Title: Trying to move on.
Author: x _ identity
Disclaimer: Don't own a thing.
A/N: I was recently watching first season of Angel episode with Faith, and
where Buffy tells Angel how she moved on, that she has a bf she can trust
.Did anyone else feel like making Buffy look like a bleeding pulp. I know I
sure did, I mean she must of know it was going to hurt him. I was pissed of
the way things went after that. , So this idea has been bugging me for a
very long time, and so finally I decided tom put it on paper. Hope you
like. Please review.
A/ N 2: I should mention before u read the story that Episode war zone in my universe already happened, which means Angel already met gun, Also in my world When Doyle past on his visions to Cordelia, the power that be also gave her the powers to see into the hearts of things, and to make my story work she is able to share her vision with someone who has strong magical connection. Well I am goanna stop boring you with facts so you go on read and don't forget to review!!! Please!!!
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Cordelia was sitting by her desk , having her one way conversation with Wesley . Its been few weeks since Faith and Buffy drama , and things at Angel investigation just didn't seem to return to normal .
" I mean I just don't get it .Now every time Buffy comes to town he is goanna, become brooding boy , I mean it was just becoming normal again from her last visit ,which made Angel to brood for days -week s- well ok that time he had a reason too , But I mean I kind of thought he dealt with that issue " Cordelia complained to Wesley .
" Well " said Wesley " I guess seeing her again brought up what he thought was long gone."
Cordelia signed in frustration .She hated that buffy had such an effect on Angel. Past month she and Angel became very close, and she hated to see him hurt. " I know all that Wesley, but have you seen what his apartment looks like, there are hundred of open books every where , floor , sofa , chairs ,tables everywhere , pieces of paper scattered every where you look . I mean what's that about. Plus he barely comes up here. The only reason he comes up is to ask if I had a vision or if we had a new case, the rest of the time he either down in his bat cave or somewhere not here " Cordelia voiced her worries, and now that Wesley thought about it, it made since, All Cordelia said was true. And she wasn't the only one who was beginning to be very worried .
" You know Cor.." Wesley never got to finish his sentence as Cordelia, grabbed her head in pain .
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Cordelia could feel a vision coming only this time, she didn't see images, it was like she was observing something , something that happened in the past . And then she lost her train of thought as vision hit her full force .
(Scene from sanctuary) Buffy and Angel were standing in a hallway, facing each other.
" Do you have any idea what it was like for me to see you with her? . That you would go behind my back ." Buffy was saying, but she was cut off by Angel. " Buffy, this wasn't about you. This was about saving someone's soul (Faith). That's what I do here, and you are not part of it. That was your idea remember, we stay away from each other "
" I came here because I thought you were in danger" Buffy told him.
" I'm in dander everyday, you came because of Faith. You were looking for vengeance" Angel answered her back.
" I have a right to it " Said Buffy not denying what Angel said.
" Not in my city " was all Angel said. After few minutes of clearly making a decision Buffy said " I have someone in my life now. someone that I love. Its not what you and I had, it very new " Buffy took a step closer to Angel making sure he hears her " You know what makes it new?" she asked " I trust him , I know him" answering her own question. It was clear that she implied that she didn't trust Angel.
Angel finally looked her in the eyes " That's great. It nice." You could hear pain in his voice " You moved on. I cant. You found some one new I'm not allowed to remember, " With every word his voice became higher "I see you again and it cuts me up inside. And the person I share that, is me. You don't know me anymore, so don't come here with your great new life and expect e to do things your way. Go home"
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Suddenly Cordelia was back to reality she didn't know how or why but she knew that she just had a vision of Buffys and Angel's last conversation. She could feel Angels pain , frustration , hurt . She couldn't believe Buffy would say something, that she knew would hurt Angel deeply, only Cordelia knew that it hurt hi so much more. He gave up his life for her, and ok so maybe Buffy didn't remember it, but Angel did. In that moment Cordelia felt pure anger rise inside her toward the slayer, how dare she say something like that to him , come to his city and talk to him like that .~ Bitch~ Cordelia thought not realizing she said it out loud until she heard Wesley ask " What "
Cordelia opened her eyes to see very concerned Wesley. She shook her head and said " Don't worry it wasn't some one in danger needs saving vision, " Wesley looked confused but Cordelia didn't give him time to question anything." She stood up and said " Can you answer the phones for me there is certain vampire I need to talk too"
And with that she went downstairs to have heart to heart with her best friend now that she knew exactly what was wrong.
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So do you like? Please review. The more reviews the sooner updates. Please review so I know you want me to continue.
In this story you can expect many many surprises.
Bye .
A/ N 2: I should mention before u read the story that Episode war zone in my universe already happened, which means Angel already met gun, Also in my world When Doyle past on his visions to Cordelia, the power that be also gave her the powers to see into the hearts of things, and to make my story work she is able to share her vision with someone who has strong magical connection. Well I am goanna stop boring you with facts so you go on read and don't forget to review!!! Please!!!
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Cordelia was sitting by her desk , having her one way conversation with Wesley . Its been few weeks since Faith and Buffy drama , and things at Angel investigation just didn't seem to return to normal .
" I mean I just don't get it .Now every time Buffy comes to town he is goanna, become brooding boy , I mean it was just becoming normal again from her last visit ,which made Angel to brood for days -week s- well ok that time he had a reason too , But I mean I kind of thought he dealt with that issue " Cordelia complained to Wesley .
" Well " said Wesley " I guess seeing her again brought up what he thought was long gone."
Cordelia signed in frustration .She hated that buffy had such an effect on Angel. Past month she and Angel became very close, and she hated to see him hurt. " I know all that Wesley, but have you seen what his apartment looks like, there are hundred of open books every where , floor , sofa , chairs ,tables everywhere , pieces of paper scattered every where you look . I mean what's that about. Plus he barely comes up here. The only reason he comes up is to ask if I had a vision or if we had a new case, the rest of the time he either down in his bat cave or somewhere not here " Cordelia voiced her worries, and now that Wesley thought about it, it made since, All Cordelia said was true. And she wasn't the only one who was beginning to be very worried .
" You know Cor.." Wesley never got to finish his sentence as Cordelia, grabbed her head in pain .
~ # ~ # ~ # ~ # ~
Cordelia could feel a vision coming only this time, she didn't see images, it was like she was observing something , something that happened in the past . And then she lost her train of thought as vision hit her full force .
(Scene from sanctuary) Buffy and Angel were standing in a hallway, facing each other.
" Do you have any idea what it was like for me to see you with her? . That you would go behind my back ." Buffy was saying, but she was cut off by Angel. " Buffy, this wasn't about you. This was about saving someone's soul (Faith). That's what I do here, and you are not part of it. That was your idea remember, we stay away from each other "
" I came here because I thought you were in danger" Buffy told him.
" I'm in dander everyday, you came because of Faith. You were looking for vengeance" Angel answered her back.
" I have a right to it " Said Buffy not denying what Angel said.
" Not in my city " was all Angel said. After few minutes of clearly making a decision Buffy said " I have someone in my life now. someone that I love. Its not what you and I had, it very new " Buffy took a step closer to Angel making sure he hears her " You know what makes it new?" she asked " I trust him , I know him" answering her own question. It was clear that she implied that she didn't trust Angel.
Angel finally looked her in the eyes " That's great. It nice." You could hear pain in his voice " You moved on. I cant. You found some one new I'm not allowed to remember, " With every word his voice became higher "I see you again and it cuts me up inside. And the person I share that, is me. You don't know me anymore, so don't come here with your great new life and expect e to do things your way. Go home"
~ # ~ # ~ # ~ #
Suddenly Cordelia was back to reality she didn't know how or why but she knew that she just had a vision of Buffys and Angel's last conversation. She could feel Angels pain , frustration , hurt . She couldn't believe Buffy would say something, that she knew would hurt Angel deeply, only Cordelia knew that it hurt hi so much more. He gave up his life for her, and ok so maybe Buffy didn't remember it, but Angel did. In that moment Cordelia felt pure anger rise inside her toward the slayer, how dare she say something like that to him , come to his city and talk to him like that .~ Bitch~ Cordelia thought not realizing she said it out loud until she heard Wesley ask " What "
Cordelia opened her eyes to see very concerned Wesley. She shook her head and said " Don't worry it wasn't some one in danger needs saving vision, " Wesley looked confused but Cordelia didn't give him time to question anything." She stood up and said " Can you answer the phones for me there is certain vampire I need to talk too"
And with that she went downstairs to have heart to heart with her best friend now that she knew exactly what was wrong.
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So do you like? Please review. The more reviews the sooner updates. Please review so I know you want me to continue.
In this story you can expect many many surprises.
Bye .