Title: Bring me to life
Disclaimer: I do not own BTVS Or Angel, all belong to and reserved Joss Weddon
Rating R to NC-17
Beta: Maribel, and BrownEye Helped me along the line!!! And SpikeAngel1 helped me a million times
Also Note Songs that are in this story are from Evanescence, Kasey Chamber's, and Vitimam C. And The Graudtion, Speach half from NBK! And Some Part's from BTVS!! You'll see.,
Author Note: NC-17 part's can be found at my site! http://www.geocities.com/strangegirl53/
Also Note Chapter 16- 20 are mostly smut!!
Chapter 22
*********************** Days Later
Buffy and Willow walked into school, it had been a few days since everything happened with Spike and Anya. Buffy had missed a few days not really wanting to see any of them, it still hurt too much. They saw Cordelia and Xander hand in hand walking towards class and Anya who was standing by her locker.
Buffy had to admit she knew Anya loved Xander, but she wasn't sure how Xander felt for her. Buffy never ever saw Xander crying until the whole incident with Spike. Spike came from behind her and slowly touched her arm, she took a few deep breaths and turned around to see him standing there, he looked pretty messed up, with a sad look on his face.
"What do you want?" she asked, her eyes still staring at him full of hate and betrayal.
"Buffy, can we…" he began.
"I don't want to talk to you," she replied coldly. She really didn't want to cry again, she spent her whole time crying and she was tired of it and she'd promise herself, she would no longer allow anyone to hurt her, she was going to be strong.
"Buffy I..."
"Stop it Spike, please, just stop it," she begged walking away.
"Buffy, we need to talk," he called after her, she turned back and walked up to him and slapped him in the face. He looked hurt, his eyes full of tears.
"No, we don't need to do anything, there is no 'we', do you understand now? I'm going and I hope the slap hurt because sadly that's the only pain I can cause you," she whispered.
"I love you."
"Wow! You love me? Then you might want to try not sleeping with my friends, oh well, I guess she wasn't really my friend, was she?" she frowned as she saw Anya watching them, she took a breath and walked away.
****** Shopping
"I can't believe I let you drag me here," Buffy whined, while Willow pulled at her arms. "I'm not even going, so, I don't need a dress."
"Come on Buffy, it's prom you have to go, you have two days to find shoes and a dress. Now, come on?"
"Why? I mean the person I really wanted to go with, well, you know the story," she frowned. "Why bother? Look at these dresses, it makes me feel worst, I want to be home with maybe a larger pizza and a carton of ice cream."
"Nope miss, you aren't going to let yourself go. Prom is in two days and beside I got you a date and he's not ugly, he's actually very good looking and his name is Riley Finn," she smiled. "He's a sweet boy from Iowa, he wants to join the army or something like that after high school."
"Willow, Buffy!" a voice called. They turned around to see Cordelia walking towards them, they both looked at each other. "I've been looking everywhere for you guys, Xander said you where here and so here I am," she smiled. "I came to buy a dress for that huge party I'm having the weekend of graduation," she smiled.
"Cool."
"Buffy's a little late, but we're looking for an awesome prom dress for her."
"Xander told me about what happen and I know this doesn't help but I am sorry," Buffy could tell she was sincere, Buffy just nodded back.
"If you want you can hang with us we're going to check a few more stores, unless you're busy."
"No, that'll be fun but hey, do you think we can eat first? I'm just so hungry," she smiled, the girls nodded and walked to the food court.
Disclaimer: I do not own BTVS Or Angel, all belong to and reserved Joss Weddon
Rating R to NC-17
Beta: Maribel, and BrownEye Helped me along the line!!! And SpikeAngel1 helped me a million times
Also Note Songs that are in this story are from Evanescence, Kasey Chamber's, and Vitimam C. And The Graudtion, Speach half from NBK! And Some Part's from BTVS!! You'll see.,
Author Note: NC-17 part's can be found at my site! http://www.geocities.com/strangegirl53/
Also Note Chapter 16- 20 are mostly smut!!
Chapter 22
*********************** Days Later
Buffy and Willow walked into school, it had been a few days since everything happened with Spike and Anya. Buffy had missed a few days not really wanting to see any of them, it still hurt too much. They saw Cordelia and Xander hand in hand walking towards class and Anya who was standing by her locker.
Buffy had to admit she knew Anya loved Xander, but she wasn't sure how Xander felt for her. Buffy never ever saw Xander crying until the whole incident with Spike. Spike came from behind her and slowly touched her arm, she took a few deep breaths and turned around to see him standing there, he looked pretty messed up, with a sad look on his face.
"What do you want?" she asked, her eyes still staring at him full of hate and betrayal.
"Buffy, can we…" he began.
"I don't want to talk to you," she replied coldly. She really didn't want to cry again, she spent her whole time crying and she was tired of it and she'd promise herself, she would no longer allow anyone to hurt her, she was going to be strong.
"Buffy I..."
"Stop it Spike, please, just stop it," she begged walking away.
"Buffy, we need to talk," he called after her, she turned back and walked up to him and slapped him in the face. He looked hurt, his eyes full of tears.
"No, we don't need to do anything, there is no 'we', do you understand now? I'm going and I hope the slap hurt because sadly that's the only pain I can cause you," she whispered.
"I love you."
"Wow! You love me? Then you might want to try not sleeping with my friends, oh well, I guess she wasn't really my friend, was she?" she frowned as she saw Anya watching them, she took a breath and walked away.
****** Shopping
"I can't believe I let you drag me here," Buffy whined, while Willow pulled at her arms. "I'm not even going, so, I don't need a dress."
"Come on Buffy, it's prom you have to go, you have two days to find shoes and a dress. Now, come on?"
"Why? I mean the person I really wanted to go with, well, you know the story," she frowned. "Why bother? Look at these dresses, it makes me feel worst, I want to be home with maybe a larger pizza and a carton of ice cream."
"Nope miss, you aren't going to let yourself go. Prom is in two days and beside I got you a date and he's not ugly, he's actually very good looking and his name is Riley Finn," she smiled. "He's a sweet boy from Iowa, he wants to join the army or something like that after high school."
"Willow, Buffy!" a voice called. They turned around to see Cordelia walking towards them, they both looked at each other. "I've been looking everywhere for you guys, Xander said you where here and so here I am," she smiled. "I came to buy a dress for that huge party I'm having the weekend of graduation," she smiled.
"Cool."
"Buffy's a little late, but we're looking for an awesome prom dress for her."
"Xander told me about what happen and I know this doesn't help but I am sorry," Buffy could tell she was sincere, Buffy just nodded back.
"If you want you can hang with us we're going to check a few more stores, unless you're busy."
"No, that'll be fun but hey, do you think we can eat first? I'm just so hungry," she smiled, the girls nodded and walked to the food court.