Authors Notes: Thanks for all the reviews!! They make me so happy I just wanna jump around and do happy dances for hours. ^_^;; Ok, I'm sorry I took so long to put another chapter up but I kept going in several directions with this part. I couldn't decide wheter to go with angst or happiness (ah a writer's dilemma). Anyway I ended up with going with both oh and read the note at the bottom as well.
Disclaimer: Don't own Gravitation though I do now own a CD with music from it yeah for me ^_^;;.
This story is dedicated to my friend ichi-chan who gets to be on the beach this winter...grr her. Without anymore ramble chapter four A.

DreamLand

Shuichi looked all around him but all he saw was dark. "Not this again, please not this agian." Shuichi repeated over and over to himself while sobbing and hugging himself. "I don't want to feel this way anymore."

Shuichi then felt like something was shining on him. He slowly lifted his head and saw two circular lights, he got up and started walking towards them, just as Shuichi got close to the lights, a darkness swept over them. Shuichi, determined to understand what the lights were, continued towards them.

However, when a red light went towards the absolute darkness he had a sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach and he bagan to run towards it. As he approached the darkness, he could hear voices beyond it. This had happenened many times before, but he could never get to the voices. But this time was different, because Shuichi was determined to get to the voices, to get past the darkness.

Shuichi started to walk hesitantly towards the darkness and as he got closer he felt worse and wanted to run away and hide, but his will to see these people who owned those voices was greater, he knew he had to see them. So Shuichi walked up to the darkness, took a deep breath and walked through the all of darkness.

TBC soon....

Before you come after me with a stick with fire on it...I've already started the second half I just thought it would be nice to see something before Christmas...maybe my goal will be to get the second half done by Christmas...that would be a nice gift...alright that is my goal so check back on the 25 of December for a nice lil' gift... the resolution and maybe some happiness for poor Shuichi. ^_^ Bai Bai and I'd be greatful for reviews and whatnot.