-Chapter Nine: My Immortal-
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all of my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave Because your presence still lingers here And it wont leave me alone
I looked at the seat next to me in English class that day. Gordo was sitting there, listening to Ms. Henson's speech on verbs. Like nothing had ever happened. Have you ever had a feeling of total loss? Like there was nothing left of you. Like you were just so depressed you were numb, couldn't feel anything, couldn't even think, even breath? I wish that I didn't have to see him. With Miranda, she was gone. But Gordo, he was still here. Right next to me.
These wounds wont seem to heal This pain is just to real There's just too much that time cannot erase
Before I knew it, silent tears were falling. I was truly alone for the first time. The two people that I cared most about were gone. But no, one of them was still here.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of you fears And I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
I couldn't. I just.. I couldn't. How can people deal with this? It's so hard. Gordo looked at me and noticed that I was crying, then he turned back to his notebook and began to scribble something down.
You use to captivate me By your resonating light But now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
Gordo turned to me again and threw a note onto my desk. I opened it up and read it. 'Meet me at the Digital Bean at 8. We need to talk. - Gordo.' I pulled out a pen and wrote back 'Fine. - Lizzie' and threw it on his desk.
These wounds wont seem to heal This pain is just to real There's just too much that time cannot erase
I sunk down in my chair and closed my eyes, remembering.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of you fears And I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
Remembering all the times that the Three Amigos had together. I still couldn't believe that Miranda was dead, Gordo was gone, and I was alone.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone And though you're still with me I've been alone all along
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all of my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave Because your presence still lingers here And it wont leave me alone
I looked at the seat next to me in English class that day. Gordo was sitting there, listening to Ms. Henson's speech on verbs. Like nothing had ever happened. Have you ever had a feeling of total loss? Like there was nothing left of you. Like you were just so depressed you were numb, couldn't feel anything, couldn't even think, even breath? I wish that I didn't have to see him. With Miranda, she was gone. But Gordo, he was still here. Right next to me.
These wounds wont seem to heal This pain is just to real There's just too much that time cannot erase
Before I knew it, silent tears were falling. I was truly alone for the first time. The two people that I cared most about were gone. But no, one of them was still here.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of you fears And I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
I couldn't. I just.. I couldn't. How can people deal with this? It's so hard. Gordo looked at me and noticed that I was crying, then he turned back to his notebook and began to scribble something down.
You use to captivate me By your resonating light But now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
Gordo turned to me again and threw a note onto my desk. I opened it up and read it. 'Meet me at the Digital Bean at 8. We need to talk. - Gordo.' I pulled out a pen and wrote back 'Fine. - Lizzie' and threw it on his desk.
These wounds wont seem to heal This pain is just to real There's just too much that time cannot erase
I sunk down in my chair and closed my eyes, remembering.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of you fears And I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
Remembering all the times that the Three Amigos had together. I still couldn't believe that Miranda was dead, Gordo was gone, and I was alone.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone And though you're still with me I've been alone all along