Well I thought I start off with a little bit of Mattitude I rarely do this but this just is ...wow.

"I felt like closing out today with a little philosophy. In our lives, we owe it to ourselves to follow what we feel is right for us. Put singularly, you owe it to yourself to follow your true gut feelings and instincts. You know what's right, you know what's wrong. Don't ever follow preconceived notions that others may lead you to believe. If the actions in everyday life feel uncomfortable or forced, maybe you should step back and reevaluate your decisions. Do what you would do, not someone else. Live for you, live to be happy and good to your family and friends. If you have gotten away from instinct and logic, get back to things that make sense. Do the right thing; it makes life so much better and so much easier."-Matt Hardy

ok on with the story

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It was ... " Matt" Steph said as she answered the phone." " Hi Trish it's matt". " Matt's it's Steph , what's wrong you seem scared". " Amy is no where to be found I tried her cell . I called Jeff she's not there". "calm down Matt I'm sure she's ok , we'll find her don't worry". " I know but she's been having some tough times and she always turns to alcohol and I'm worried". " It's ok Matt everything will be cool don't worry" Steph said as she and matt said their goodbyes and hung up the phone. Steph turned to Stacy " Stacy were did Amy go , Matt cant find her anywhere". Stacy's face just dropped it looked as if she had just seen a ghost. Before Stacy could say anything I finally sat up in the back seat and sighed. They both turned their heads " Me and Amy got into this big fight and we just hit heads, We haven't got into a fight like that since we where in high school". Steph still paying attention to the road asked " what did you fight about exactly". " Well I'm kind of keeping on the low down , but I guess Amy heard me over talking with my sister Melissa on my cell the other day about my so called love life because I haven't told anyone what I've been feeling and I needed to talk , but if I went to any of you guys I would just feel awkward don't get me wrong i know I can trust you but the situation at hand is very difficult" by this point I was in tears , I haven't opened up to anyone , hell I never do that's just me. The car grew quite the radio wasn't on , Stacy just sat there with a confused face trying to think of something to say and Steph well Steph was just probably thinking everything I said over in her mind. " you ok" Steph finally says pulling into the hotel. " yeah I'm aight" . Steph pressed on the brakes and turned around " what" I ask. " Did you just say aight". " Yeah , you point is ". I could tell she was thinking something " Nothing".

John pov.

I got to the hotel and dropped my bags off in my room. I could care less who I was sharing with I just needed a drink and I needed one bad. I went down to the hotel bar and didn't see anyone. I picked a stool and heard " what will be your poison " I look up and see a women about 24 years old nice blue eyes long brown flowing locks and her lips shining probably due to lip gloss I simply smile and say " a pistol , pain killers and a shot of tequila and a Budweiser". " oh that bad uh". " yeah you could say that". I take the shot of tequila and ask for another right away. " I'll have the same but give me the bottle". I turn to see Amy. I give her a puzzled look as I see her eyes red as her hair witch was all messed up. " What" she asks . By that response I could tell she's been drinking for awhile but hell ill be wasted soon to so I wont go there. " so Ames what's your deal". She shakes her head and takes a sip of the tequila and say " Trish". I'm shocked by this response but don't question. " You" she asks. " Trish" I sigh asking for another round of shots for both Amy and I. " She seems to be causing a lot of people to drink them selves to death" Amy tries to joke. " well really it's my fault I just don't have the balls to tell her how I truly feel about her". " Take my advice don't". " Why" I ask finishing my third Bud. " because that's what I did and look where I'm at the same fucking place your at" Amy slurs. " Alright you to bars close" the bar tender said. me and Amy left her a twenty and attempt to walk to the elevator.

We got there at his point we are in hysterics. " what floor you on" I ask. " umm I think uh hell I don't know" Amy said as we stepped into the elevator. " who you rooming with" I ask as I push floor seven. " You" Amy slurs and throws her arms at me and puts them around my neck we stare into each other eyes and then it just happened we kissed. I heard the elevator doors open but i was so involved with Amy I didn't see who it was. " I'll get he next one". Amy breaks the kiss as she laughs and starts to sing " Love in the elevator" by Aerosmith.

When we get to my room I try to open the door. " No John like this". Amy says taking the key and swiping it down my chest all the way down to the starting bulge in my pants. " who looks like someone's got a package for me" Amy laughs as we stumble into the room. falling on the floor. I landed on top of her. " this feels so wrong" I said. " But it just feels so right". We moved from the floor to the bed not noticing that someone was in the other bed.

See kids that's why we don't drink no j/p. well that's all I got for now tell me what ya' think and thanks for the reviews I'm loving them and if you hate my story well tell me why ill try and remix it for ya'. previews for next chapter

Who is in the bed next to them?
Who saw them in the elevator?

Where's Jeff?

Also did anyone see Jericho and Trish on raw. I think they are so cute together finally my two favorite peeps working together in a story line. I was so touched by what happened i started to write a story about it ill have that up later this week but until next time c-ya

crystal \mm/