! She thought bitterly. "Um…Sirius…could you uh…" She pointed to her nightgown. Sirius blinked and looked down. He was stepping just barely on the nightgown. He picked up his foot and continued to talk to the rabbit. He honestly didn't care what she wore or what she looked like. She obviously thought this though. Varciel took it and held it close, embarrassed. This was weird…it was Sirius….he was so cool with all of this…another fact that tells me he don't feel the way I do…She thought, once again coming to the conclusion Sirius could never have feelings for her. Varciel looked down and pulled her towel close and laughed. He just wouldn't stop with the bunny. "Should uh…you and Wilson get a room?" She asked seriously. Sirius looked up, blinked, and after a few seconds started to walk off toward the bathroom with the bunny, sniffling fakely and pouting.
"I see how it is…you don't wike us…" Sirius said in a quivering voice, sarcastically. Varciel grabbed his arm and smiled, turning him around.
"You have no idea how wrong you are…" She said in a joking tone, but inside she was drop dead serious. "You and Wilson can stay…no room…." She said. Sirius smiled as he jumped onto her bed and jumped up and down happily, singing "I'm a little teapot." Varciel's eyes widened as she blinked. "Oh…my…god…" She said in disbelief. "Hey you're messing up my bed!" She grabbed a pillow and let it connect with his face. "There you go…little teapot!" She said, bursting into a fit of giggles. Sirius totally dropped the bunny and cracked his knuckles while shaking his head.
"You did NOT just throw that pillow at me…" he said evilly as he stepped to the ground and picked up a pillow. Varciel grabbed her wand and muttered a few things just as her nightgown appeared on her. Just as she opened her eyes she screeched as she became face to face with the pillow she had just thrown at Sirius. Sirius laughed as he sat down on the bed. He was immediately knocked off by Varciel, all you heard was a loud thunk hit the ground. The laughing immediately stopped. Sirius stood in a blink of an eye and cracked his neck. "Oh boy, you're gonna get it…" he sneered as he jumped over and tackled her down. He laughed devilishly as he stared down at her with a twinkle in his eye. Varciel gulped, almost afraid to find out what he was going to do.
"Try me." She said simply, but in a daring tone. She wasn't afraid of him…*coughcough* His eyes widened as he stared down at her.
"Ooo…so we got a tough guy here huh? So even if I do this…?" He said with an evil grin as he leaned down and kissed her neck once. Varciel gasped and shut her eyes tightly, biting her lip. Slowly she moved her neck so he couldn't kiss her.
"Nope…not going to cut it..." she said firmly…he was NOT going to win this…never!
"Oh I'll win this…" He said determined as he leaned down and nibbled on her earlobe. Varciel sucked in her breath. This was really happening…she thought. She held in a moan and let out a soft whimper, but she moved her neck again.
"N-Nope…" She could tell she was almost done…but not yet! She still didn't think this was happening...I mean…this is Sirius here! She felt her neck tingling along with her ear, but she still challenged him. Sirius didn't give up JUST yet, he leaned down, picked a spot on her neck and lightly started to suck. This time…Varciel couldn't hold it. Her whole body flew as she moaned out loud, her eyes shut.
"You win…" She whispered…not wanting him to stop…but not sure how much more she could take. Varciel bit her lip as she let herself go, but tried not to. She felt like pinning him down and blowing his mind, but her body was helpless underneath his. Although he heard her plea, he continued and held her tighter as sucked just a bit harder. He couldn't resist it, it was like a drug. He started, and now he had no desire, nor could he help it, to stop. Varciel felt her body tingle in pleasure and she ran her hands through his hair, gripping it lightly. Not being able to understand why, Varciel pressed her hips up against his, grinding hers into his. Varciel moaned in intense pleasure when she felt her lower body against hers. It was unlike anything she had ever felt, and now, she wanted more. She couldn't seem to stop, and kept rubbing up against him, enjoying the fact that he was squirming.
The feeling of someone on her neck, just like her best friend Lily, was the best to her. Sirius smiled as he pulled back stared directly into her eyes as he tucked a loose strand of hair behind her ear. He smiled as he leaned over until their lips were brushing, but not yet fully touching. He pecked her several times before catching her in a passionate kiss. She felt an overwhelming completeness fill her body as she wrapped her arms around his neck and drew tiny designs with her fingertips along his nape, shivering in the process. Sirius stood, bringing Varciel with him, not braking the kiss just yet. He pulled her closer and cocked his head to one side as he nudged her lips lightly with tongue, not trying to rush anything. Varciel sighed inwardly and let her mouth open for him. She knew this was right…She was positive. Slowly, she ran her hands along his body, hoping to find his weak spot. He laughed at this while exploring every square inch possible of her mouth as his hands mimicked hers, wondering if there was something he passed up or missed. She smiled, running a trembling hand to his inner thigh quickly, just to see what happens, rubbing her tongue against his the whole time. They immediately pulled away as they heard Lily enter and scream.
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AN: to be continued…thanks for those of you that review!
"Um…Remus told me about earlier…er…are you alright? Did that bastard hurt you?" He asked, trying to hide his anger that was burning to come out. Varciel walked to Sirius like she was under a spell, automatic and steady. She sat down, and turn her head away, she hit him because he said things about Lily, but also because he had the nerve to call her a bitch after what he said earlier. It hurt… a lot. Varciel took her notes for the day and stared deep into the crystal, hypnotized by one of the things she loved the most, crystals were her favorite object. Lily stared down at her book, looking to see what they were supposed to do. Lily looked up with a serious look.
"I don't want to talk about it." She said coldly as she pulled the crystal ball closer to them. She leaned forward and stared deeply into it, clearing her mind of everything.
Sirius honestly didn't care, she could stay mad at him all she wanted. Sirius was a jokester and he was just telling the truth.
"I…" James sighed. "Alright…" He looked down into the crystal. Varciel cleared her mind and let an image appear in front of her: Lily…alone, in a dark room….Lucius is there…hurting her…Kevin laughing, Lily screaming… Varciel screamed on the top of her lungs as the crystal showed what Lucius was doing to her best friend. Varciel backed up as fast as she could, sending the chair to the floor. Her whole body shook as she darted out of the room and down the hall toward Dumbledore, but she fell to the floor in fright ten feet away from the classroom. The whole class turned around in fright and the whispering started instantly. Lily immediately snapped her head up to see what was going on. Before her thoughts were interrupted she saw the weirdest thing…She had a baby, he had her bright green eyes and jet black messy hair. She was trying to hide him. Someone else was with her…the baby's father…she was just about to see his face, but only saw his chin. James was leaning back on the back legs of the chair while reading a palm- held prankster book, waiting for his turn. Lily jumped up so fast she tripped over his chair, causing him to fall backward, Lily right on top of him. Sirius quickly ran after her, not long after she ran out. Lily turned a deep crimson red. James dropped the book and was as red as Lily.
"Uh…heh…" James stuttered. He would have loved to say get off or ask what was wrong, but he couldn't. He winced in pan, but kept his hands on her shoulders where they landed, trying to hold her up. He didn't know what to do. Varciel scooted against the wall and brought her knees up to her chest and buried her face into her knees, crying in fright. Lily snapped out of it immediately and brought her foot out from under her, pushing off from James's stomach as she ran out into the hall, pushing Sirius aside. She kneeled down to Varciel immediately and took her into her arms, comforting her while slightly rocking her back and forth.
"It's okay…what did you see…?" Lily asked calmly, almost as if talking to a child. Sirius blinked in confusion as he walked back inside and walked up to James who was still on the floor holding his stomach.
"I missed it what happened?" Sirius asked as he saw James's cheeks about as red as Lily's hair. James shook his head and got up.
"Nothing…nothing at all…" They realized everyone was staring and sat down to finish their work. Varciel cried into her friend's shoulder, her body shaking.
"H-He hurt you….l-laughing….h-help…" Varciel stammered before going limp. She was out cold. Lily shook her lightly then sighed as she had the professor take her to the hospital wing. She went back nervously and sat next to James.
"I-It's your turn…" She stuttered lightly. Sirius shrugged as he sat down next to James.
"I don't think Teach minds if I'm your partner for the rest of the lesson." Sirius said mockingly. James laughed, but stopped as soon as he saw Lily's look.
"Lily…what happened? What did you see? What did Varciel see? What's been going on?" James sighed and looked at Sirius. "And why has your cheek been red since lunch?" He added. Sirius and Lily stared at James at the same time with the same look: do not even go there. Lily turned back to the crystal ball.
"I had a baby and I was trying to get away from someone. Need anything else?" She said, clearly irritated. Sirius rubbed his cheek in pain.
"I got bitch slapped…" He moaned sarcastically. James laughed at that, but sighed at Lily.
"I was just worried…Jesus Christ." He turned his back to her and started to write down some notes. Lily was glad she hadn't told him any description on the baby, if fear he might think something of it. The bell rang loudly and James quickly jammed out of the room…not even wanting to think of the kid he saw in the crystal…
Varciel woke up an hour later, Madam Pomfrey told her she would be okay to leave. Varciel stumbled out to the hall, skipping dinner, and went towards the dungeons. She hoped Snape wasn't in an entirely bad mood, for she left her bag in there and just remembered. But, due to her luck, she got lost somewhere and ended up alone in dark hall.
"Oh for God's sake, why can't I have just one good day?" She asked aloud. Hands slithered around her waist as she felt cold air on her neck. Varciel's eyes widen as he body stiffened. She, on reflex, tried to turn around, her heart pounding.
"What the?" She gasped. She could see nothing but glowing yellow eyes and the outline of a figure.
"Join us…" it hissed. Varciel opened her mouth to scream, but she couldn't speak. She pulled away, hoping to free herself. She has never heard Kevin speak before, so she had no clue who this was, but she didn't like it.
"N-Never! W-who are you…let me go!" She pleaded. He stepped into the light just the slightest, a smug look on his face. Severus was right behind him…he had a look of pity on his face. He stared at Varciel and shook his head as he looked away. He didn't want any part of this at all. He didn't have fun raping or molesting girls, unlike Kevin and Lucius. Varciel caught Severus's glance, and saw pity…this meant something bad was going to happen. Varciel started to shake, her body filling with fear. "W-What do you want? I-I won't join you…" Varciel stuttered, remembering the incident with Lily. Kevin sighed.
"You know…The master can give you anything you want…just love him, fear him, do as he says, and he will do anything your heart desires…" Kevin took a step closer to her, remembering what Lucius taught him. Varciel gulped, shutting her eyes and trying to push him away.
"No…w-what do you want from me…I a-already said I won't join you…" She said, though she clearly sounded horrified. Kevin shook his head and tisked as he advanced on her, pushing her against the wall.
"I was almost hoping you'd say that…you realize you just gave me what I wanted…" he cackled as he licked her ear. Varciel felt her breath come in a gasps as she whimpered, trying to push him away. She hated it when people touch her ear or neck, it was like the slightest touch and she'd throw herself into their arms.
"N-No! Stop…I don't want this…" She said, kicking his shin. Her body ached at his touch…it felt good…but she hated him! It was just because he was hitting her weak spots….she didn't want his hands on her, he disgusted her…she prayed he would leave her be…this was just a sick joke. He pinned her wrists to the wall, stepped on both her feet with his and covered her mouth with his own, probing her mouth with his tongue. Varciel opened her moth to scream, but before she could, his mouth was on hers. She gasped in shock, her mouth wide in fright, still trying to scream "no." Water formed in the corner of her eyes as she tried to turn her head to get his mouth off of her. Severus sighed and cringed as he looked away. If he helped her, he'd be in trouble big time. Lucius came up beside Severus and smiled. Varciel pulled her face away, two tears slowly falling down her cheeks. She didn't want this…he may make her feel good, but he was the last person she wanted touching her, let alone kissing her. "No…" she whispered, not wanting to look at him. Her panic level rose when she saw Lucius, Kevin would do something to impress him… Which was not what she wanted. She just wanted her bag…that's it…. She doesn't want the three of them around her, she hates them. Varciel silently prayed that kissing was all they wanted, though her expression clearly showed what she was thinking no matter how hard she tried to hide it. To make sure she didn't scream, Kevin replaced his mouth over hers as his hands freely roamed her body. Varciel's eyes widened as she tried to fight him, but he was too strong. She whimpered whenever he hit a spot that made her squirm. She tried to call for help, but to no avail. She shut her eyes tight after giving up on fighting him, silently crying. She kept turning her head, but he wouldn't budge. She trembled in fear, and in unwanted pleasure coming from his hands. His hands roamed to her lower area. He screamed in pain as he felt two extremely strong and angry fingers press on his pressure points on his neck. He pulls away immediately, cringing in pain. The person turned him around and shoved him against the wall, the person's hand tightening his grip around his neck. Varciel felt her heart pounding out of her chest. She was so scared. She instantly backed away from the wall, yelping in fright. She felt so dirty, used, and unclean. Seeing Kevin fall to the floor, she leaned against the wall trembling in fear. What he had planned next, she didn't want tot think of. His hands were in places they shouldn't have been, and she couldn't stop him. The realization of the situation hit her, and Varciel burst into tears. The person socked Kevin one last time as his nose trickled with blood down to his lip. Lucius glared as he turned swiftly around, Severus in tow. Severus gave one smile as he walked off. The person came over and took Varciel into his arms and rocked her slightly while rubbing her back comfortingly. Varciel looked up to see Sirius. She cried harder, burying her face in his chest. She was so mad…but now…how did she hit him? He saved her. Varciel clutched onto him, sobbing now.
"I-im sorry…" Was all she could manage, her body weak and tired. Sirius heard it but didn't say a thing. He just continued to comfort her, not even noticing that he was stepping on Kevin's stomach. Varciel couldn't look him in the eyes, not wanting to face him. "C-can we go b-back to the d-dorms?" She said in a whisper. All she wanted was her bed, and sleep. Everyone would want to know where she as and she prayed she didn't have to tell them. Sirius nodded as he left one arm around her shoulder, just to make sure no one would jump out at her again as the two hopped up the stairs.
Meanwhile Lily sat in a fold out chair (folded out of course), reading. Her torso was straight but from the hip down she was on her side. James laughed as he came up behind the chair, leaned on the back and reached over, taking the book. Lily snapped out of it as she looked up and glared. She tried to snatch the book but he made it higher. She gave an exasperated sigh. "I was reading that!" she snapped. James looked at it and raised an eyebrow.
"Wow, Lily…I didn't know you could read a book that's UPSIDE DOWN!" James teased. Lily was never really reading in the first place, but thinking about what had happened earlier when she tripped over the chair and the two went tumbling down. James sat down. "What the hell are you doing…cuz it sure the hell isn't reading." He teased again. Lily sighed as she leaned back more in the chair.
"I was thinking…" she said innocently. James blew a piece of hair out of her face, and looked like a lost puppy.
"Like what?" He said in the same innocent tone as her. She raised an eyebrow and looked at him straight in eye. BAD idea… Lily stopped immediately.
"I-I…" she stuttered. She closed her eyes to break eye contact and shook her head, pretending as if nothing happened. "Why should I tell you?" James looked at her suspiciously.
"I just thought…why you stuttering?" He asked. Lily turned and faced him again, locking gazes with him. She etched every curve of his face into her mind as she slowly outlined his eyes, nose, and then mouth. She then outlined the outside of his face then his messy hair and sideburns. She smiled. She realized she had been sitting there for two minutes then out of the blue smiled. She immediately frowned and jumped in her chair as she looked away once more.
"I-I'm not stuttering…I-I'm just…" She started as she cleared her throat. James smiled to himself and took her hand.
"Yes you are…" He said softly, not even paying attention. When he finally realized what he did, he froze. Oh shit I'm going to get hit… He thought nervously. Lily stiffened as she took in a deep breath and looked away, turning red. James didn't move his hand, the fact that his body froze, and coughed. "Err…so you were saying…" He said with a wary smile. Lily looked down at their hands as she felt her cheeks get hot.
"I was saying that I-I was thinking…" She stuttered once more. James figured it must be his hand and that he made her uncomfortable, so moved it off of hers. He lowered his head and turned red.
"Sorry..." He said, feeling guilty for putting her under pressure on accident. Lily nodded quickly as the two stared at their feet. There was complete silence.
"So what'd you see in your crystal ball…?" she said, breaking the eerie silence. James coughed and laughed nervously.
"I know your not gonna wanna hear this…. But…I saw you…holding a baby….with hair and face just like mine…and I swear I'm not joking around!" he said quickly, knowing she probably thought he was crazy. Lily's eyes widened as her hand made its way to her mouth. James winced…oh yeah…he pissed her off, He thought. "A-are you mad…Lily I swear…I didn't…I mean...I couldn't help what I saw! "He said quickly, praying she wasn't going to hurt him. Lily sat up suddenly, pure shock written on her face as she stared at him.
"N-No I'm not mad…I saw the same vision…" she said lightly. James opened his mouth, and shut it again.
"Y-You w-what?" Now it was him that was stuttering. That did not just…oh yes, it did happen! The two sat in silence, staring in awe at each other. After about five minutes, Lily spoke up.
"What do you suppose it means…?" she half whispered. James looked away, then straight in her eyes. His mind took control, hid thoughts taking control.
"I-I think it's showing us something we neglected to see…" He said in a whisper. Instantly he blinked, he couldn't believe he said that! Lily's eyes widened. She was at a loss for words for the first time in her life when talking to James. He felt bad, he must've made her uncomfortable again. "Lily I…" He started, but his voice drained out, at loss for words.
"Y-Yah…?" she mumbled slightly, looking up. James blushed and looked away, turning red.
"N-nothing…" He said quietly. Both their heads snapped up as Remus came in, looking like he just got the best Christmas present he's been wanting since he was three. He literally danced over to James and pulled him up and danced with him. Lily couldn't help but bite her lip, trying to avoid from laughing. A few giggles forced themselves out. James pushed him off thinking he'd gone mad.
"What the hell man?" He asked, though in a playful tone. Remus had a light lip mark on his cheek, and his own lips were a darker red than normal.
"Julia!" Remus said dreamily as he fell backward on the couch in a daze. James laughed.
"Ah-ha! You hooked up!" He laughed in a joking tone. James winced. "Shit take a shower…you smell like her!' He whined. Remus chucked a pillow at him and turned to talked to Peter who just showed up. James sat down and ducked the pillow, landing in Lily's lap. Lily gasped and gripped the end of the chairs tightly, and threw a pillow back at Remus. James turned a beat red and sat up. "Thanks…er…sorry" He said. Lily was silent, but burst out laughing. This looked totally absurd to her. If anything, it should be the other way around. James laughed too, seeing her point and stood up. He slowly picked her up and sat down on the chair. "Better?" He asked cheerfully, like today was his birthday. Lily blushed even more. She was sitting on his lap! This was NOT the James she was used to.
"No, not really, if anything I liked it better the other way," Lily said with a laugh. James put on a challenging smile.
"Well that can be arranged you know…" He said evilly. Lily raised an eyebrow and snorted while shaking her head.
"I'm not scared of you." She said blankly. James took that as a challenge. He suddenly pulled her to the floor, him pinning her wrist above her head and started to tickle her, laughing insanely. Lily laughed out loud as she thrust her hips upward on reflex as she kicked her legs violently. James hid his gasp as she thrusted her hips against his, arousing him greatly, though he was able to control his lower half. My god…I'm NOT getting turned on because of Lily…He thought. He just laughed more and didn't stop tickling, her attempts to make him stop not working. Lily continued this ritual but tried to roll from side to side, trying to free herself. "No, No! JAMES! S-Stop it!" Lily yelled through laughs. "JAMES! C-C'mon!" She whined as she continued to kick.
Peter and Remus were now reading silently in the boys' dorm. Their eyes bulged, nearly out of their sockets as they heard Lily cry out James's name. They exchanged glances, their eyes still wide as they went back to their books.
James laughed more and he didn't stop.
"I think you like this…I guess I'll never stop…" He said wickedly. Lily whined as she gave the puppy dog look, her lower lip out as she started to pretend sob. James placed his forehead on hers and made a whining noise before pulling away.
"Oh alright, I'll stop…" He said in a "darn" type way. He let her wrist go. If he thinks getting close to me is gonna make me stop what I'm about to do…heh… Lily laughed to herself as she toppled down on top of him and started tickling his sides. James eye's widened as he burst into laughter, his eyes watering up as he tried to fight her off.
"N-No! LILY I WAS PLAYING!.…SHTI STOP! DAMNIT LILY!" He screamed, laughter feeling the room. Lily laughed at his reaction as she slid her hands down to his knees and squeezed. She was going to find every spot that tickled him, and continue. James hollered in laughter and viscously bucked his hips up trying to push her off, kicking, and failing. Lily's eyes widened, she was nearly thrown off by his wriggling, but securely fastened her foot under a chair as she moved up to his stomach, and lightly, very lightly with her nails, moved them around. When she did this to Varciel it got her EVERY time. James gasped and pulled away from her in a blink of an eye, holding his stomach, redder than before. Damnit! He thought. That wasn't a tickle spot…it happened to be his greatest weak spot! His body trembled as he tried to smile. From pulling away so fast, Lily fell onto her back with a yelp. She sat up and shook her head.
"Whoa…" said head as she placed a hand on her head. She looked up at James. "Jesus, did it tickle that much?" She asked. James choked.
"Uh…y-yeah.." He said with a quiver. Lily smiled evilly as she leaped forward pinning James's hands on the wall as she sat on his legs to keep him from kicking. Her hand made its way to her stomach once more as she began to tickle it once more. James's eyes widen as he yelped and tried to push her off to no avail. He felt his body shooting in jolts, and a tiny moan escaped his lips as he forced himself to remain calm. His eyes, not listening to his mind, fluttered closed. Lily immediately stopped. She raised an eyebrow.
"It doesn't sound like it tickles much…" she said timidly. James's eyes shot open as he scooted away from her. "Lily…" He sighed. Slowly he sat down and played with a piece of his shoelace. What could he tell her…it was a turn on…a weak spot...he liked it!? No! NOT HAPPENING! He slowly ran through his hair and kept them their. He was confused. A minute ago they were just playing around…but after awhile, James started to enjoy the touching and the physical reaction. He wished he didn't…he felt like he was using her…but he would never! "Lily I didn't know you were going to do it again…I just didn't want to tell you…. But you did…and well…I can't help it…It's a weak spot…I didn't ask you to do it…so I was surprised…I didn't realize…" His voice trailed off. He felt guiltier by the moment. "P- Please…. Understand…" He said quietly, looking up with scared and hurt eyes. He thought…just maybe…she'd see what she was doing and continue…liking his reaction…and then…NO! James shook his head free of the thoughts. This was LILY for Christ's Sakes…she hated him! Lily blinked. She shivered just the slightest at the remembrance of what Lucius did with her ear. Out of nowhere, Lily started laughing.
"You think I'm really going to be mad at you for that?" She said confusingly while laughing. James looked puzzled.
"W-what? You're not upset...?" He said incredulously. Lily slapped his forehead.
"Can you say der?" She said sarcastically as she shook her head. James blushed deeply.
"Well…it did get you to stop..." He said with a laugh. HA! He thought. Lily snorted once more as she pinned him down once again and ran her nails across his stomach. James gulped and felt his whole body tense, and he couldn't stop the slight moan that formed in his throat.
"L-Lily….w-what are y-you doing?" He asked nervously. He was confused…yes he wanted this bad…but was she playing with him. Lily smiled as she put both hands and continued in a circular motion.
"Well what does it look like…" She said temptingly with a laugh. James couldn't answer though, he was in bliss. His tried to grip the wall as he felt himself losing control. He gasped with a groan and leaned his head against the wall, his fingertips drawing circles in on Lily's skin. He wanted to at least let her feel what she was doing to him. Lily cringed as bit her lip as she pushed slightly harder on his skin. She totally collapsed onto him, moaning slightly. She couldn't control the fact that anyone who touched or got near her ear or neck, she was theirs. To her this wasn't fair, it was James Potter! Well maybe he could be nice for once…James took this opportunity and moved so she was against the wall. He looked into her eyes and brushed her lip softly, but that wasn't enough. Soon, he was lightly nuzzling her neck with his lips, leaving soft kisses slowly. Next he'd nibble on her skin, enjoying her whimpering and slowly he ran his tongue over her. Adrenaline hit his body full force at the taste of her skin.
He immediately wanted more and covered her skin with his mouth and needingly sucked on her skin. He drained a section of it's taste before raising a little higher and sucking on a new piece of skin, his hands rubbing the other side of her neck. He moaned in the process, the taste taking all of his senses and throwing them into whack. Lily's eyes were shut. Her lips tingled just the slightest when he brushed them lightly against hers. She ran her hand down his arm and the other played in his messy hair as her lips pulled into a smile. He moaned slightly, pulling her closer as her slid his tongue across the smooth urface of her lower lip, his hands entangled with hers. Lily let out a small moan as she gripped his hand tightly. James took this chance and slowly slid his tongue into her mouth, almost afraid, and waited to see what she was going to do. Lily smiled as she wrapped her arms around his neck and messaged his tongue lightly with hers. Not being able to help himself, James moaned loudly and pressed his full body into hers, his hands grazing her neck. Lily smiled as she slipped away lightly and slowly walked to the girl's dorm room, totally leaving James hanging.
Once in the girl's dorm, Varciel fell to the bed and let two fresh tears fall. She wanted the feel of him gone, but everytime she closed her eyes she could see him. She didn't want to be alone, and felt herself tense up when Sirius went to leave, but she couldn't find her voice…only a whimper came from her throat. Sirius turned around and blinked. "Is there anything you need?" he said softly. Varciel wanted scream YES! Yes I want you stay here, but her voice was too low and it hurt to speak. She lifted her hand, reaching out to him. It may be Sirius…but she wanted someone to stay with her, and he did save her. Sirius smiled. She reminded him of a three-year old at the moment, reaching out for a toy or something she wanted. He went over and hugged her, smiling. Varciel wrapped her arms tightly around him, shutting her eyes, her body still shaking. . "Aww….poor baby…" he laughed slightly as he brought her into his lap and rocked her slightly.
"D-don't go…" She whispered, not wanting to be free from his embrace. He held her tighter, burying his face in her hair.
"I won't…" he said with a slight laugh. Varciel let out a quivering breath of relief and curled into a ball in his lap, snuggling against him. She shut her eyes and held onto his shirt, one hand on his chest. She knew this was Sirius and she shouldn't' be doing this, but she felt safe and didn't want to be alone. She felt like a child wanting her mother, vulnerable and fragile. Varciel shut her eyes and tried to free her mind of the events, and forgot the fact that this was Sirius she was cuddling up to. "Man I never thought you took a break from being Ice queen…" he joked as he leaned back on the head post. Varciel knew he was joking, but she wanted him to know. She slowly looked up at him.
"Please…don't call me that…" She whispered, looking him straight in the eye. She was too weak to fight…but she wished he could she how much it hurts when he says those things.
"I'm a free person to say what I want," he said cheerfully as a song popped in his head. His head bobbed lightly to the beat as he looked at the left wall, staring off. Varciel wasn't in the mood for playing though…this was her only chance. She grabbed Sirius's chin and made him look into her eyes. Her voice was only a whisper, but she was steady and serious.
"I only asked you that because…. because…" She sighed. "Just…do you know how bad it hurt me?" She finally asked. She slowly climbed out of his lap and crawled to the corner of the bed, turning her back to him and bringing her knees up to her chin and staring out the window, waiting to see if he'll leave like he always does. He blinked at her but didn't make an attempt to move. He was used to this. Girls always left him because he "wasn't serious enough." There was not much he could do about it, it was his personality and he wasn't about to change it. Varciel stared at him unbelievingly as she crawled out of his lap and to the corner of the bed, bringing her knees up to her chest. Slowly she turned to him. She couldn't help but shiver, she was cold now that she left the warmth of his arms.
"Do you really think I'm an ice queen" she asked in a quiet tone.
"Yes, that's all you've ever been to me, so I'm not changing." He said seriously. Liz bowed her head.
"I'm sorry…I didn't mean to be that way…I guess… I've just started realizing that I'd like to have you not hate me…but…" She shook her head, not wanting to go into it. "Thank you for holding me…and saving me..." She said almost too low for him to hear. She wished she didn't want him to like her…she wished she still hated him…it would be easier that way!
"I don't hate you. I just think you're a bitch. James and Remus are bitches too." He said sarcastically, laughing at his own joke. Varciel put on a fake smile and laughed, though pain showed in her eyes.
"I…I'm gonna take a shower…but thank you for staying with me…" Varciel said softly and hugged him before grabbing her pajamas and headed out the door to the showers. Once there, she let the water drown out the sound of her soft crying. She cried because she was scared of Kevin…she felt used…and she hurt because of Sirius…she'd always feel for him, but she needed to let it go…he was too far out of reach. Sirius blinked and shrugged as he stepped out into the common room. This had all happened the same moment James and Lily were having their little moments, and Remus went senile. His eyes widened as he blinked several times. I did not see Lily on his lap… Sirius thought. He walked back into the girls dorm and shut the door. He opened it five seconds later and they were still there. He slammed it shut and laid on Varciel's bed, playing with a bright yellow bunny. Varciel finished her shower, but found she had dirty pajamas.
"Damn…" She sighed and walked back into the girl's dorm in only a towel. She froze at what she saw. Here she was…IN A TOWEL…and Sirius is laying right there…on her bed…and not one other person was there. Varciel shut her eyes, but when she reopened them, it was the same as before. Slowly she shut the door, just so he knew she was back. Sirius had, fortunately to Varciel, not seen her. He was too preoccupied with making the bunny dance and walk. Slowly, Varciel walked over to the bed, her clothes in her trunk. She leaned over and looked down at him. "Sirius…" She said, more to herself than to him. Sirius immediately stopped. His head didn't move but his eyes looked up at her.
"You disturbed me and bunny's moment…" he said in a childish voice. Varciel smiled and stood straight.
"I see…you saw James and Lily I'm guessing…?" She said with a smile, though inside she wanted to run and never turn back. Varciel looked down at herself, the towel barely covering the swell of her chest, and turned deep red. "Um…" She said nervously. Sirius wasn't those kind of guys who'd look at stuff like that, though. Sirius looked up at her and blinked.
"Yes I did, I'm scared to go back out there, and what're you "Um"ing about?" he said simply. Varciel quickly looked away.
"N-nothing..." She said, looking over at her trunk thinking if there are clean pajamas in there or not. Sirius smiled as he started playing with the bunny again. He hummed just the slightest "If I only had a brain" as he made the bunny walk.
"Where'd you get this bunny? I like it! He's entertaining! I'll call him…" Sirius started as he thought of the first muggle movie that came to mind, Cast Away. "Wilson!" He said as he smiled and hugged the bunny protectively, trying to get Varciel to laugh or do something. Varciel eyed him before laughing. Varciel patted the bunny.
"Well…I'm not as much of a fun owner as you…" Varciel leaned over and tapped his nose in a playful way. "So why don't you have it…" She said like she could care less, which was true. She smiled and went around the other side of the bed to get out her pajamas. "Shit..." She whispered. The only clean pajamas she had were her silk dress gown. She couldn't believe her luck! She slowly stood up, holding her gown close so he wouldn't see it was a silky dress-like thing. He jumped up and tackled her to the ground hugging her.
"THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!" He said repeatedly as he hugged her tighter. Varciel's yes widened as she blinked. Varciel, getting over her shock, laughed and hugged him back.
"You're welcome…It's just a bunny…." She said with a giggle. She then realized her towel was sliding a little too far down. She immediately tried to tug it up, but Sirius's chest against hers made it difficult. Don't let him see! She silently begged. She was glad to make him so happy, but this was So unlike Sirius! Yet it was at the same time.
"No! It's Wilson! Don't hurt Wilson's feelings…" Sirius said, glaring and pouting as he sat up and patted the bunny's head, as if it was offended. Varciel smiled weakly as she pulled up the towel in one quick movement.
"I'm sorry….Take very good care of Wilson okay? He's one in a million!" She said with a smile. Varciel found a problem. Where were her pajamas? Her heart stopped when she saw they were right next to Sirius. Well just fucking knock me over with a feather! She thought bitterly. "Um…Sirius…could you uh…" She pointed to her nightgown. Sirius blinked and looked down. He was stepping just barely on the nightgown. He picked up his foot and continued to talk to the rabbit. He honestly didn't care what she wore or what she looked like. She obviously thought this though. Varciel took it and held it close, embarrassed. This was weird…it was Sirius….he was so cool with all of this…another fact that tells me he don't feel the way I do…She thought, once again coming to the conclusion Sirius could never have feelings for her. Varciel looked down and pulled her towel close and laughed. He just wouldn't stop with the bunny. "Should uh…you and Wilson get a room?" She asked seriously. Sirius looked up, blinked, and after a few seconds started to walk off toward the bathroom with the bunny, sniffling fakely and pouting.
"I see how it is…you don't wike us…" Sirius said in a quivering voice, sarcastically. Varciel grabbed his arm and smiled, turning him around.
"You have no idea how wrong you are…" She said in a joking tone, but inside she was drop dead serious. "You and Wilson can stay…no room…." She said. Sirius smiled as he jumped onto her bed and jumped up and down happily, singing "I'm a little teapot." Varciel's eyes widened as she blinked. "Oh…my…god…" She said in disbelief. "Hey you're messing up my bed!" She grabbed a pillow and let it connect with his face. "There you go…little teapot!" She said, bursting into a fit of giggles. Sirius totally dropped the bunny and cracked his knuckles while shaking his head.
"You did NOT just throw that pillow at me…" he said evilly as he stepped to the ground and picked up a pillow. Varciel grabbed her wand and muttered a few things just as her nightgown appeared on her. Just as she opened her eyes she screeched as she became face to face with the pillow she had just thrown at Sirius. Sirius laughed as he sat down on the bed. He was immediately knocked off by Varciel, all you heard was a loud thunk hit the ground. The laughing immediately stopped. Sirius stood in a blink of an eye and cracked his neck. "Oh boy, you're gonna get it…" he sneered as he jumped over and tackled her down. He laughed devilishly as he stared down at her with a twinkle in his eye. Varciel gulped, almost afraid to find out what he was going to do.
"Try me." She said simply, but in a daring tone. She wasn't afraid of him…*coughcough* His eyes widened as he stared down at her.
"Ooo…so we got a tough guy here huh? So even if I do this…?" He said with an evil grin as he leaned down and kissed her neck once. Varciel gasped and shut her eyes tightly, biting her lip. Slowly she moved her neck so he couldn't kiss her.
"Nope…not going to cut it..." she said firmly…he was NOT going to win this…never!
"Oh I'll win this…" He said determined as he leaned down and nibbled on her earlobe. Varciel sucked in her breath. This was really happening…she thought. She held in a moan and let out a soft whimper, but she moved her neck again.
"N-Nope…" She could tell she was almost done…but not yet! She still didn't think this was happening...I mean…this is Sirius here! She felt her neck tingling along with her ear, but she still challenged him. Sirius didn't give up JUST yet, he leaned down, picked a spot on her neck and lightly started to suck. This time…Varciel couldn't hold it. Her whole body flew as she moaned out loud, her eyes shut.
"You win…" She whispered…not wanting him to stop…but not sure how much more she could take. Varciel bit her lip as she let herself go, but tried not to. She felt like pinning him down and blowing his mind, but her body was helpless underneath his. Although he heard her plea, he continued and held her tighter as sucked just a bit harder. He couldn't resist it, it was like a drug. He started, and now he had no desire, nor could he help it, to stop. Varciel felt her body tingle in pleasure and she ran her hands through his hair, gripping it lightly. Not being able to understand why, Varciel pressed her hips up against his, grinding hers into his. Varciel moaned in intense pleasure when she felt her lower body against hers. It was unlike anything she had ever felt, and now, she wanted more. She couldn't seem to stop, and kept rubbing up against him, enjoying the fact that he was squirming.
The feeling of someone on her neck, just like her best friend Lily, was the best to her. Sirius smiled as he pulled back stared directly into her eyes as he tucked a loose strand of hair behind her ear. He smiled as he leaned over until their lips were brushing, but not yet fully touching. He pecked her several times before catching her in a passionate kiss. She felt an overwhelming completeness fill her body as she wrapped her arms around his neck and drew tiny designs with her fingertips along his nape, shivering in the process. Sirius stood, bringing Varciel with him, not braking the kiss just yet. He pulled her closer and cocked his head to one side as he nudged her lips lightly with tongue, not trying to rush anything. Varciel sighed inwardly and let her mouth open for him. She knew this was right…She was positive. Slowly, she ran her hands along his body, hoping to find his weak spot. He laughed at this while exploring every square inch possible of her mouth as his hands mimicked hers, wondering if there was something he passed up or missed. She smiled, running a trembling hand to his inner thigh quickly, just to see what happens, rubbing her tongue against his the whole time. They immediately pulled away as they heard Lily enter and scream.
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AN: to be continued…thanks for those of you that review!