Disclaimer: I do not own these god forsaken characters! 0o; Nor really
the idea, since it kinda belongs to Blackie... *twitch* ^^;;
Time Frame: um.... *shrugs* somehwere...
Summary: Bodies ache for things in which they cannot have.
Title:
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They called it an obesssion of sorts? A stupid, mild obsession? Others say that this... obsession is on a higher level. This... this need for him. Stronger than anything else I have ever felt. I need him. I have to have him. Must feel him. I must! He makes me whole once more!
My fingures long for the touch of his skin. They long to feel what everything that is him.
My body aches to taste him once more...
I long for him to complet this empty hole that has been weaved into my every fiber of being.
Him.
He is beautiful, just as he is dangerous.
Him.
He hates me.
And I love him for it.
He has nothing to do with me. Looks at me with disgust. With hatred for me. Its so strong. So powerful. So trivial....
I need it.
That look.
He sees me.
The real me...
That unwavering emotion. Only to be over come in the throws of passion and lust. For I know that He desires me. No matter how much he hides behind is newest addition to the toy collection. He has lust for me.... I just know he does....
Proclaim that he loves this new toy, and yet he may still glance at me. Even if he does it subconciously. Even if he is still... just... fakeing his lust for that boy.
He is nothing compaired to me. For I am....
I am....
I am lust in its holiest of holy forms. And he knows this is truth, unbroken.
Then why is it that I only lust for him now? Why is it that he is the object to all of my desires and thoughts and dreams? No matter how wet they grow....
Why do I lust for his body so? What is this aching I have... tis stronger then anything for Alexial, or any of the others... its.... so.... powerful.......
I must have him again! To itch this... this feeling away! I wish to be normal once more!
Lucifer....
No matter how hard he does fight me... no matter... he will be mine in the end. I will not lose this game. No... not to him. No... never to that... that sword.... for I am the one he really wants! Because, he is just blinded by the lust for that.. thing! I am everything that _he_ may ever want! I am and I know I am!
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To Be Continued... hopefully...
Yes... yes... ^_^ I've started and I like how this went. Took a while for me to get it going though... *sweatdrop* I'll hopefully have some action in the next chapter, but yeah here... gonna get the feel of Rociel o0;;;; I'm not to very good at him, withh is borderline insanity, but ^_^ one of muse's specialties, or so I'm told, is obsessive insanity. I have a few characters that are obessive about ONE person and yeah they ist insane. ^^;;; anyways... There ya go Blackie! I tried my best *whimper* And I think Rinew enjoyed working after so long
.... now .....for a title.... hmm......
Miguel- *pouting* could I at LEAST title the stupid thing, cause it WAS my idea.... but you put Rinew to work on it!
Rinew- *shrug* tis not your place, boy, you cannot write these type of things....
Miguel- ... you go back to the closet!
Kalli- ^^;; boys, boys quiet, we're gonna go ahead and end this!
Time Frame: um.... *shrugs* somehwere...
Summary: Bodies ache for things in which they cannot have.
Title:
__________--------=========--------____________
They called it an obesssion of sorts? A stupid, mild obsession? Others say that this... obsession is on a higher level. This... this need for him. Stronger than anything else I have ever felt. I need him. I have to have him. Must feel him. I must! He makes me whole once more!
My fingures long for the touch of his skin. They long to feel what everything that is him.
My body aches to taste him once more...
I long for him to complet this empty hole that has been weaved into my every fiber of being.
Him.
He is beautiful, just as he is dangerous.
Him.
He hates me.
And I love him for it.
He has nothing to do with me. Looks at me with disgust. With hatred for me. Its so strong. So powerful. So trivial....
I need it.
That look.
He sees me.
The real me...
That unwavering emotion. Only to be over come in the throws of passion and lust. For I know that He desires me. No matter how much he hides behind is newest addition to the toy collection. He has lust for me.... I just know he does....
Proclaim that he loves this new toy, and yet he may still glance at me. Even if he does it subconciously. Even if he is still... just... fakeing his lust for that boy.
He is nothing compaired to me. For I am....
I am....
I am lust in its holiest of holy forms. And he knows this is truth, unbroken.
Then why is it that I only lust for him now? Why is it that he is the object to all of my desires and thoughts and dreams? No matter how wet they grow....
Why do I lust for his body so? What is this aching I have... tis stronger then anything for Alexial, or any of the others... its.... so.... powerful.......
I must have him again! To itch this... this feeling away! I wish to be normal once more!
Lucifer....
No matter how hard he does fight me... no matter... he will be mine in the end. I will not lose this game. No... not to him. No... never to that... that sword.... for I am the one he really wants! Because, he is just blinded by the lust for that.. thing! I am everything that _he_ may ever want! I am and I know I am!
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To Be Continued... hopefully...
Yes... yes... ^_^ I've started and I like how this went. Took a while for me to get it going though... *sweatdrop* I'll hopefully have some action in the next chapter, but yeah here... gonna get the feel of Rociel o0;;;; I'm not to very good at him, withh is borderline insanity, but ^_^ one of muse's specialties, or so I'm told, is obsessive insanity. I have a few characters that are obessive about ONE person and yeah they ist insane. ^^;;; anyways... There ya go Blackie! I tried my best *whimper* And I think Rinew enjoyed working after so long
.... now .....for a title.... hmm......
Miguel- *pouting* could I at LEAST title the stupid thing, cause it WAS my idea.... but you put Rinew to work on it!
Rinew- *shrug* tis not your place, boy, you cannot write these type of things....
Miguel- ... you go back to the closet!
Kalli- ^^;; boys, boys quiet, we're gonna go ahead and end this!