Title: Dear Diary: Oops
Chapter Three
Author: Rae
Pairing: 2x3x2, 1x4, 5xS
Category: Romance and Supernatural
Rating: R
Warning: AU!! Duo is a shapeshifter. Most of the info I used in the story is based on another books, by Dara Joy. Also language, and long times between updates
Disclaimers: I don't own them, and I never will. Nor do I own the dara joy book. I am just using the Gundam characters to help me with creative writing. I am also broke so PLEASE DON'T SUE ME!! Anime and college are sucking up all my money!
Feedback: Empress1438@hotmail.com, AOL IM: emp1438
Note: //Diary Entry//
*Sound effect*
(Thoughts)
~Speaker/Thinker~
Dear Diary: Oops
Part Three
//Dear Diary:
//The fact that Trowa asked the question, "You aren't supposed to be like this are you?" took me by such a surprise. I mean how could he know this? Does he know who I am? Are there others like me? Trowa's question caused more problems to my sanity than anything else. I guess he sensed this cause he just continued to stroke my head until I . . . //
The Cat just lifted his head to look at Trowa. Cat had lowered it massive head after Trowa asked the question, "You aren't supposed to be like this are you?" Cat looked directly into to Trowa's eyes as if they were equals in the same species. Cat's eyes were so different than other cats and Trowa couldn't figure it out. Cat started shaking his head to Trowa question.
Trowa forgot what the question was that he asked Cat because of the long delay. "What are you?" Trowa asked Cat in surprise. Cat didn't answer, not that Trowa was expecting an answer. "Well," Trowa said almost to himself, "why don't you come with me, and we will figure something out."
Trowa turned towards the safe house expecting Cat to follow. After a couple of steps Trowa noticed that he didn't heard any crackling leaves other than the ones he was stepping on, so he turned around to look at Cat. Cat had stayed in the same spot he was before Trowa went to leave. "What's the mater?" Trowa asked Cat.
Cat lowered it head again looking at the leaf-covered floor in the clove of trees, as if it held all the answers in the universe. Trowa realize that Cat was probably scared after what happened earlier with Quatre screaming and Wufei drawing his sword on Cat. So Trowa raised his hand out to Cat to come to him.
//Okay I admit that I was scared of going to the guys in this form. I know THE GREAT SHINIGAMI scared. I mean who wouldn't be? I also have every reason to be scared Wufei wants my skin . . . Literally. Going to Trowa in this form was one thing, but the others? I think Quatre wouldn't want me in the house cause I scared him so bad, Wu wants my skin, and Heero would probably kill me cause I am distracting him from his mission. Like there are any missions right now. Also I can see Heero shoot me while I sleep, just for being there. Trowa seemed to be reading my thoughts as he started talking . . . .//
With his hand still out stretched Trowa started talking in a low, calm, and soothing voice. "There is nothing to worry about. None of my friends will hurt you. They are all just a little different, so come here and let me tell you about them." Trusting Trowa, Cat approached him cautiously.
//Curiosity killed the cat, but I am prepared to die. Come on I admit I was dying to know what the silent Trowa Barton thought about the rest of us. I mean if you had the ability to find out information, wouldn't you find out whatever you could? I mean at least I am not PUMPING him for information; he is giving it by his free will.//
//When I reached Trowa I laid down and placed my head in his lap. Hey, it was something I always wanted to do, and if I couldn't do it as Duo than I will do it as Cat. It's a guilty pleasure. This is probably the only way and time I will ever get to do this. I mean ALL the other pilots know that he is in love with Quatre. Cause Trowa is always with Quatre and protecting him and sharing a room with him. IT SO NOT FAIR!!! I wish Trowa would give me ANY time of day, but NO! He just ignores me and spends his entire time with Quatre. Hopefully he will tell me what I did wrong in this gabfest.//
Stroking Cat's head Trowa started to talk about their fellow pilots. "Lets start with Wufei, you already met him. He was the Chinese man who tried to fight you."
Cat seemed to smile at that memory, so Trowa continued, "Wufei can be described in just a few words. He is a scholarly justice-seeking dragon. He is a nice guy when you get to know him, but sometime he can act like he has a stick up his bum." Cat/Duo snickered at that.
"Hmm, Heero next. Heero is a Japanese guy who has been turned into the perfect solider. Most of the time he wants to be left alone to wait and prepare for his next mission. When the mission does come it is completely thoroughly thought out and is completed flawlessly. Sometimes I envy how well he thinks, acts, and disassociates himself during the mission."
//Trowa is jealous of Heero? NO WAY!! Who wants to be like that stick in the mud, but from what I know about Trowa I can see where those would be good traits to have, but Yuy isn't human. He is more like a robot; I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy.//
"Lets see, who next, hmmm . . . . Quatre. You also have met him, he was the blonde that fainted." Cat stiffened at the sound of Quatre's name, but Trowa didn't seem to notice so he continued lost in his own thought.
//I can't believe that I am going to lie here and listen to how much he loves Quatre, but I guess I am a glutton for punishment.//
"Quatre is different from the rest of us. He is so sweet, caring, and so innocent to most of the world. The rest of us have seen and lived the hard side of life. Wufei watched his wife die fighting for what she believed in; Heero was raised from a small child to be the perfect solider by shutting off most human emotions; I myself have been a mercenary for my entire life; And Duo, who I will tell you about in a minute, grew up an orphan on the streets of L2. So compared to the rest of us, Quatre, the heir to the richest family in the colonies, is soo innocent, so I try and protect him from harm. He is also refreshing to talk to so . . ."
On a soft laugh Trowa continued, " I spend a lot of time with him trying to regain some of my own innocence. I am not saying that Quatre is an angel; just that he is more human than the rest of us except for maybe Duo . . . ."
//Wow! To say I was surprised was another understatement. My mind completely shut down after hearing what Trowa thought about Quatre. I mean WOW! I never really thought that Trowa saw that in Quatre. I thought that he loved Quatre; I didn't realize that it had only to do with Quatre's innocence, or maybe that is just what he tells everyone trying to explain why he is always around Quatre.//
"I guess that leaves only Duo . . ." Trowa continued to stroke Cat's head lost in his own thoughts, kind of like he forgot that he was speaking out loud. "I really don't know how to explain Duo, except that he is everything that I am not. He is loud, crazy and a lot of fun to see what trouble he will get in to. I swear he attracts Trouble like a magnet. Also, between you and me, he is really cute and so full of life."
//I nearly swallowed my tongue when I heard that . . . . I thought I was going to explode into a hundred thousand pieces.//
Trowa continued, "I know I push him away from me when all I want is for him to come closer. But I am afraid of letting anyone near me much less him. I guess I push everyone way in self-preservation, but I push Duo away harder than the rest. I think it is cause it would be so easy for me to fall in love with him . . ." Trowa fell silent for a bit, until he asked, "You ready to meet my friends?"
//I nod my head, still in shock from Trowa's admission. Well, you learn something new everyday. I guess I have to try harder to get Trowa to completely trust me and to fall for me, and my good looks. **Giggle** Come on, I know I am not that gorgeous but it was fun to say. I guess me being in this form has its advantages. See what I find out?!?!?!//
tbc
Chapter Three
Author: Rae
Pairing: 2x3x2, 1x4, 5xS
Category: Romance and Supernatural
Rating: R
Warning: AU!! Duo is a shapeshifter. Most of the info I used in the story is based on another books, by Dara Joy. Also language, and long times between updates
Disclaimers: I don't own them, and I never will. Nor do I own the dara joy book. I am just using the Gundam characters to help me with creative writing. I am also broke so PLEASE DON'T SUE ME!! Anime and college are sucking up all my money!
Feedback: Empress1438@hotmail.com, AOL IM: emp1438
Note: //Diary Entry//
*Sound effect*
(Thoughts)
~Speaker/Thinker~
Dear Diary: Oops
Part Three
//Dear Diary:
//The fact that Trowa asked the question, "You aren't supposed to be like this are you?" took me by such a surprise. I mean how could he know this? Does he know who I am? Are there others like me? Trowa's question caused more problems to my sanity than anything else. I guess he sensed this cause he just continued to stroke my head until I . . . //
The Cat just lifted his head to look at Trowa. Cat had lowered it massive head after Trowa asked the question, "You aren't supposed to be like this are you?" Cat looked directly into to Trowa's eyes as if they were equals in the same species. Cat's eyes were so different than other cats and Trowa couldn't figure it out. Cat started shaking his head to Trowa question.
Trowa forgot what the question was that he asked Cat because of the long delay. "What are you?" Trowa asked Cat in surprise. Cat didn't answer, not that Trowa was expecting an answer. "Well," Trowa said almost to himself, "why don't you come with me, and we will figure something out."
Trowa turned towards the safe house expecting Cat to follow. After a couple of steps Trowa noticed that he didn't heard any crackling leaves other than the ones he was stepping on, so he turned around to look at Cat. Cat had stayed in the same spot he was before Trowa went to leave. "What's the mater?" Trowa asked Cat.
Cat lowered it head again looking at the leaf-covered floor in the clove of trees, as if it held all the answers in the universe. Trowa realize that Cat was probably scared after what happened earlier with Quatre screaming and Wufei drawing his sword on Cat. So Trowa raised his hand out to Cat to come to him.
//Okay I admit that I was scared of going to the guys in this form. I know THE GREAT SHINIGAMI scared. I mean who wouldn't be? I also have every reason to be scared Wufei wants my skin . . . Literally. Going to Trowa in this form was one thing, but the others? I think Quatre wouldn't want me in the house cause I scared him so bad, Wu wants my skin, and Heero would probably kill me cause I am distracting him from his mission. Like there are any missions right now. Also I can see Heero shoot me while I sleep, just for being there. Trowa seemed to be reading my thoughts as he started talking . . . .//
With his hand still out stretched Trowa started talking in a low, calm, and soothing voice. "There is nothing to worry about. None of my friends will hurt you. They are all just a little different, so come here and let me tell you about them." Trusting Trowa, Cat approached him cautiously.
//Curiosity killed the cat, but I am prepared to die. Come on I admit I was dying to know what the silent Trowa Barton thought about the rest of us. I mean if you had the ability to find out information, wouldn't you find out whatever you could? I mean at least I am not PUMPING him for information; he is giving it by his free will.//
//When I reached Trowa I laid down and placed my head in his lap. Hey, it was something I always wanted to do, and if I couldn't do it as Duo than I will do it as Cat. It's a guilty pleasure. This is probably the only way and time I will ever get to do this. I mean ALL the other pilots know that he is in love with Quatre. Cause Trowa is always with Quatre and protecting him and sharing a room with him. IT SO NOT FAIR!!! I wish Trowa would give me ANY time of day, but NO! He just ignores me and spends his entire time with Quatre. Hopefully he will tell me what I did wrong in this gabfest.//
Stroking Cat's head Trowa started to talk about their fellow pilots. "Lets start with Wufei, you already met him. He was the Chinese man who tried to fight you."
Cat seemed to smile at that memory, so Trowa continued, "Wufei can be described in just a few words. He is a scholarly justice-seeking dragon. He is a nice guy when you get to know him, but sometime he can act like he has a stick up his bum." Cat/Duo snickered at that.
"Hmm, Heero next. Heero is a Japanese guy who has been turned into the perfect solider. Most of the time he wants to be left alone to wait and prepare for his next mission. When the mission does come it is completely thoroughly thought out and is completed flawlessly. Sometimes I envy how well he thinks, acts, and disassociates himself during the mission."
//Trowa is jealous of Heero? NO WAY!! Who wants to be like that stick in the mud, but from what I know about Trowa I can see where those would be good traits to have, but Yuy isn't human. He is more like a robot; I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy.//
"Lets see, who next, hmmm . . . . Quatre. You also have met him, he was the blonde that fainted." Cat stiffened at the sound of Quatre's name, but Trowa didn't seem to notice so he continued lost in his own thought.
//I can't believe that I am going to lie here and listen to how much he loves Quatre, but I guess I am a glutton for punishment.//
"Quatre is different from the rest of us. He is so sweet, caring, and so innocent to most of the world. The rest of us have seen and lived the hard side of life. Wufei watched his wife die fighting for what she believed in; Heero was raised from a small child to be the perfect solider by shutting off most human emotions; I myself have been a mercenary for my entire life; And Duo, who I will tell you about in a minute, grew up an orphan on the streets of L2. So compared to the rest of us, Quatre, the heir to the richest family in the colonies, is soo innocent, so I try and protect him from harm. He is also refreshing to talk to so . . ."
On a soft laugh Trowa continued, " I spend a lot of time with him trying to regain some of my own innocence. I am not saying that Quatre is an angel; just that he is more human than the rest of us except for maybe Duo . . . ."
//Wow! To say I was surprised was another understatement. My mind completely shut down after hearing what Trowa thought about Quatre. I mean WOW! I never really thought that Trowa saw that in Quatre. I thought that he loved Quatre; I didn't realize that it had only to do with Quatre's innocence, or maybe that is just what he tells everyone trying to explain why he is always around Quatre.//
"I guess that leaves only Duo . . ." Trowa continued to stroke Cat's head lost in his own thoughts, kind of like he forgot that he was speaking out loud. "I really don't know how to explain Duo, except that he is everything that I am not. He is loud, crazy and a lot of fun to see what trouble he will get in to. I swear he attracts Trouble like a magnet. Also, between you and me, he is really cute and so full of life."
//I nearly swallowed my tongue when I heard that . . . . I thought I was going to explode into a hundred thousand pieces.//
Trowa continued, "I know I push him away from me when all I want is for him to come closer. But I am afraid of letting anyone near me much less him. I guess I push everyone way in self-preservation, but I push Duo away harder than the rest. I think it is cause it would be so easy for me to fall in love with him . . ." Trowa fell silent for a bit, until he asked, "You ready to meet my friends?"
//I nod my head, still in shock from Trowa's admission. Well, you learn something new everyday. I guess I have to try harder to get Trowa to completely trust me and to fall for me, and my good looks. **Giggle** Come on, I know I am not that gorgeous but it was fun to say. I guess me being in this form has its advantages. See what I find out?!?!?!//
tbc