AUTHORS NOTE, PLEASE READ: Okay.you'll have to use you're imaginations here, Neo isn't dead in this fanfic, and you'll just have to bend you're imaginations to my strange morals. I'm planning on making this a very long fic, so be warned.and if you liked the part where Trin died.then don't bother reading it. Please review.I need to know if I should continue or not! Don't be too harsh if you choose to review. I'm only fourteen. (REVOLUTIONS SPOILERS!)

Disclaimer: Oh yeah I own em! Not.I wish I did, Revolutions would be so different.I don't own Neo Or Trin or any other characters relating to the Matrix. I only own my writing and one or two of the made up characters in later fics.

Summary: Neo grieves over his Trinity's death, but is there a way to bring her back? Is their love for each other strong enough to make them immortal?

Chapter 1. Reflections

A lone figure twists and turns amongst a heap of threadbare blankets, nightmares infesting his traumatized mind. The image of a woman with short dark hair and bright blue eyes flashes across his brain, she is impaled on three electrical wires, she is dying, slowly. Her beautiful blue eyes are glazed over with pain, but brilliantly clear, her voice whispers to him like an enchantment, he struggles to hear her over the buzzing in his mind, the voices telling him that he's going to lose her.he wants to save her, has to save her.but its hopeless, and she dies.

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Neo sat up quickly in the tiny metal cot he was accommodated in, his face dripping with cold sweat, and his breathing fast and ragged. He gripped the blankets tight with his fists and let out a small sob, its sound echoing in the small cabin.

Slowly he lay back against the mattress and stared at the ceiling with his still blurred vision. He hadn't seen her die, he had been blinded, but his imagination played up the image and burned it into his brain, his heart, and the very core of his soul. As desperately as he tried to block the images out, they burned into his eyes, forcing him to watch her die over and over. It broke his heart.

She had been his everything, his sole purpose, and the whole reason that he was even the godamn 'one'. Her love for him had been his savior, his happiness, his being, and taught him who he really was. He could barley live without her. He was just existence now, existence without a purpose, without a need. So depressed, and so unneeded.

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I'm really sorry that was such a short chapter!! The next ones will be WAY longer than that I promise!!! At least twice as long.that was just the reflections chapter, and it was angsty but it will be a very happy fic in chapters to come!! ^_^

~*Nyx-Alia*~