Title: Bring me to life

Disclaimer: I do not own BTVS Or Angel, all belong to and reserved Joss Weddon

Rating R to NC-17

Beta: Maribel, and BrownEye Helped me along the line!!! And SpikeAngel1 helped me a million times

Also Note Songs that are in this story are from Evanescence, Kasey Chamber's, and Vitimam C. And The Graudtion, Speach half from NBK! And Some Part's from BTVS!! You'll see.,

Author Note: NC-17 part's can be found at my site! http://www.geocities.com/strangegirl53/

Also Note Chapter 16- 20 are mostly smut!!

Chapter 24

******** Counting Down

Buffy walked into school, these were the last two days of school, everyone was anxiously awaiting for graduation, signing yearbooks.

"Hey B, what's up?" Faith said coming up to her. Ever since the prom, Faith and Buffy had gotten pretty close.

"Hey Faith."

"Dude, you'll never believe who I saw all black and blue and I think he was even limping," she laughed at the thought of him. "Finn. I mean wow! Someone did a pretty good number on him."

"Spike."

"Spike did that? Damn."

"He saw the bruises on me and flipped out. I'm guessing a little fight between them was in order," she sighed. "Man, look at everyone running around having people sign their yearbooks," she laughed.

"Buffy?" Faith and Buffy turned around to see Harmony running towards them with a cheerful smile on her face. "Listen Buffy, I'm sorry about Riley, he told me he didn't have a date."

"It's okay Harmony, no big."

"Cool," she sighed in relief, "then would you mind signing my yearbook, I mean… I'm getting everyone to sign it," she giggled. Buffy just smiled and signed the yearbook and so did Faith. "Thanks guys, you rock," she smiled walking away.

"Right," Faith laughed. "Anyway, are you going to the big bash at Cordelia's after grad, I heard it's gonna be off the hook and everyone's going, it should be a blast."

"Most likely unless I have something better to do, I doubt that though," she smiled the bell rang.

"I'm not really going to miss that bell," Faith said Buffy nod and both girls took off to there class.

*********** Make-Up Prom

Buffy was sitting in front of the TV watching 'Three's Company', she was dressed in a pair of pink sweats and a white tanktop and was humming the tune when she heard her front doorbell rang, she got up and answered and saw Willow smiling on the other side.

"Hi Will," Buffy said giving her a confused look.

"Hi Buffy, you look nice, now come on," Willow smiled pulling Buffy's arms trying to get her outside.

"Mm Will, what are you doing?" she asked.

"You have to come, it's important. Come on."

"What's so important?"

"I can't tell you, you have to come. Please, trust me in this, please," she got her into her car and drove off towards the Bronze.

******The Bronze

"Okay, close your eyes," Willow said not letting Buffy pass the front door 'til she closed her eyes.

"Mm Will, they're closed, now what's up?" She felt someone pushing her inside the Bronze. She opened her eyes and realized that the Bronze was still decorated with the prom stuff, Willow had disappeared and music was playing in the background.

"I wanted to give you something back since you didn't have a good one," Spike's voice said coming from the shadows. He stepped out of them wearing a tux holding a red rose on his hand. Buffy knew how much he hated tuxes and here he was wearing one.

"You did this for me?"

"Prom night should be a wonderful night for a girl, she should be with the one she wanted to be with," he said handing her the rose, which she promptly took and smiled.

"Oh my gosh Spike, it's beautiful, it's wonderful," she wanted to cry tears of joy.

Take my hand

Break my stride

Make me smile

For every time I've cried

Hold my heart

In the palm of your hand

Don't listen to it breakin'

Just listen to the band

"Can I have the last dance?" he asked.

"No. You can have the first, second and last," she smiled throwing her arms around his neck and they began dancing. They kept their eyes on each other as they moved to the music.

Do you wanna ride in my car

Its parked out on the street

Or just stay with me a while

Before I fall asleep

Take these tears

Wash your skin

I'm havin' trouble breathin'

Since you walked in

"I've been a fool Buffy, you mean everything to me. I never wanted to hurt you, you believe that right? That you mean more to me than any girl could ever mean?" he whispered, she smiled and rested her head against his chest.

My hands are tied

My head is reelin'

My eyes have cried

A million tears

From wishin' you were here

"You look beautiful," Spike smiled down at her and when she looked at him he leaned down and their lips met softly. They kissed for what felt as an eternity before he slipped his tongue into her mouth and when she moaned, Spike deepened the kiss. Buffy wrapped her arms around his neck trying to get a little closer.

"Cor, I missed you Luv," he whispered into her neck leaving trails of kisses down her neck, she smiled and ran her hands through his hair.

"I can't believe you wore a tux for me," she smiled. His lips were still sucking her neck just on the right spot that made her melt, but it was only Spike's lips that could do that, no one else even came close. He pulled away for a second, looked at her and smiled.

"Like I said pet, I'd do anything for you," and he went back to kissing her neck.

"This prom is certainly better."

"Buffy can I ask you something? Where are we going from here?"

"Spike," she began but then a girl's voice screamed.

"Spike, I'm not pregnant," Anya's voice called happily. "I've got my …" then she realized Spike wasn't alone and that he was with Buffy. "Your dad didn't tell me this," she felt bad no one knew about this, just her and Spike. Buffy pulled away from Spike and started walking to the door, Spike grabbed her arm and turned her around to face him.

"Buffy wait, I was going to tell you…" he sighed. 'Dammit Anya' he thought.

"No stop. Oh my gosh, I feel so stupid, you weren't going to tell me, were you? Oh dumb Buffy won't find out."

"We weren't sure if she was and I didn't want to hurt you anymore," he frowned.

"Well not telling me she might be carrying your baby does hurt, sorry, your plan didn't work out."

"Buffy we…" Anya tried to explain.

"No, I don't want to hear anything from you either, I thought you were my friend." Buffy snapped and left the Bronze.

"Dammit!" Spike shouted, kicking off the table, wiping everything off the walls and slamming his hand against the wall. "Did you have to scream that out loud? I had a chance."

All my life

I've welcomed pain

I've made up more excuses

To bring it back again

Now I'm here

And I'll drink to the shame

I'll drink to the madness

That made me this way