Title: Dear Diary: Oops
Chapter Eleven

Author: Rae

Pairing: 2x3x2, 1x4, 5xS

Category: Romance and Supernatural

Rating: R

Warning: AU!! Duo is a shapeshifter. Most of the info I used in the story is based on another books, by Dara Joy. Also language, and long times between updates

Disclaimers: I don't own them, and I never will. Nor do I own the dara joy book. I am just using the Gundam characters to help me with creative writing. I am also broke so PLEASE DON'T SUE ME!! Anime and college are sucking up all my money!

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Note: //Diary Entry//
*Sound effect*
(Thoughts)
~Speaker/Thinker~

Dear Diary: Oops
Chapter Eleven

//Dear Diary://

//Breakfast couldn't have gone better. I did my best to get Heero and Quatre together, but that wasn't the best part. Trowa finger fed me, and I LOVED IT!! Well I would have loved it more if Trowa had finger fed me naked in bed. Hey, I'm not greedy; I'll take Trowa any way I can get him. Him in me, me in him, orally, tacitly, see I'm not greedy.

//Well after breakfast was eaten and cleaned up, Trowa went outside and I followed him. What you expected me to stay in the house with the newest set of Lovebirds and someone who wants to skin me alive? I don't think so! Trowa always seems at one with Mother Nature, as if she were truly his biological mother. He can always be found outside, rain or shine, snow or sleet included. I thought that Trowa was just going to sit and enjoy the weather, but today he just continued walking.

//Each step Trowa took, lead them deeper and deeper into the tall grass than they had ventured before. Cat stayed close to Trowa, but far enough away to not bother the silent clown. As they walked Trowa kept looking around as if looking something, anything that could tell him were Duo is.

//Many people call Wu-chan a solitary dragon, but that is only because he tends to stay away from people and enjoys the company of old texts and books more than people. I think Trowa is more solitary than Fei is because even when Trowa is surrounded by people, he still looks and feels alone. I know you think that feeling people's loneliness is impossible, but its true. I don't like that feeling, it's that feeling that makes me reach out to other people; to talk to them, make them laugh and smile, and given them a pause from their loneliness. Trowa deserves better than that and a great deal better than me.

Trowa walked all throughout the tall grass and began to look into the trees surrounding the house and prairie of grass. Trowa heard the crack of a branch being broken and swung around ready to fight. But nobody was there until he lowered his head. Sitting where the branch broke was Cat looking very ashamed.

//Man, Cats are considered to be silent and graceful animals unlike myself, but today is just not my day. I know it wouldn't have happened if I had be paying attention to where I was walking, rather than thinking about how great Trowa's ass looks in those jeans.

"Oh, it's you," Trowa said surprised, "how long have you been following me"

Cat turned his head toward the house and the jerked it upward, as if to say 'since you left the house.'

A slight noise escaped Trowa's lips that sounding like a cross between an exasperation and a laugh. Trowa then turned and continued on his chosen path. Since Trowa said nothing about Cat following him, Cat decided to continue tag along him for a bit. Cat was going to trail Trowa until he found something else to occupy his time.

A few minutes later Trowa snapped, "Why are you following me?"

//It kinda hurt my feelings that Trowa asked me that question, but then I started to think about it. Why was I following him? Was it lust? Was it just to look at his sexy ass? No not really. Was it obsession? Was it because I could and he didn't know who I was? Was it just plain curiosity? Or was it for companionship? I think it was a little of both curiosity and companionship, because I didn't want Trowa to feel alone and I didn't want to be alone. Plus I wanted to see what Trowa was so obsessed with.

Noticing that all movement and noise had stopped be hind him, Trowa turned around to look at Cat. Cat's posture was one of an animal that had been beaten one to many times. His head was lowered, eyes gazing and his paws, body cowering, tail wrapped under him, and shoulders slumped as if at any moment the beatings will begin. Seconds ticked by and nothing happened.

Feeling eyes upon him, Cat raised his head to look at Trowa. The gem colored eyes were filled to the brim with tears that Cat was trying to hold at bay.

//I didn't mean for him to see me like that. I looked weak. (Hehehe I sound like Fei.) I didn't mean for him to see how much he had hurt me with that one question. I mean I went with him so he wouldn't feel like he was alone, and what thanks do I get, NONE! He jumped down my throat like I was the devil incarnate. "Hn" Well, maybe I am.

Trowa looked at Cat and realized that he had injured his friends feeling with just a few words. "Sorry, I'm just worried about my friend Duo. He has never been gone this long without being on a mission. I'm just wondering he was all right."

Suddenly Cat's thoughts invaded Trowa's mind in what sounded like Duo's voice. {Trowa, I'm fine! I'm just not human, at the moment.}

tbc