'I cannot believe I'm stuck here on Thanksgiving especially with these people.' 'Oh that's right I'm supposed to remember they're my family.' 'Why can't I go back to last Thanksgiving?' I shut my eyes remembering last Thanksgiving with John.
***Flashback***
"I cannot believe I have to spend Thanksgiving with you on this damn boat when I could be home with my family having a nice turkey dinner." "Will you just shut-up and eat your dinner?!" "No, I will not!" "Natalie, I love you." "You what?!" I got up and went into another room to fix myself a drink. "Bourbon sounds good." I drank a little and it burned going down. "Man, that door is ugly." I threw my glass at it. I watched the glass smash into the door and fell to the floor in a million pieces. The light was glimmering off the pieces of glass and I was drawn to it like a little kid to a balloon. I was so numb from losing Cris still that I needed to feel the pain. I walked on the glass and I couldn't even feel the glass entering my feet. John ran in. "I heard glass smashing in here." "What happened?" "Natalie don't move an inch. I'm going to get you." John picked me up and carried me into the bathroom. "I'll take care of you." He removed the glass as well as he could and wrapped my feet. He carried me into the bedroom and put me on the bed. He laid down beside me. "Please don't do that again, Natalie." "I love you and I hate seeing you hurt." 'Especially because I'm partly responsible.'
***End Flashback***
My eyes opened hearing a noise behind me bringing me back from my memory of last year. "Whatcha doin, Nat?" Jess asked. "Remembering love, just remembering love."
***Flashback***
"I cannot believe I have to spend Thanksgiving with you on this damn boat when I could be home with my family having a nice turkey dinner." "Will you just shut-up and eat your dinner?!" "No, I will not!" "Natalie, I love you." "You what?!" I got up and went into another room to fix myself a drink. "Bourbon sounds good." I drank a little and it burned going down. "Man, that door is ugly." I threw my glass at it. I watched the glass smash into the door and fell to the floor in a million pieces. The light was glimmering off the pieces of glass and I was drawn to it like a little kid to a balloon. I was so numb from losing Cris still that I needed to feel the pain. I walked on the glass and I couldn't even feel the glass entering my feet. John ran in. "I heard glass smashing in here." "What happened?" "Natalie don't move an inch. I'm going to get you." John picked me up and carried me into the bathroom. "I'll take care of you." He removed the glass as well as he could and wrapped my feet. He carried me into the bedroom and put me on the bed. He laid down beside me. "Please don't do that again, Natalie." "I love you and I hate seeing you hurt." 'Especially because I'm partly responsible.'
***End Flashback***
My eyes opened hearing a noise behind me bringing me back from my memory of last year. "Whatcha doin, Nat?" Jess asked. "Remembering love, just remembering love."