Writer's Winter
Chapter 3: Reflection
Yuki's POV
Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation
Some people say that if you look into the creek you can see your true reflection. Well I have to say that all I see is black. Is that what is inside my soul? Well I guess the only one to know the answer is the person that knows me best. I do not know if I should let him know that I depend on him like he is always saying that he depends on me. I guess you could say that I am afraid. I probably am, but I will most likely never admit it.
I should probably start heading home. Shuichi is probably wondering where I am. That baka. He is always worried about me. Probably, especially after I attempted to leave him those few times. He forgave me all those times, too. That is why I love the baka. Shuichi. *sigh* I wish I could tell you those three words out loud. I wish I could, so you would know how much I love and appreciate you. Three words. How hard can it be to just say those three words? Obviously it is very hard. Especially if I am the one who can't say them.
I wonder how Shuichi is doing. Is he home? Of course he is. He is always home right now. Except when I used to kick him out, but I am planning to never kick him out again. I do not want to hurt the baka again. I will try my best to make him stay with my forever. I hope that I can do that. I am not the most perfect person as it seems only a few people know. I wonder why not many people know that I am far beyond perfect. Do they think I am a god or something? I would love to tell them I am not. They might not believe me even if the most trustworthy person told them. I do not even know why they idolize me. I am the idiot and the bastard. Shuichi is carefree and innocent. He is the perfect one out of the two of us. Not me. So many things have happened to Shuichi ever since he met me. The only thing is that I can not run away. He will not let me.
I have found out that being with Shuichi lets me have freedom. He makes it so that I can be free from the prison I made for myself. The only problem is that I lose control when I am around him. He is just too beautiful to leave alone. I do not want to hurt him, but I do not want to let him go. Great! When did things have to get so complicated? I like things that are simple. I have always tried to avoid things that are complicated. Then why can I not just leave this alone? I must really be in too deep to get out. I love him too much to let him go. Why? Oh why did I have to fall in love with him? I am the total opposite of him. This isn't fair. Why could I not pick who I wanted to fall for?
Authors Note: Well that is it for chapter 3. I hope you enjoyed it. It took me awhile to write since of how busy I am at school. I finally have a 4 day weekend so I will be getting more done. I do not know when I will get the 4th chapter done. I have other fanfics/stories to work on so the next chapter may take awhile. It depends on what I want to work on. I will try to get the next chapter up by the end of the month. Check out my other stories while you are at it. Please Review. Thanks.
Chapter 3: Reflection
Yuki's POV
Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation
Some people say that if you look into the creek you can see your true reflection. Well I have to say that all I see is black. Is that what is inside my soul? Well I guess the only one to know the answer is the person that knows me best. I do not know if I should let him know that I depend on him like he is always saying that he depends on me. I guess you could say that I am afraid. I probably am, but I will most likely never admit it.
I should probably start heading home. Shuichi is probably wondering where I am. That baka. He is always worried about me. Probably, especially after I attempted to leave him those few times. He forgave me all those times, too. That is why I love the baka. Shuichi. *sigh* I wish I could tell you those three words out loud. I wish I could, so you would know how much I love and appreciate you. Three words. How hard can it be to just say those three words? Obviously it is very hard. Especially if I am the one who can't say them.
I wonder how Shuichi is doing. Is he home? Of course he is. He is always home right now. Except when I used to kick him out, but I am planning to never kick him out again. I do not want to hurt the baka again. I will try my best to make him stay with my forever. I hope that I can do that. I am not the most perfect person as it seems only a few people know. I wonder why not many people know that I am far beyond perfect. Do they think I am a god or something? I would love to tell them I am not. They might not believe me even if the most trustworthy person told them. I do not even know why they idolize me. I am the idiot and the bastard. Shuichi is carefree and innocent. He is the perfect one out of the two of us. Not me. So many things have happened to Shuichi ever since he met me. The only thing is that I can not run away. He will not let me.
I have found out that being with Shuichi lets me have freedom. He makes it so that I can be free from the prison I made for myself. The only problem is that I lose control when I am around him. He is just too beautiful to leave alone. I do not want to hurt him, but I do not want to let him go. Great! When did things have to get so complicated? I like things that are simple. I have always tried to avoid things that are complicated. Then why can I not just leave this alone? I must really be in too deep to get out. I love him too much to let him go. Why? Oh why did I have to fall in love with him? I am the total opposite of him. This isn't fair. Why could I not pick who I wanted to fall for?
Authors Note: Well that is it for chapter 3. I hope you enjoyed it. It took me awhile to write since of how busy I am at school. I finally have a 4 day weekend so I will be getting more done. I do not know when I will get the 4th chapter done. I have other fanfics/stories to work on so the next chapter may take awhile. It depends on what I want to work on. I will try to get the next chapter up by the end of the month. Check out my other stories while you are at it. Please Review. Thanks.