-Chapter 13: Field of Innocence-

I still remember the world

From the eyes of a child

Slowly those feelings

Were clouded by what I know now

I sat in the unconfortable chair as images flashed through my mind. Lizzie, Miranda and myself as kids, and Miranda's body, bloody and crushed, and Lizzie's body, peaceful with a big gaping hole in the middle of her chest, veins exposed, organs torn, her insides blow to pieces. Innocence was lost the night Miranda threw herself in front of the truck.

Where has my heart gone

An uneven trade for the real world

I want to go back to

Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all

I wish I could just go back to elementary school where everything was so simple. When everything was bright and gold. But nothing gold can stay forever.

I still remember the sun

Always warm on my back

Somehow it seems colder now

Everything is colder now. Everything dark. I'm alone now. And nothing will ever be the same.

Where has my heart gone

Trapped in the eyes of a stranger

I want to go back to

Believing in everything

I wish it were easier. I wish I could just go back to when I was younger. Before I witnessed life. Before I witnessed death..