Title: Bring me to life
Disclaimer: I do not own BTVS Or Angel, all belong to and reserved Joss Weddon
Rating R to NC-17
Beta: Maribel, and BrownEye Helped me along the line!!! And SpikeAngel1 helped me a million times
Also Note Songs that are in this story are from Evanescence, Kasey Chamber's, and Vitimam C. And The Graudtion, Speach half from NBK! And Some Part's from BTVS!! You'll see.,
Author Note: NC-17 part's can be found at my site! http://www.geocities.com/strangegirl53/
Also Note Chapter 16- 20 are mostly smut!!
Chapter 26
*****
Buffy walked home and saw Angel sitting on her front porch. "Wow! I must be very popular today," she teased and sat next to Angel on the porch.
"Hi," he said softly.
"Hi."
"Can we talk?" He asked still not meeting her eyes.
"Sure."
"So, what do you want?"
"It's about William."
"Is he okay? Did something happen?" she asked concern hinting her voice.
"He's fine, well he's hurt not physically hurt but as emotionally hurt as you can get and he misses you a lot and I know you miss him too."
"Of course I miss him Angel, I love him."
"Then what's the problem? If you have love, what else do you need?"
"He slept with another girl and every time I touch him or kiss him, I see them and I feel sick."
"Buffy, high school's over."
"I know."
"Soon we're going to college and from what I understand, Spike's planning on going to a college overseas. He thinks if he's far away, it won't hurt that much."
"He's leaving?" she asked softly.
"Yea, I doubt he's even spending the summer here."
"He can't."
"He is Buffy, unless you give him a reason to stay, I know it hurts Buffy, I watched you and William grow up and all my life I wanted what you two had. Spike tried everything in his power to win you back and I think he's finally giving up."
"I love him."
"Then be the strong one before it's too late. Next time you two see each other, think about you had and what you could have again. Trust him, he never wanted to hurt you. Think about it, because sadly, you don't realize how much you love a person until you it's too late."
"I'm sorry about this person you really care about."
"It's alright, I'm happy she's happy and that's what matters, when you really love someone you don't care who she's with, even if it's not you as long as they're happy," he frowned and walked away.
********
Buffy went into her closet and pulled out a dusty box and set it on the bed and went through it, pictures, socks and other junk started to pile over.
'Buffy and William forever', a picture painted in green and blue stick fingers drawn by William Giles for his BF, she smiled faintly and place it on the side and took out a picture of her and Spike when they were in her backyard, she remembered her mom taking it.
Flash Back
"Come on William," little Buffy called pulling at William's hand, she was wearing one of her mom's white dress and no shoes and William was wearing one of his dad's bow ties.
"I'm coming Buffy," he laughed running with her trying to kept her pace.
"Right here under the tree, under the shade will be nice," Buffy smiled. "Okay let's begin, you start."
"Okay! Wait, what do I say again?"
"William," Buffy whined.
"I'm sorry."
"It's fine, you repeat everything I say."
"Right."
"I love Buffy Summers and she's my best friend and I take her to be my wife and share cookies and cake and candy and stay together as long as forever," William repeated every word with Buffy.
"Now my turn."
"I love William Giles, he's my best friend in the whole wide world and I'm going to have him as my husband forever and I will share everything I have with him," Buffy smiled. "I guess we kiss now."
"Ki…s…s…?" William managed to get out.
"Yes, after we kiss that means we're married and well, don't you want to be married to me?" she pouted, he nodded and before Buffy could say anything William kissed Buffy's lips for a second. They both giggled.
End of Flash Back
She leaned back of the bed and held the picture in her arms, "Oh William," she sighed. 'What do you want Buffy?' she thought.
***************
Buffy sighed as she walked into Spike's bedroom. Spike was laying down on his stomach writing when Buffy came in.
"Buffy."
"You can't ever put them back the way they were, I'm sorry, it's just...you know, it takes time. You can't just...make up prom for me and everything will be okay again."
"I know."
"There's just so much to work through. Trust has to be built again, on both sides... We have to learn if...if we're even the same people we were, if we can fit in each other's lives. It's a long...important process."
"I understand," he looked down.
"Spike I don't want you to not be here," she frowned. "Someone told me if you have a chance in your life to be happy, to take it, even if it doesn't work out in the end, you will always have that time and no one can take that away from you and that really made me think."
"Is that right?"
"Yea. Because you're what makes me happy, probably the only person that makes me feel complete and maybe we won't work out but we won't know if we don't give us a chance." Spike got off the bed and turned Buffy around to face him, her eyes were a little teary and he leaned down to catch her lips and kiss them softy, it'd been so long since she had his amazing lips against hers.
"I love you William and only you," she whispered in his ear as he kissed her jaw line, she let him lead her to his bed and they sat together, then he laid her back against the bed and looked at her.
"Can I have you?" he whispered looking into her eyes. "Can I keep you?"
nc-17
***********
Spike and Buffy laid in bed, her back against Spike's chest, his arms wrapped around her. It felt so good to have her in his arms again, he never thought she would be here again but here she was and this was no dream.
"Do you think this was a mistake?" Spike asked softly.
"No," she smiled turning on her side to face him. "You?"
"Never," he said kissing her shoulder.
"I have an idea, let's never leave this bed," she laughed.
"I wish but we have to eat and shower, well that we can do together and then college in the fall but we have the summer to make up for lost time."
"It's funny."
"What's funny Luv?" he asked.
"We're adults now, no more high school, a little scary, isn't it? I mean, I'm used to seeing Xander and Willow everyday in class and everyone's starting a new chapter in their lives. Look at us Spike, I want us to have a fresh start. I mean, everything bad that happened to us stays in high school and College is our new chapter, you and me," she smiled. "Plus Xander's starting a new chapter too with a family on the way."
"Harris is doing what?" spike asked making sure he'd heard Buffy right.
"Xander, him and Cordelia are starting a family. I mean, she's still going to college and Xander is going to work for his uncle on his construction firm."
"So, him and Anya?"
"Some things just aren't meant to work," she frowned.
"I'll never hurt you again Buffy, I promise," he said sadly, kissing her face with little butterfly kisses. "You mean too much to me."
"I know you won't Spike," she whispered.
"Summers, you're stuck with me. College, it's me and you, you and me," he laughed. "So you better get used to it."
"I think I can manage," she smiled.
"Spike tell me you love me."
"I love you."
"Tell me you want me."
"I'll always want you."
"Then shut up and show me," she smirked and that's exactly what he did, they made love for hours until they couldn't feel anything from waist down.
The End
Disclaimer: I do not own BTVS Or Angel, all belong to and reserved Joss Weddon
Rating R to NC-17
Beta: Maribel, and BrownEye Helped me along the line!!! And SpikeAngel1 helped me a million times
Also Note Songs that are in this story are from Evanescence, Kasey Chamber's, and Vitimam C. And The Graudtion, Speach half from NBK! And Some Part's from BTVS!! You'll see.,
Author Note: NC-17 part's can be found at my site! http://www.geocities.com/strangegirl53/
Also Note Chapter 16- 20 are mostly smut!!
Chapter 26
*****
Buffy walked home and saw Angel sitting on her front porch. "Wow! I must be very popular today," she teased and sat next to Angel on the porch.
"Hi," he said softly.
"Hi."
"Can we talk?" He asked still not meeting her eyes.
"Sure."
"So, what do you want?"
"It's about William."
"Is he okay? Did something happen?" she asked concern hinting her voice.
"He's fine, well he's hurt not physically hurt but as emotionally hurt as you can get and he misses you a lot and I know you miss him too."
"Of course I miss him Angel, I love him."
"Then what's the problem? If you have love, what else do you need?"
"He slept with another girl and every time I touch him or kiss him, I see them and I feel sick."
"Buffy, high school's over."
"I know."
"Soon we're going to college and from what I understand, Spike's planning on going to a college overseas. He thinks if he's far away, it won't hurt that much."
"He's leaving?" she asked softly.
"Yea, I doubt he's even spending the summer here."
"He can't."
"He is Buffy, unless you give him a reason to stay, I know it hurts Buffy, I watched you and William grow up and all my life I wanted what you two had. Spike tried everything in his power to win you back and I think he's finally giving up."
"I love him."
"Then be the strong one before it's too late. Next time you two see each other, think about you had and what you could have again. Trust him, he never wanted to hurt you. Think about it, because sadly, you don't realize how much you love a person until you it's too late."
"I'm sorry about this person you really care about."
"It's alright, I'm happy she's happy and that's what matters, when you really love someone you don't care who she's with, even if it's not you as long as they're happy," he frowned and walked away.
********
Buffy went into her closet and pulled out a dusty box and set it on the bed and went through it, pictures, socks and other junk started to pile over.
'Buffy and William forever', a picture painted in green and blue stick fingers drawn by William Giles for his BF, she smiled faintly and place it on the side and took out a picture of her and Spike when they were in her backyard, she remembered her mom taking it.
Flash Back
"Come on William," little Buffy called pulling at William's hand, she was wearing one of her mom's white dress and no shoes and William was wearing one of his dad's bow ties.
"I'm coming Buffy," he laughed running with her trying to kept her pace.
"Right here under the tree, under the shade will be nice," Buffy smiled. "Okay let's begin, you start."
"Okay! Wait, what do I say again?"
"William," Buffy whined.
"I'm sorry."
"It's fine, you repeat everything I say."
"Right."
"I love Buffy Summers and she's my best friend and I take her to be my wife and share cookies and cake and candy and stay together as long as forever," William repeated every word with Buffy.
"Now my turn."
"I love William Giles, he's my best friend in the whole wide world and I'm going to have him as my husband forever and I will share everything I have with him," Buffy smiled. "I guess we kiss now."
"Ki…s…s…?" William managed to get out.
"Yes, after we kiss that means we're married and well, don't you want to be married to me?" she pouted, he nodded and before Buffy could say anything William kissed Buffy's lips for a second. They both giggled.
End of Flash Back
She leaned back of the bed and held the picture in her arms, "Oh William," she sighed. 'What do you want Buffy?' she thought.
***************
Buffy sighed as she walked into Spike's bedroom. Spike was laying down on his stomach writing when Buffy came in.
"Buffy."
"You can't ever put them back the way they were, I'm sorry, it's just...you know, it takes time. You can't just...make up prom for me and everything will be okay again."
"I know."
"There's just so much to work through. Trust has to be built again, on both sides... We have to learn if...if we're even the same people we were, if we can fit in each other's lives. It's a long...important process."
"I understand," he looked down.
"Spike I don't want you to not be here," she frowned. "Someone told me if you have a chance in your life to be happy, to take it, even if it doesn't work out in the end, you will always have that time and no one can take that away from you and that really made me think."
"Is that right?"
"Yea. Because you're what makes me happy, probably the only person that makes me feel complete and maybe we won't work out but we won't know if we don't give us a chance." Spike got off the bed and turned Buffy around to face him, her eyes were a little teary and he leaned down to catch her lips and kiss them softy, it'd been so long since she had his amazing lips against hers.
"I love you William and only you," she whispered in his ear as he kissed her jaw line, she let him lead her to his bed and they sat together, then he laid her back against the bed and looked at her.
"Can I have you?" he whispered looking into her eyes. "Can I keep you?"
nc-17
***********
Spike and Buffy laid in bed, her back against Spike's chest, his arms wrapped around her. It felt so good to have her in his arms again, he never thought she would be here again but here she was and this was no dream.
"Do you think this was a mistake?" Spike asked softly.
"No," she smiled turning on her side to face him. "You?"
"Never," he said kissing her shoulder.
"I have an idea, let's never leave this bed," she laughed.
"I wish but we have to eat and shower, well that we can do together and then college in the fall but we have the summer to make up for lost time."
"It's funny."
"What's funny Luv?" he asked.
"We're adults now, no more high school, a little scary, isn't it? I mean, I'm used to seeing Xander and Willow everyday in class and everyone's starting a new chapter in their lives. Look at us Spike, I want us to have a fresh start. I mean, everything bad that happened to us stays in high school and College is our new chapter, you and me," she smiled. "Plus Xander's starting a new chapter too with a family on the way."
"Harris is doing what?" spike asked making sure he'd heard Buffy right.
"Xander, him and Cordelia are starting a family. I mean, she's still going to college and Xander is going to work for his uncle on his construction firm."
"So, him and Anya?"
"Some things just aren't meant to work," she frowned.
"I'll never hurt you again Buffy, I promise," he said sadly, kissing her face with little butterfly kisses. "You mean too much to me."
"I know you won't Spike," she whispered.
"Summers, you're stuck with me. College, it's me and you, you and me," he laughed. "So you better get used to it."
"I think I can manage," she smiled.
"Spike tell me you love me."
"I love you."
"Tell me you want me."
"I'll always want you."
"Then shut up and show me," she smirked and that's exactly what he did, they made love for hours until they couldn't feel anything from waist down.
The End