Ok sorry for the lack of updates but I promise I will start updating more.
I would like to give my condolences to crash holly, hawk, stu heart and I
just got word ric flair's mom has also passed away. Everyone's dying and it
just make ya think you know like who's next but the weird part is that
during the day so many people are dying all over the world and we have no
idea.
OK and wtf? Matt the v1 and only hasn't been on TV in like forever and I need a dose of mattitude and Amy was on off the record and said that Matt not be switching to raw until March! Hello people I understand that it's a big biz, but come on if you understood love you would have already traded Matt to raw but w/e they will be together again soon I hope.
Yeah I could keep talking but I'll shut da hell up and let ya read da story.
I look up to Amy. I push her away and try to run but she grabs a hold of my arm and spinning me towards her. "Trish what's wrong" she asks. " Amy just fuck off ok, you got me in fucking checkmate, either way I'm screwed, ok are you happy now that you know you were right and I was wrong" I scream. " Shut up Trish" she says whispering because everyone in the gym is watching. " No you asked what's wrong so you want to know what's wrong, here I'll show you" and I did show her I flipped her off. " Fuck You" I scream and run out into the main lobby and out the entrance. As I exit I bump in to someone. I look up and its John. I start pounding on his chest, but he doesn't pus me away he brought me into his arms and held me. He starts comforting me, rubbing my back and pushing my hair back. " Want to go for a walk" he asks. I nod my head in agreement.
As we were walking he reach out and held me hand. I look over to him and bite me lip. "So why all the tears" he asks. " Everything got to me". " Oh, so you want to talk about it". " No I can't talk to you about it" I say wiping my eyes as the wind blows and makes me shiver. He takes off his jacket and gives it to me. " You will freeze" I say pushing the jacket back at him. " No, I'm fine". " So it involves me" He asks grabbing my hands and holding them so we are now locking eyes. " Look sweetie whatever it is you can tell me , I don't want to loose you" He says while looking deep into my eyes. " John I just cant take this, living a life where everything is falling down because of me".
John pov.
" Noting is falling, only my hopes" I say. Shit did I just say that out load. She looks up from the ground. " John what are you not telling me, John what are you hiding" she asks. " Trish I.". " You John I've been looking for you dawg, we gotta jet, the p.i.m.p.'s need to pick up some booty" I Hear someone joke. I Look up and see my cousin " Trademark". " Yo what's up" I say doing our handshake. " Who's dat fine ass right thurr" he says pointing to Trish. " She is not apiece of ass she's a women who deserves respect aight". " Whoa, what happened to you dawg". " I'm still John Cena, I'm just changed, I decided that I don't have to look the act to follow my dreams. " Okay, so we still on for tonight" He asks and I look over to Trish, but she already continued walking off. " I'm out, I'm sorry aight, but I got a lot on my mind right now and I just need to think it through" I could tell he was a little upset. " Aight I'll see you later cuz". After he left I looked back and saw Trish further away.
I start to run up to her, but I stop when I see her get into her car. I didn't give up, not for her. I ran to her car. I look through he window she looked up with a hurt in her eyes. I looked back onto her brown eyes that sent shivers down my spine. She didn't say anything she just unlocked the doors. I walked over to the passenger side. " Look about that, I'm sorry, I should have gave you my full attention". "It's ok John, I'm not mad about that, but before I tell you why I was crying you got to tell me why your hopes are falling". " I usually never give up on anything, except one thing. With was the love of my life, well what I thought was, and now I've found a girl an she made my hopes float again, but now I think I lost her and now they aren't floating their sinking". " Awe, John love is hate. People have their ups and downs, but in the end your free falling with the people you care about. It's better to be free falling then to be sitting on the edge scared to jump or already at the bottom." " Thanks Trish" I say as I grab her hand and place it with my hand.
" No John thank you, You've made me see something and now I gotta try and get my friends back" she says biting her lip. " John not to be mean, but can you get out of my car" she laughs. " Yeah" I smirk. " Aren't you going to get out" I ask he about to close the door. " Nope, but I'll see you later, I promise", " OK bye" I say walking back into the hotel. As soon as I walk into the main lobby is see Amy with red eyes and cheeks stained with tears. I was about to go see if she was ok. But her cell phone rang. I listen in. " Hello" she sniffles. "Trish" she asks confused. I heard enough, I knew what was going on. I pressed the elevator door to open. When it opens and I look up form the tacky orange rug I come face to face with Stacy. " John" She screams as she jumps into my arms. " Oh my God I can't believe it's you, I haven't seen you since like two summers ago when you were still in OVW" she says. " Yea, it's me John Cenaaa. So about that summer" I start to say. " Want to go to lunch with me, no ones around so I was headed off by myself" She asks totally ignoring what I said. " Sure" I simply say back in agreement. " Alright cool, chili's ok with you" she asks." Yeah, I want my baby baby baby baby back ribs with barbecue sauce" I joke as she laughs. God how missed her.
Trish pov.
Once John left. I grabbed my cell and dialed Amy's number. " Hello" she sniffles. " HI Amy it's Trish". " Trish" she asks confused. " Want to grab lunch at chili's and talk this over, because I just realized that with out a best friend in life the is no life, and I don't want to loss you over a few words we shared, I just want to be best friends life we used too" I explain. " Wow Trish whatever made you realize that you need to keep it around, don't loose it, yeah what time do you want to leave" she asks sniffling her nose. " Right now, I'm in the parking lot, who cares about what clothes we are in" I laugh. " Ok I'm walking to your car, later chica". " Word life" I say about to hang up and start the car. " Wait what did you just say" She asks stepping into my car as we both shut off your cell phones. " Word life" I say starting the car. I look over and she's got a smile on her face. " Ok we'll talk bout it at lunch".
Chili's Trish pov.
" We'll have tow hamburgers and two margarita's" I tell our waitress. " SO how are you ant Matt" I ask Amy. " We're ok, we had a little, ok big mishap this morning". She explains. " What happened". " Well after our fight, I went to the bar and got drunk, I mean I was so cocked, then I left the bar with a guy and went to is room we kissed a lot, but we were so drunk we just passed out". I was a little shocked at first, Amy is not the girl that would ever cheat on her boyfriend. " Who was the guy anyone we know" I ask.
Amy pov. " Well they guy is umm". " John" I hear Trish say starting to wave turn me head and see Jon and . Stacy. She said his name before she saw Stacy by his side and sat back down quickly hoping he didn't see her. " Sorry" she said. " Yeah so who was the guy" she asks as if nothing just happened. " IT was John before you jump over to my side of the booth and strangle me to death I just want to remind you I was cocked" I explain to her. "Why would I care" she shoots back at me. " I thought you liked Cena". " Where did you ever get hat idea". " OH maybe it's the way your eyes light up whenever you see him. Or how you smile each time you hear or say his name or how you jump up from a booth and scream his name" I explain. She looks at me wide eyed. " That is so a bunch of shizzle, John is just my friend ok I never have and never will like him end of story, my heart belongs to Jeff, God Amy cant you fucking see that" she raised her voice. I hit a nerve. The whole time she was going off I tried to tell her to shut up and stop, but she kept going.
" What you don't want to cause a scene" She asks. " NO she didn't want me to hear it". She turns around to come face to face with John. His eyes grew dark fight back tears his smile faded. " I'll go eat with Stacy so you tow can take" I say. " No Amy if Trish doesn't like me its Okaaayy , You cant see me" John said walking off. " Fuck Trish why cant you see that Jeff is not for you, if Jeff was John right now he would have left you the second fight you had, John really cares about you Hun, he talked about you all last night , hell that's all he talked about, Trish I know you love Jeff, But does he love you back with all his heart , his soul like John does" I ask.
To Be contained- LOL no I'm just playing I need to lighten the mood a little bit.
She had tears in her eyes her head down, hair in her face. She looks up and we lock eyes she brought tears to my eyes. " Trish I'm.". " NO Amy your right". " What" I exclaim. " Your right all this time I gave Jeff my everything and he gave me nothing back". I could tell she was speaking from her heart. She finally opened up to someone. " Amy why'd I have to fall for John" she asks me. " Because he was there for you because he saw something in you to quote him I'm not sure if it's exact but he said something like this" I cleared my throat and made the little quote symbols. " She's that's shining star that I wished upon , wished that I could always see it" . " Trish Hun I think he may love you, but he really, really does like you"." He said that" she asks. " Yeah that's what I remember form the other night".
Well that was long chapters I thought I would leave you hanging like I usually do lol but I didn't. Well thanks for reviewing the other chapters it means a lot and ill have a new chapter up for changes on Friday and also my new story my Jericho and Trish one " what he feels for her may change". Well got to go ttyl peeps \mm/ - tell em what you think of this and if you got any ideas tell me aight laterz \mm/
OK and wtf? Matt the v1 and only hasn't been on TV in like forever and I need a dose of mattitude and Amy was on off the record and said that Matt not be switching to raw until March! Hello people I understand that it's a big biz, but come on if you understood love you would have already traded Matt to raw but w/e they will be together again soon I hope.
Yeah I could keep talking but I'll shut da hell up and let ya read da story.
I look up to Amy. I push her away and try to run but she grabs a hold of my arm and spinning me towards her. "Trish what's wrong" she asks. " Amy just fuck off ok, you got me in fucking checkmate, either way I'm screwed, ok are you happy now that you know you were right and I was wrong" I scream. " Shut up Trish" she says whispering because everyone in the gym is watching. " No you asked what's wrong so you want to know what's wrong, here I'll show you" and I did show her I flipped her off. " Fuck You" I scream and run out into the main lobby and out the entrance. As I exit I bump in to someone. I look up and its John. I start pounding on his chest, but he doesn't pus me away he brought me into his arms and held me. He starts comforting me, rubbing my back and pushing my hair back. " Want to go for a walk" he asks. I nod my head in agreement.
As we were walking he reach out and held me hand. I look over to him and bite me lip. "So why all the tears" he asks. " Everything got to me". " Oh, so you want to talk about it". " No I can't talk to you about it" I say wiping my eyes as the wind blows and makes me shiver. He takes off his jacket and gives it to me. " You will freeze" I say pushing the jacket back at him. " No, I'm fine". " So it involves me" He asks grabbing my hands and holding them so we are now locking eyes. " Look sweetie whatever it is you can tell me , I don't want to loose you" He says while looking deep into my eyes. " John I just cant take this, living a life where everything is falling down because of me".
John pov.
" Noting is falling, only my hopes" I say. Shit did I just say that out load. She looks up from the ground. " John what are you not telling me, John what are you hiding" she asks. " Trish I.". " You John I've been looking for you dawg, we gotta jet, the p.i.m.p.'s need to pick up some booty" I Hear someone joke. I Look up and see my cousin " Trademark". " Yo what's up" I say doing our handshake. " Who's dat fine ass right thurr" he says pointing to Trish. " She is not apiece of ass she's a women who deserves respect aight". " Whoa, what happened to you dawg". " I'm still John Cena, I'm just changed, I decided that I don't have to look the act to follow my dreams. " Okay, so we still on for tonight" He asks and I look over to Trish, but she already continued walking off. " I'm out, I'm sorry aight, but I got a lot on my mind right now and I just need to think it through" I could tell he was a little upset. " Aight I'll see you later cuz". After he left I looked back and saw Trish further away.
I start to run up to her, but I stop when I see her get into her car. I didn't give up, not for her. I ran to her car. I look through he window she looked up with a hurt in her eyes. I looked back onto her brown eyes that sent shivers down my spine. She didn't say anything she just unlocked the doors. I walked over to the passenger side. " Look about that, I'm sorry, I should have gave you my full attention". "It's ok John, I'm not mad about that, but before I tell you why I was crying you got to tell me why your hopes are falling". " I usually never give up on anything, except one thing. With was the love of my life, well what I thought was, and now I've found a girl an she made my hopes float again, but now I think I lost her and now they aren't floating their sinking". " Awe, John love is hate. People have their ups and downs, but in the end your free falling with the people you care about. It's better to be free falling then to be sitting on the edge scared to jump or already at the bottom." " Thanks Trish" I say as I grab her hand and place it with my hand.
" No John thank you, You've made me see something and now I gotta try and get my friends back" she says biting her lip. " John not to be mean, but can you get out of my car" she laughs. " Yeah" I smirk. " Aren't you going to get out" I ask he about to close the door. " Nope, but I'll see you later, I promise", " OK bye" I say walking back into the hotel. As soon as I walk into the main lobby is see Amy with red eyes and cheeks stained with tears. I was about to go see if she was ok. But her cell phone rang. I listen in. " Hello" she sniffles. "Trish" she asks confused. I heard enough, I knew what was going on. I pressed the elevator door to open. When it opens and I look up form the tacky orange rug I come face to face with Stacy. " John" She screams as she jumps into my arms. " Oh my God I can't believe it's you, I haven't seen you since like two summers ago when you were still in OVW" she says. " Yea, it's me John Cenaaa. So about that summer" I start to say. " Want to go to lunch with me, no ones around so I was headed off by myself" She asks totally ignoring what I said. " Sure" I simply say back in agreement. " Alright cool, chili's ok with you" she asks." Yeah, I want my baby baby baby baby back ribs with barbecue sauce" I joke as she laughs. God how missed her.
Trish pov.
Once John left. I grabbed my cell and dialed Amy's number. " Hello" she sniffles. " HI Amy it's Trish". " Trish" she asks confused. " Want to grab lunch at chili's and talk this over, because I just realized that with out a best friend in life the is no life, and I don't want to loss you over a few words we shared, I just want to be best friends life we used too" I explain. " Wow Trish whatever made you realize that you need to keep it around, don't loose it, yeah what time do you want to leave" she asks sniffling her nose. " Right now, I'm in the parking lot, who cares about what clothes we are in" I laugh. " Ok I'm walking to your car, later chica". " Word life" I say about to hang up and start the car. " Wait what did you just say" She asks stepping into my car as we both shut off your cell phones. " Word life" I say starting the car. I look over and she's got a smile on her face. " Ok we'll talk bout it at lunch".
Chili's Trish pov.
" We'll have tow hamburgers and two margarita's" I tell our waitress. " SO how are you ant Matt" I ask Amy. " We're ok, we had a little, ok big mishap this morning". She explains. " What happened". " Well after our fight, I went to the bar and got drunk, I mean I was so cocked, then I left the bar with a guy and went to is room we kissed a lot, but we were so drunk we just passed out". I was a little shocked at first, Amy is not the girl that would ever cheat on her boyfriend. " Who was the guy anyone we know" I ask.
Amy pov. " Well they guy is umm". " John" I hear Trish say starting to wave turn me head and see Jon and . Stacy. She said his name before she saw Stacy by his side and sat back down quickly hoping he didn't see her. " Sorry" she said. " Yeah so who was the guy" she asks as if nothing just happened. " IT was John before you jump over to my side of the booth and strangle me to death I just want to remind you I was cocked" I explain to her. "Why would I care" she shoots back at me. " I thought you liked Cena". " Where did you ever get hat idea". " OH maybe it's the way your eyes light up whenever you see him. Or how you smile each time you hear or say his name or how you jump up from a booth and scream his name" I explain. She looks at me wide eyed. " That is so a bunch of shizzle, John is just my friend ok I never have and never will like him end of story, my heart belongs to Jeff, God Amy cant you fucking see that" she raised her voice. I hit a nerve. The whole time she was going off I tried to tell her to shut up and stop, but she kept going.
" What you don't want to cause a scene" She asks. " NO she didn't want me to hear it". She turns around to come face to face with John. His eyes grew dark fight back tears his smile faded. " I'll go eat with Stacy so you tow can take" I say. " No Amy if Trish doesn't like me its Okaaayy , You cant see me" John said walking off. " Fuck Trish why cant you see that Jeff is not for you, if Jeff was John right now he would have left you the second fight you had, John really cares about you Hun, he talked about you all last night , hell that's all he talked about, Trish I know you love Jeff, But does he love you back with all his heart , his soul like John does" I ask.
To Be contained- LOL no I'm just playing I need to lighten the mood a little bit.
She had tears in her eyes her head down, hair in her face. She looks up and we lock eyes she brought tears to my eyes. " Trish I'm.". " NO Amy your right". " What" I exclaim. " Your right all this time I gave Jeff my everything and he gave me nothing back". I could tell she was speaking from her heart. She finally opened up to someone. " Amy why'd I have to fall for John" she asks me. " Because he was there for you because he saw something in you to quote him I'm not sure if it's exact but he said something like this" I cleared my throat and made the little quote symbols. " She's that's shining star that I wished upon , wished that I could always see it" . " Trish Hun I think he may love you, but he really, really does like you"." He said that" she asks. " Yeah that's what I remember form the other night".
Well that was long chapters I thought I would leave you hanging like I usually do lol but I didn't. Well thanks for reviewing the other chapters it means a lot and ill have a new chapter up for changes on Friday and also my new story my Jericho and Trish one " what he feels for her may change". Well got to go ttyl peeps \mm/ - tell em what you think of this and if you got any ideas tell me aight laterz \mm/