Metajoker wished that I could update faster, and so do I, so in honor of
her wish, I'm putting out this one super quick, YAY! Anyway, I'm not so
sure what I wanna do with this chap, so basically, I'm writing as I go, no
pre-meditated thought. Hope you like it, hope I like it, hope everyone
likes it!
Disclaimer: Yui: That was so sad *sob*
Sean: Don't cry Yui-sama.
Yui: HOW COULD YOU LEAVE ME LIKE THAT?!?!? *Smacks Sean over the head*
Sean: Ow... It's not my fault! It's hers! *points at VanyD*
Yui: *Angrily glares at VanyD*
VanyD: *Inches back* umm...maybe we should continue...
Yui: Or maybe I should put you back in a bodycast!
VanyD: *Runs away* I like my idea better, let's continue! I don't own nada.
Part 15- Andrew...again.
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"Yui-chan? I'm really sorry about yesterday. Please talk to me! I even brought you brownies, and I haven't even eaten one on the way here! Ok, one, but not two!" Miaka said to Yui, who was lying on her bed staring at the ceiling. "That was a joke, you know. I didn't eat any of it. Funny huh?" Miaka said poking her in the arm. "YUI! SAY SOMETHING!" Miaka whined utterly frustrated. They had been in Yui's room for the past hour doing nothing, well not nothing, more like Miaka trying to cheer her up and apologizing, while Yui stared at the ceiling.
"Go home, Miaka." Yui said turning onto her side.
"You've said something! True, it's not what I want to hear, but it's something!" Miaka smiled widely.
"How's Tamahome?" Yui asked. She knew it would cause Miaka to go off on a tangent about him, and that would leave Yui the chance to sleep while Miaka talked non-stop. After all Yui didn't get much sleep. After Sean broke up with her she just kinda sat there staring at the screen. Not angry, not crying, just sitting in pain, and the thought that there must be something wrong with her kept floating through her mind.
"He's great! I told you about his new job right? Well, he's working really hard, and even though it's only been a little more than a week, he thinks that if he works hard enough he could become manager. Tamahome is so determined! Nothing gets between him and making money! Oh, and he's saving up to buy me something. He said it's gonna be sparkly too! I can't wait! So how's your Sean? I know you said he's just a friend, but... I've known you for way to long!" Miaka said to Yui, but to her shock Yui was sleeping. "Well, I guess I should go then. You really don't want me here do you?" Miaka asked the sleeping Yui sadly. "Bye Yui-chan." Miaka said as she got up, and left.
Immediately Yui's eyes opened. She hadn't been able to sleep, and had settled for lying with her eyes closed, listening to Miaka babble. She hadn't expected Miaka to ask about Sean, and even worse, she hadn't expected Miaka to feel unwanted. Yui had fucked up again.
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After skillfully dodging her mother, and slipping out of the house, Yui walked to the park, and sat on a bench staring at the spot where her and Sean kissed. 'Why does it hurt so much? I haven't even known him for long.' Yui thought, drawing her legs up onto the bench so she could clutch at them. 'Why am I always in pain over some guy? First it was Tetsuya a month ago, then Andrew a week ago, and now Sean. It's hurts so much.' Yui lifted her hand to brush a stray tear from her cheek. 'Am I not worth being loved? Is there something wrong with me? With the way I look, or act?' Yui strained to keep her tears from falling, but slowly, she was losing the battle, 'Screw love. Screw fucking love! There is no such thing as love. At least, there is no such thing as love for me,' and with that Yui buried her face into her knees and began to sob, in public. She could feel the stares, she could hear the whispers, but she didn't care. She was in too much pain to care. After a while Strong warm arms encircled her, but she didn't even look up to see who it was. She just leaned into him and cried. After what felt like an eternity of crying she finally mumbled, "Maybe I should just become a lesbian." When she felt the arms around her tighten, probably due to shock, Yui let out a laugh that sounded suspiciously like a sob. "I'm just kidding, although women are much easier to handle than men."
"Yui..." She heard him say. 'Oh great, it's someone I know. Just freaking great.' Yui thought pulling away from him, and looking at him. To her surprise it was Andrew. The shock must have shown on her face because he launched into an explanation suddenly. "I was playing soccer with some friends on the other side of the park, and I heard someone say something about a girl with short blonde hair crying on a bench. So, when I heard the description I came. Are you ok?"
"Um, yeah. I'm fine." 'I should really stop lying... I am no where near fine.'
"You don't look it. What happened?"
"Why would you care? You want to know so you can send it all over school?" Yui shot back. Yes, she was still mad at him.
"Oh. I guess it was a mistake for me to come over here then." 'Was that hurt in his voice. DAMNIT! Why must he be all nice, and hurt, grrrrrrrr!' Yui grabbed his arm before he could walk away, and said, "I'm sorry. It's in the past. It was rude of me to bring it up." Andrew sat down on the bench, but he didn't look at her. They'd probably looked like strangers to any passers-by. "How bad do I look?" Yui asked trying to clear the silence.
"You don't look bad at all!" Andrew said hurriedly. 'A nervous Andrew, great.'
"Tell me the truth." Yui turned to face him. She looked into his deep chocolate eyes, and wondered how such a nice person could have hurt her the way he did only a week ago.
"Well your eyes are a bit red and puffy, and your nose it red, but that's about it."
"All the side affects of crying." Yui sighed.
"You still look ok though. I'm sure you'll look great in a couple of minutes."
"Sure." Yui laughed. "Whatever you say."
"You will! Trust me, I'm never wrong." Andrew said. 'A cocky Andrew. The man can change personalities in a heartbeat.' Yui laughed again. "So are you going to tell me what happened?"
"No." Yui smiled at him mischievously.
"You know you want to." He countered.
"I do, do I?" Yui said, taking off running. Of course, Andrew was able to catch up fairly quickly. He was a soccer player after all. He caught her around the waist, and told her in her ear that they should have lunch together. And so, Yui was in for another date with Andrew.
'I laugh at how Andrew changes personalities quickly, but here I am changing men every few days. I get hurt, and I come back to the same guys. There's gotta be something wrong with this cycle. For now, I'm happy being with Andrew. Logical thinking can wait till later.' Yui thought smiling to herself.
Disclaimer: Yui: That was so sad *sob*
Sean: Don't cry Yui-sama.
Yui: HOW COULD YOU LEAVE ME LIKE THAT?!?!? *Smacks Sean over the head*
Sean: Ow... It's not my fault! It's hers! *points at VanyD*
Yui: *Angrily glares at VanyD*
VanyD: *Inches back* umm...maybe we should continue...
Yui: Or maybe I should put you back in a bodycast!
VanyD: *Runs away* I like my idea better, let's continue! I don't own nada.
Part 15- Andrew...again.
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"Yui-chan? I'm really sorry about yesterday. Please talk to me! I even brought you brownies, and I haven't even eaten one on the way here! Ok, one, but not two!" Miaka said to Yui, who was lying on her bed staring at the ceiling. "That was a joke, you know. I didn't eat any of it. Funny huh?" Miaka said poking her in the arm. "YUI! SAY SOMETHING!" Miaka whined utterly frustrated. They had been in Yui's room for the past hour doing nothing, well not nothing, more like Miaka trying to cheer her up and apologizing, while Yui stared at the ceiling.
"Go home, Miaka." Yui said turning onto her side.
"You've said something! True, it's not what I want to hear, but it's something!" Miaka smiled widely.
"How's Tamahome?" Yui asked. She knew it would cause Miaka to go off on a tangent about him, and that would leave Yui the chance to sleep while Miaka talked non-stop. After all Yui didn't get much sleep. After Sean broke up with her she just kinda sat there staring at the screen. Not angry, not crying, just sitting in pain, and the thought that there must be something wrong with her kept floating through her mind.
"He's great! I told you about his new job right? Well, he's working really hard, and even though it's only been a little more than a week, he thinks that if he works hard enough he could become manager. Tamahome is so determined! Nothing gets between him and making money! Oh, and he's saving up to buy me something. He said it's gonna be sparkly too! I can't wait! So how's your Sean? I know you said he's just a friend, but... I've known you for way to long!" Miaka said to Yui, but to her shock Yui was sleeping. "Well, I guess I should go then. You really don't want me here do you?" Miaka asked the sleeping Yui sadly. "Bye Yui-chan." Miaka said as she got up, and left.
Immediately Yui's eyes opened. She hadn't been able to sleep, and had settled for lying with her eyes closed, listening to Miaka babble. She hadn't expected Miaka to ask about Sean, and even worse, she hadn't expected Miaka to feel unwanted. Yui had fucked up again.
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After skillfully dodging her mother, and slipping out of the house, Yui walked to the park, and sat on a bench staring at the spot where her and Sean kissed. 'Why does it hurt so much? I haven't even known him for long.' Yui thought, drawing her legs up onto the bench so she could clutch at them. 'Why am I always in pain over some guy? First it was Tetsuya a month ago, then Andrew a week ago, and now Sean. It's hurts so much.' Yui lifted her hand to brush a stray tear from her cheek. 'Am I not worth being loved? Is there something wrong with me? With the way I look, or act?' Yui strained to keep her tears from falling, but slowly, she was losing the battle, 'Screw love. Screw fucking love! There is no such thing as love. At least, there is no such thing as love for me,' and with that Yui buried her face into her knees and began to sob, in public. She could feel the stares, she could hear the whispers, but she didn't care. She was in too much pain to care. After a while Strong warm arms encircled her, but she didn't even look up to see who it was. She just leaned into him and cried. After what felt like an eternity of crying she finally mumbled, "Maybe I should just become a lesbian." When she felt the arms around her tighten, probably due to shock, Yui let out a laugh that sounded suspiciously like a sob. "I'm just kidding, although women are much easier to handle than men."
"Yui..." She heard him say. 'Oh great, it's someone I know. Just freaking great.' Yui thought pulling away from him, and looking at him. To her surprise it was Andrew. The shock must have shown on her face because he launched into an explanation suddenly. "I was playing soccer with some friends on the other side of the park, and I heard someone say something about a girl with short blonde hair crying on a bench. So, when I heard the description I came. Are you ok?"
"Um, yeah. I'm fine." 'I should really stop lying... I am no where near fine.'
"You don't look it. What happened?"
"Why would you care? You want to know so you can send it all over school?" Yui shot back. Yes, she was still mad at him.
"Oh. I guess it was a mistake for me to come over here then." 'Was that hurt in his voice. DAMNIT! Why must he be all nice, and hurt, grrrrrrrr!' Yui grabbed his arm before he could walk away, and said, "I'm sorry. It's in the past. It was rude of me to bring it up." Andrew sat down on the bench, but he didn't look at her. They'd probably looked like strangers to any passers-by. "How bad do I look?" Yui asked trying to clear the silence.
"You don't look bad at all!" Andrew said hurriedly. 'A nervous Andrew, great.'
"Tell me the truth." Yui turned to face him. She looked into his deep chocolate eyes, and wondered how such a nice person could have hurt her the way he did only a week ago.
"Well your eyes are a bit red and puffy, and your nose it red, but that's about it."
"All the side affects of crying." Yui sighed.
"You still look ok though. I'm sure you'll look great in a couple of minutes."
"Sure." Yui laughed. "Whatever you say."
"You will! Trust me, I'm never wrong." Andrew said. 'A cocky Andrew. The man can change personalities in a heartbeat.' Yui laughed again. "So are you going to tell me what happened?"
"No." Yui smiled at him mischievously.
"You know you want to." He countered.
"I do, do I?" Yui said, taking off running. Of course, Andrew was able to catch up fairly quickly. He was a soccer player after all. He caught her around the waist, and told her in her ear that they should have lunch together. And so, Yui was in for another date with Andrew.
'I laugh at how Andrew changes personalities quickly, but here I am changing men every few days. I get hurt, and I come back to the same guys. There's gotta be something wrong with this cycle. For now, I'm happy being with Andrew. Logical thinking can wait till later.' Yui thought smiling to herself.