Title:Bring me To Life
Rated R
Dimaler DOnt own them
Author Note:OKay this chapter was done alot by SpikeAngel1 aka Rachel because I asked her to reread it and add anything I miss or didnt sound good and I think she did a awesome job Thank you Rachel! My beta check my work she awesome
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"I want you Buffy," Spike said nibbling on her neck, her hands running through his hair.
"I want you too," she whispered. "I want you so bad," Buffy admitted. He looked up as she pulled him down, bringing his lips back to hers. She stopped when she wanted to feel his body close to her. She lifted her shirt over her head then brought him down to her lips again. She pulled away once again, looking deep into Spike's eyes. Suddenly, flashes of past memories came back to her.
Flash Back
"Wow, last night was amazing." William grinned nibbling on her shoulder. Her eyes suddenly opened and she quickly jumped of out the bed with her with the sheet wrapped tightly around herself, leaving William naked.
"Bad! This is bad! Oh my gosh what have I done?" Buffy shouted, looking alarmed. She felt like she was going to be sick. What she did last night was wrong and she regretted it deeply. They were friends! And what about Angel?
"What's the matter, Luv? I thought you liked it when I kissed you, because you didn't seem to mind so much last night." He smirked.
"Don't call me Luv! Get up and get out!" She screamed picking up his pants and throwing them at him. "Get changed now!" William sat on the bed looking at his pants.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" He asked.
"What do you think? I just cheated on my boyfriend with his brother! I feel sick and dirty." Buffy said in disgust.
"You didn't seem to feel sick or dirty with what happened between us last night. Or with any of the other little nasties we whispered."
"Can we not? Talk."
"So, what now? You go back to treating me like dirt at school till the next time you get an itch you can't scratch? Well, forget it. Last night changed things." He snapped.
"Nothing's changed! It was a mistake, it meant nothing. I was stupid and needed someone to hang on to. You were just... convenient." Buffy hissed. He winced for a moment at the anger of her words, but then his features came steel cold.
"Bollocks! It was a bloody revelation!"
"What revelation? That you make me so sick that I'm dying to take a shower to rub you off all over my body?"
"You don't mean that, you loved what happened between us last night."William stated.
"I would never admit I enjoyed this" She looked at William and saw he was about to cry. She had to fight back tears herself, realizing what she had done and what she had said to him. It wasn't his fault...it was hers. She wanted this, she got this.
"Buffy Anne Summers! What is going on?" Joyce Summers screamed, seeing her daughter naked in a sheet and a naked William on her bed.
"It's not what it looks like!" She cried.
"Both of you downstairs! Get dressed, I'm calling your dad." She said leaving the room.
Buffy and William looked at each other and got dressed. They were about to head downstairs when he spoke up.
"Everything that happened between you and me Buffy... it's nothing compared to what you said today." He frowned, leaving the room. She could see a single tear had fallen from his eyes.
(end flashback)
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Author Note: Being dumb I forgot to send this part to my beta and being dumb again SpikeAngel1 helped me also do this part and I forgot to save it so if it sucks it's because I wrote this part.
She felt him pulling at her shorts then she couldn't do this" Spike stop, Spike I mean it" she said pushing him off her and jumping of the bed leaving a very confused Spike on bed
"Buffy what's wrong"
"I'm sorry I can't do this I can't hurt you again" she cried He quickly got off the bed and stood beside he tried to hold her she back away from his arms "Please William please just go" she whispered turning away from him
"Buffy" he said softly
"I just need to be by myself alright" she replied holding her self with her arms wrapped around her
"Fine you want me gone I'm gone" he coldly answered
"William" she turned around he was already gone, She could do it to him again she couldn't hurt him like last time "I'm sorry"
He stood behind the door "I'm sorry to" he whispered then left
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Buffy could barely sleep all night. She thought about Spike and her, about what they almost had done... again.
"I wonder if he's going to pick me up." She thought. But by 7:30, she figured he wasn't going to show, so she decided to start walking or she was going to be late for school.
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School-Classroom
Buffy got to school a little later then she had expected, due to no ride. She met up with Xander and Willow in the front, and they all started to walk to class together.
Buffy was wondering if he was going to show, but her question was quickly answered when Spike walked in and sat in the back, like he always did.
She tried to pay attention to anything else besides him, but was finding it difficult. Especially since he was avoiding any eye contact with her, and that annoyed her.
"Morning Class." Mrs. Jackson said as she walked to the front of the class. "We have a new student joining us today. Her name is Faith Evans." She said pointing to the skinny brunette girl beside her.
Buffy shared a look with Willow, and then glanced back to the front of the room to survey the girl. She was very pretty, and by her short leather skirt, top, and boots, Buffy could tell she was also very skanky.
Buffy started glancing around the room looking at the boys' different reactions to her. But there weren't any different reactions... they were all the same. Eyes skimming over the girl's body, drool and deep breathing. Buffy grew green with envy as she noticed Spike showing the same appreciation towards her.
Buffy narrowed her eyes at the brunette. Buffy automatically knew she wasn't going to like this girl. She'd just gained a new enemy.
"Faith, you can take a seat beside William Giles. William please raise your hand." Mrs. Jackson said. His hand shot up and Faith smirked, walking over to him.
During the whole class, Buffy could hear them flirt shamelessly. She thought this was going to be the longest day of her life... or at least the longest hour. She now understood what slow, torturous pain meant.
Finally the bell rang and as soon as it did, Buffy made sure she was the first one out with Xander and Willow closely behind.
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LUNCH
"Are you going to eat that?" Xander asked reaching over to her cupcake.
"Go ahead, I'm not very hungry," Buffy answered in a daze. Xander smiled and stuffed the cupcake into his mouth.
"Jeez Xander! Pig much?" Anya teased swatting his arm.
"What?" He laughed.
"Looks like Faith is not a good person." Willow said, "That girl has no shame. I mean, I had my last class with her and she was flirting with the teacher Mr. Olsen! And he's like 30!" She yelled grossed out. They all laughed.
"Yeah, she was flirting with Devon earlier today." Oz remarked.
"Oz? Why don't you get me a candy? Something yummy." Willow said giving Anya a wink to tell something to Xander, looking for some girl time.
"Oh yeah... Xander go get me something please?" Anya said sweetly. The men both nodded and left the table, knowing it was 'girl talk' time.
"Okay spill!" Willow blurted out once the boys had left.
"Yeah Buffy, what's the matter? You have been very quiet and we can tell you 're thinking about a boy. So who's the hunk?" Anya asked.
"Is it Riley?" Willow cheerfully asked. "Because I heard that he really likes you." She gave a little smile.
"It's no guy... it's nothing really. I didn't sleep well last night, that's all." Buffy answered. "I'll be back, I have something to get in my locker." Buffy said as she got up and left Willow and Anya watching her.
"She got it bad." Anya said, shaking her head in dismay.
"Oh yeah." Willow said with a smile.
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"Okay Buffy breath" She said sitting in the girls' bathroom stall. Suddenly she heard the door open and footsteps enter.
"That's so cool, you and Spike hooked up! I mean, he was dating Cordelia but she said it just didn't work out. Which means that he dumped her sorry ass," Drusilla's voice said.
"Aren't you and Cordelia best friends?" Faith asked.
"Please. She is still in love with that loser Xander Harris and that's sickening! She is a little tramp too. Personally, I don't like her," Drusilla said with a grimace.
"Anyway... Spike? Is he good?" Faith asked with interest.
Buffy, who was still in the stall, put her fist in her mouth. Willing for her not to say something or jump out and beat those girls up. She listened more carefully to what they were saying now.
"Spike is amazing!" Drusilla gushed.
"So you and Spike... did it?" Faith asked.
"Yeah! There's no girl Spike hasn't slept with. You've seen Harmony, Cordelia, Vi, Michelle, Annabel and mostly all the girls on the cheerleading team. I must say he's amazing. Don't tell anyone this... but there's these things Spike can do that Angel can't even come close!" Drusilla said. Both girls cackled.
"Well now I want him! And what I want I have." She heard Faith say.
Buffy shut her eyes tightly and waited for both girls to leave before coming out. When she stepped out, she bumped into someone.
"What's the hurry, Luv?" Spike said with a smug grin. She rolled her eyes and silently wondered if someone up there hated her.
"Please, I have to go" Buffy frowned trying to walk away.
"What's the matter?" Spike asked, his voice changing to concern and worry.
"Nothing, I'm fine.
"No, you're not. What's wrong?" Spike persisted.
That's it! She couldn't take it anymore. 'Fine if he wants to know... lets just get it all out in the open.'
"Are you going out with Faith?" Buffy blurted out suddenly. Spike was taken a back for a moment from her sudden outburst, but quickly recouped.
"Buffy…"
"Yes or No?" She shouted. She was getting annoyed and aggravated by his obvious attempt to stall. Spike shoved his hands in his duster pockets, and scuffed his feet. He took in a deep breath before answering:
"Yes."
"What?" Buffy asked, praying she didn't hear what she thought she did.
'Maybe if I ask again he'll give me another answer.' She thought.
"Yes, I'm going out with Faith." Spike answered weakly.
'Maybe not.'
Buffy couldn't believe what she was hearing. Spike, *her* Spike is going out with Faith. Slutty, easy, mean Faith. And after all the things he said last night... how he made her feel... what they almost did... he could just forget it and move on? It hasn't even been a full 24 hours yet!
Then it clicked. He just wanted another girl to add to his list. Another girl toy he could have until someone else came along. Someone new. She felt like an idiot. How could she have been such a fool? Things couldn't get worse. But by the look on his face... things were just about to get *a lot*worse.
"Buffy, I've been thinking... we're friends. We shouldn't ruin that. And just because I have a girlfriend doesn't mean anything changes between us."He explained.
Buffy's heart dropped. He wanted to be friends. Just friends. 'Then what was last night? Please let this all be a dream! A horrible dream! I'm going to wake up any minute now... any minute...' Buffy thought.
Before she could reply Faith walked up to Spike and slid her hands around his waist.
"Spike baby, there you are. Thought we could drop by the math room." Faith smirked with a wicked spark in her eyes.
'Yep, any minute now...' Buffy's mind screamed with worry.
"Yeah...uh... I'll see you later Buffy." Spike said walking away with Faith.
"That's it. I'm becoming a lesbian." Buffy whispered in shock, staring after the bleached blonde.
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Author Note: Don't kill me please I was going to have them slept together but than I had a idea and so this is way everything all wack in this chap promise things will get better review and see
Rated R
Dimaler DOnt own them
Author Note:OKay this chapter was done alot by SpikeAngel1 aka Rachel because I asked her to reread it and add anything I miss or didnt sound good and I think she did a awesome job Thank you Rachel! My beta check my work she awesome
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"I want you Buffy," Spike said nibbling on her neck, her hands running through his hair.
"I want you too," she whispered. "I want you so bad," Buffy admitted. He looked up as she pulled him down, bringing his lips back to hers. She stopped when she wanted to feel his body close to her. She lifted her shirt over her head then brought him down to her lips again. She pulled away once again, looking deep into Spike's eyes. Suddenly, flashes of past memories came back to her.
Flash Back
"Wow, last night was amazing." William grinned nibbling on her shoulder. Her eyes suddenly opened and she quickly jumped of out the bed with her with the sheet wrapped tightly around herself, leaving William naked.
"Bad! This is bad! Oh my gosh what have I done?" Buffy shouted, looking alarmed. She felt like she was going to be sick. What she did last night was wrong and she regretted it deeply. They were friends! And what about Angel?
"What's the matter, Luv? I thought you liked it when I kissed you, because you didn't seem to mind so much last night." He smirked.
"Don't call me Luv! Get up and get out!" She screamed picking up his pants and throwing them at him. "Get changed now!" William sat on the bed looking at his pants.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" He asked.
"What do you think? I just cheated on my boyfriend with his brother! I feel sick and dirty." Buffy said in disgust.
"You didn't seem to feel sick or dirty with what happened between us last night. Or with any of the other little nasties we whispered."
"Can we not? Talk."
"So, what now? You go back to treating me like dirt at school till the next time you get an itch you can't scratch? Well, forget it. Last night changed things." He snapped.
"Nothing's changed! It was a mistake, it meant nothing. I was stupid and needed someone to hang on to. You were just... convenient." Buffy hissed. He winced for a moment at the anger of her words, but then his features came steel cold.
"Bollocks! It was a bloody revelation!"
"What revelation? That you make me so sick that I'm dying to take a shower to rub you off all over my body?"
"You don't mean that, you loved what happened between us last night."William stated.
"I would never admit I enjoyed this" She looked at William and saw he was about to cry. She had to fight back tears herself, realizing what she had done and what she had said to him. It wasn't his fault...it was hers. She wanted this, she got this.
"Buffy Anne Summers! What is going on?" Joyce Summers screamed, seeing her daughter naked in a sheet and a naked William on her bed.
"It's not what it looks like!" She cried.
"Both of you downstairs! Get dressed, I'm calling your dad." She said leaving the room.
Buffy and William looked at each other and got dressed. They were about to head downstairs when he spoke up.
"Everything that happened between you and me Buffy... it's nothing compared to what you said today." He frowned, leaving the room. She could see a single tear had fallen from his eyes.
(end flashback)
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Author Note: Being dumb I forgot to send this part to my beta and being dumb again SpikeAngel1 helped me also do this part and I forgot to save it so if it sucks it's because I wrote this part.
She felt him pulling at her shorts then she couldn't do this" Spike stop, Spike I mean it" she said pushing him off her and jumping of the bed leaving a very confused Spike on bed
"Buffy what's wrong"
"I'm sorry I can't do this I can't hurt you again" she cried He quickly got off the bed and stood beside he tried to hold her she back away from his arms "Please William please just go" she whispered turning away from him
"Buffy" he said softly
"I just need to be by myself alright" she replied holding her self with her arms wrapped around her
"Fine you want me gone I'm gone" he coldly answered
"William" she turned around he was already gone, She could do it to him again she couldn't hurt him like last time "I'm sorry"
He stood behind the door "I'm sorry to" he whispered then left
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Buffy could barely sleep all night. She thought about Spike and her, about what they almost had done... again.
"I wonder if he's going to pick me up." She thought. But by 7:30, she figured he wasn't going to show, so she decided to start walking or she was going to be late for school.
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School-Classroom
Buffy got to school a little later then she had expected, due to no ride. She met up with Xander and Willow in the front, and they all started to walk to class together.
Buffy was wondering if he was going to show, but her question was quickly answered when Spike walked in and sat in the back, like he always did.
She tried to pay attention to anything else besides him, but was finding it difficult. Especially since he was avoiding any eye contact with her, and that annoyed her.
"Morning Class." Mrs. Jackson said as she walked to the front of the class. "We have a new student joining us today. Her name is Faith Evans." She said pointing to the skinny brunette girl beside her.
Buffy shared a look with Willow, and then glanced back to the front of the room to survey the girl. She was very pretty, and by her short leather skirt, top, and boots, Buffy could tell she was also very skanky.
Buffy started glancing around the room looking at the boys' different reactions to her. But there weren't any different reactions... they were all the same. Eyes skimming over the girl's body, drool and deep breathing. Buffy grew green with envy as she noticed Spike showing the same appreciation towards her.
Buffy narrowed her eyes at the brunette. Buffy automatically knew she wasn't going to like this girl. She'd just gained a new enemy.
"Faith, you can take a seat beside William Giles. William please raise your hand." Mrs. Jackson said. His hand shot up and Faith smirked, walking over to him.
During the whole class, Buffy could hear them flirt shamelessly. She thought this was going to be the longest day of her life... or at least the longest hour. She now understood what slow, torturous pain meant.
Finally the bell rang and as soon as it did, Buffy made sure she was the first one out with Xander and Willow closely behind.
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LUNCH
"Are you going to eat that?" Xander asked reaching over to her cupcake.
"Go ahead, I'm not very hungry," Buffy answered in a daze. Xander smiled and stuffed the cupcake into his mouth.
"Jeez Xander! Pig much?" Anya teased swatting his arm.
"What?" He laughed.
"Looks like Faith is not a good person." Willow said, "That girl has no shame. I mean, I had my last class with her and she was flirting with the teacher Mr. Olsen! And he's like 30!" She yelled grossed out. They all laughed.
"Yeah, she was flirting with Devon earlier today." Oz remarked.
"Oz? Why don't you get me a candy? Something yummy." Willow said giving Anya a wink to tell something to Xander, looking for some girl time.
"Oh yeah... Xander go get me something please?" Anya said sweetly. The men both nodded and left the table, knowing it was 'girl talk' time.
"Okay spill!" Willow blurted out once the boys had left.
"Yeah Buffy, what's the matter? You have been very quiet and we can tell you 're thinking about a boy. So who's the hunk?" Anya asked.
"Is it Riley?" Willow cheerfully asked. "Because I heard that he really likes you." She gave a little smile.
"It's no guy... it's nothing really. I didn't sleep well last night, that's all." Buffy answered. "I'll be back, I have something to get in my locker." Buffy said as she got up and left Willow and Anya watching her.
"She got it bad." Anya said, shaking her head in dismay.
"Oh yeah." Willow said with a smile.
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"Okay Buffy breath" She said sitting in the girls' bathroom stall. Suddenly she heard the door open and footsteps enter.
"That's so cool, you and Spike hooked up! I mean, he was dating Cordelia but she said it just didn't work out. Which means that he dumped her sorry ass," Drusilla's voice said.
"Aren't you and Cordelia best friends?" Faith asked.
"Please. She is still in love with that loser Xander Harris and that's sickening! She is a little tramp too. Personally, I don't like her," Drusilla said with a grimace.
"Anyway... Spike? Is he good?" Faith asked with interest.
Buffy, who was still in the stall, put her fist in her mouth. Willing for her not to say something or jump out and beat those girls up. She listened more carefully to what they were saying now.
"Spike is amazing!" Drusilla gushed.
"So you and Spike... did it?" Faith asked.
"Yeah! There's no girl Spike hasn't slept with. You've seen Harmony, Cordelia, Vi, Michelle, Annabel and mostly all the girls on the cheerleading team. I must say he's amazing. Don't tell anyone this... but there's these things Spike can do that Angel can't even come close!" Drusilla said. Both girls cackled.
"Well now I want him! And what I want I have." She heard Faith say.
Buffy shut her eyes tightly and waited for both girls to leave before coming out. When she stepped out, she bumped into someone.
"What's the hurry, Luv?" Spike said with a smug grin. She rolled her eyes and silently wondered if someone up there hated her.
"Please, I have to go" Buffy frowned trying to walk away.
"What's the matter?" Spike asked, his voice changing to concern and worry.
"Nothing, I'm fine.
"No, you're not. What's wrong?" Spike persisted.
That's it! She couldn't take it anymore. 'Fine if he wants to know... lets just get it all out in the open.'
"Are you going out with Faith?" Buffy blurted out suddenly. Spike was taken a back for a moment from her sudden outburst, but quickly recouped.
"Buffy…"
"Yes or No?" She shouted. She was getting annoyed and aggravated by his obvious attempt to stall. Spike shoved his hands in his duster pockets, and scuffed his feet. He took in a deep breath before answering:
"Yes."
"What?" Buffy asked, praying she didn't hear what she thought she did.
'Maybe if I ask again he'll give me another answer.' She thought.
"Yes, I'm going out with Faith." Spike answered weakly.
'Maybe not.'
Buffy couldn't believe what she was hearing. Spike, *her* Spike is going out with Faith. Slutty, easy, mean Faith. And after all the things he said last night... how he made her feel... what they almost did... he could just forget it and move on? It hasn't even been a full 24 hours yet!
Then it clicked. He just wanted another girl to add to his list. Another girl toy he could have until someone else came along. Someone new. She felt like an idiot. How could she have been such a fool? Things couldn't get worse. But by the look on his face... things were just about to get *a lot*worse.
"Buffy, I've been thinking... we're friends. We shouldn't ruin that. And just because I have a girlfriend doesn't mean anything changes between us."He explained.
Buffy's heart dropped. He wanted to be friends. Just friends. 'Then what was last night? Please let this all be a dream! A horrible dream! I'm going to wake up any minute now... any minute...' Buffy thought.
Before she could reply Faith walked up to Spike and slid her hands around his waist.
"Spike baby, there you are. Thought we could drop by the math room." Faith smirked with a wicked spark in her eyes.
'Yep, any minute now...' Buffy's mind screamed with worry.
"Yeah...uh... I'll see you later Buffy." Spike said walking away with Faith.
"That's it. I'm becoming a lesbian." Buffy whispered in shock, staring after the bleached blonde.
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Author Note: Don't kill me please I was going to have them slept together but than I had a idea and so this is way everything all wack in this chap promise things will get better review and see