A /N: Before I forget Wesley is working on translating the shanshu.
Chapter One.
When Cordelia came down the stairs, she found Angel, reading one of his old huge musty books.
" What do you want Cordy?" asked Angel not bothering to look up from his book.
" Talk" she answered " About what happened between you and Buffy, and why you are behaving the way you are." Cordelia decided not to tell him yet, that she knew, what happened between him and Buffy, but she knew she had to get him to talk himself. Plus she didn't miss the way his whole body tensed when she said Buffy's name .
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Damn, thought Angel, he so didn't want to talk about her. He had more important things to do.
" Cordy, if you haven't noticed I'm a bit busy at the moment we can talk later" Angel answered hoping she would drop the subject. Then again this was Cordelia and he knew better than that .
" Oh no you don't mister, I want to know what happened, and why do you spent most of your time down here, with all of this books , and while we're on the subject why does your apartment look like this" She told Angel , not so gently .
Angel knew that sooner or later he would have to tell her And Wesley that he was working on the spell to bind his soul to him. Permanently. Since Buffy left it became his mission, his goal. He knew that if he told them, his friends would support him, help him, but hew himself wasn't sure if it could be done at first. SO he decided not to tell them anything until he had the solution.
Ever since Buffy left L.A their last conversation, kept repeating it self over and over in his head , and every time it hurt all over again , Like someone was ripping out his heart .
(Buffy) I have someone in my life now. That I love. It's not what you and I had. It's very new; you know what makes it knew I trust him. I know him .
When Cordelia saw the look in Angels eyes , the hurt the pain ,, she instantly , knew he was remembering , what she saw in the vision .
" You know I just worry about you , when you shut yourself out . Angel please tell me what's going on" Cordelia asked him in more gentle, voice .
Angel looked at her eyes and so that she pleading, so he decided there was no reason he couldn't tell her about the curse .
" The curse , I'm researching a way to make my soul permanent" he looked to see how she took the news and saw clearly surprise on her face .
" Wow " she said, after she got herself thinking again she asked although she already had an idea " what made you research it now ?" she asked
' Angel looked away and said " Nothing. I just thought it would be safer if my soul was bound , that way Angelus can never come out ever again."
Cordelia nodded " That has a part in it, but there is something else. I mean why all the sudden?"\ " Its nothing," said Angel. " Liar" answered Cordy. Angel looked at her wondering what she wanted from him , he told her why he was acting the way he was past couple of weeks . he desperately wanted to know what she wanted from him . so he asked
" Cordelia , what do you want from me?" asked Angel " You wanted to know what I was researching , I told you " not yelling but not so quit either .
" I want you to tell me why you suddenly want to make your soul permanent, and Why didn't you tell Wesley and me ?" Cordelia asked her voice on the same level as his . " I told you that already" said Angel becoming annoyed . " And you lied , Angel I know you did . Do you want to make your soul permanent because of what buffy said to you about how she has a boyfriend." She yelled at him , not even thinking what she was saying ,until she said it , and by looking at Nagel face she knew that she had to tell him the truth .
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Chapter One.
When Cordelia came down the stairs, she found Angel, reading one of his old huge musty books.
" What do you want Cordy?" asked Angel not bothering to look up from his book.
" Talk" she answered " About what happened between you and Buffy, and why you are behaving the way you are." Cordelia decided not to tell him yet, that she knew, what happened between him and Buffy, but she knew she had to get him to talk himself. Plus she didn't miss the way his whole body tensed when she said Buffy's name .
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Damn, thought Angel, he so didn't want to talk about her. He had more important things to do.
" Cordy, if you haven't noticed I'm a bit busy at the moment we can talk later" Angel answered hoping she would drop the subject. Then again this was Cordelia and he knew better than that .
" Oh no you don't mister, I want to know what happened, and why do you spent most of your time down here, with all of this books , and while we're on the subject why does your apartment look like this" She told Angel , not so gently .
Angel knew that sooner or later he would have to tell her And Wesley that he was working on the spell to bind his soul to him. Permanently. Since Buffy left it became his mission, his goal. He knew that if he told them, his friends would support him, help him, but hew himself wasn't sure if it could be done at first. SO he decided not to tell them anything until he had the solution.
Ever since Buffy left L.A their last conversation, kept repeating it self over and over in his head , and every time it hurt all over again , Like someone was ripping out his heart .
(Buffy) I have someone in my life now. That I love. It's not what you and I had. It's very new; you know what makes it knew I trust him. I know him .
When Cordelia saw the look in Angels eyes , the hurt the pain ,, she instantly , knew he was remembering , what she saw in the vision .
" You know I just worry about you , when you shut yourself out . Angel please tell me what's going on" Cordelia asked him in more gentle, voice .
Angel looked at her eyes and so that she pleading, so he decided there was no reason he couldn't tell her about the curse .
" The curse , I'm researching a way to make my soul permanent" he looked to see how she took the news and saw clearly surprise on her face .
" Wow " she said, after she got herself thinking again she asked although she already had an idea " what made you research it now ?" she asked
' Angel looked away and said " Nothing. I just thought it would be safer if my soul was bound , that way Angelus can never come out ever again."
Cordelia nodded " That has a part in it, but there is something else. I mean why all the sudden?"\ " Its nothing," said Angel. " Liar" answered Cordy. Angel looked at her wondering what she wanted from him , he told her why he was acting the way he was past couple of weeks . he desperately wanted to know what she wanted from him . so he asked
" Cordelia , what do you want from me?" asked Angel " You wanted to know what I was researching , I told you " not yelling but not so quit either .
" I want you to tell me why you suddenly want to make your soul permanent, and Why didn't you tell Wesley and me ?" Cordelia asked her voice on the same level as his . " I told you that already" said Angel becoming annoyed . " And you lied , Angel I know you did . Do you want to make your soul permanent because of what buffy said to you about how she has a boyfriend." She yelled at him , not even thinking what she was saying ,until she said it , and by looking at Nagel face she knew that she had to tell him the truth .
So what do you think ? Please review . next Chapter explanations , spells , shocking news and much more . Did I mention review . Bye