Ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! Yo all of you! I'm havin a small problemo. I have a huge
case of writers block. *tear*. I know what I want to do, and I know this
fic will be over soon, but I'm not quite sure how to do what I'm thinking
of doing. Does that make sense? Anyway, I'll try to do my best of this
chap, and hopefully it won't suck. P.S. READ MOVING ON!!!!!!!! It's so
insanely cute, and it's funny, and it's just full of over all goodness. I
wrote it when I was in a crazy happy mood, so I'm trying to do a second
chap that keeps with the same energy, and it's really hard. So that just
tells you how good the first chap is... it's hard to follow a good first
act, but hey maybe my 2nd will be better *wink*. Read it! Oh and I also
have Good or Bad, that is by far my best fic. Please read it. It's Rurouni
Kenshin. It's like Drama, Romancy. No humor there, tear. Oh and I really
really apologize for taking so long!!!!!! YO SO SORRY!
Disclaimer: See that over there *points to random object* that I own. See Fushigi Yuugi, that I only wish I owned *eyes begin to tear up* I told myself I wouldn't cry....
Part 17- It's not your fault
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Monday's are the worst days of the week, the absolute worst. You wake up at an ungodly time in the morning, and force your brain to take in useless knowledge, and then you go home to relax only to have to do it again the next day. Yui hated Monday's with a passion, and she declared that to her group of friends as they sat in their usual lunch spot. Everyone nodded their heads, and frowned. Mondays were horrible.
"Miaka." One of Yui's friends said pushing herself up in front of Miaka, "You ok? You're kinda quiet, and you haven't eaten any of your food." the girl said, her face an inch away from Miaka's.
"I'm fine." Miaka smiled weakly. She side glanced at Yui who was watching Andrew play soccer like it was the most interesting thing she had ever seen. Yui risked a side-glance at that same moment, and came into contact with Miaka's eyes. She had been trying to avoid her gaze, but.
"Hey, Miaka! You're not hungry? That's a first!" Yui joked trying to cheer Miaka up. She waited for Miaka's come back, but it never came. Miaka took off running instead. "Miaka?" Yui got up running after her. The other girls stayed behind knowing that the two would want their privacy. "I was just kidding." Yui said catching up to Miaka.
"Oh." Miaka stopped, but didn't turn to look at Yui.
"Miaka, Tamahome and Keisuke told me what's been going on with you." Yui said quietly.
"They weren't supposed to tell."
"Well, I'm glad they did. I'm sorry that you feel like all of the stuff I'm going through is your fault."
"I'm supposed to be your best friend, but every thing I do upsets you." Miaka said turning to face Yui.
"I'm just going through a lot, and I'm taking it out on you. If anything I should be the one apologizing."
"No, Yui. I'm sorry. I've been so nosy, and pushy, and not as good of a friend as I should have been."
"Stop it Miaka. It's not your fault, ok."
"I can't help but feel like it is. I must have done something wrong to make you push me away."
"I didn't mean to push you away on Saturday. Sean had broken up with me Friday night, and I was edgy."
"Sean? As in the guy who might be Suboshi?"
"He's not Suboshi! Why does everyone keep saying that?"
"Because it makes sense."
"."
"You never told me you and Sean were going out."
"We weren't technically. We were going to, but he thought I was in love with Tetsuya."
"He knows Tetsuya?"
"No. It's a long story." Yui said dismissing the subject, "Ready to go back?"
"No, tell me."
"Tell you what?"
"What happened with Tetsuya for starters, and also what's been going on with Sean. Plus, you could always throw in why Sean broke up with you because of Tetsuya when he hasn't even met Tetsuya."
"Miaka, that's a hell of a lot to fit into the half an hour left of lunch."
"So, find a way."
"Miaka, no means no."
"Why do you always get so defensive whenever we talk about anything? Yui, I want to help. I can't help if I don't know."
"Then I guess you can't help."
"Why are you like this?"
"I don't know, ok? Maybe it's because you, Miaka. Maybe it's because the fates just seem to like you more. Who the hell knows? All I know is that everyone but me had a boyfriend, everyone but me has a simple life, everyone but me gets to be happy, and I'm sick of it! So, why don't you go back to your cheery life with your beloved Tamahome and just let me be. Just know that I don't blame you Miaka. I don't. I blame whatever fucked up god decided that I didn't deserve better."
"You do deserve better." Miaka said quietly.
"Miaka, I'm bouncing between the same three guys. Over the past week or so I've gone through more heartache than I've been through since that damn book. I'm back with Andrew, and I'm happy, Miaka. But how long will it last? How long until I get hurt again? I just don't know." Yui smiled a sad smile, and hugged Miaka before walking back to the field to rejoin her friends. Miaka didn't return with her, but the other girls never asked where she went.
Disclaimer: See that over there *points to random object* that I own. See Fushigi Yuugi, that I only wish I owned *eyes begin to tear up* I told myself I wouldn't cry....
Part 17- It's not your fault
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Monday's are the worst days of the week, the absolute worst. You wake up at an ungodly time in the morning, and force your brain to take in useless knowledge, and then you go home to relax only to have to do it again the next day. Yui hated Monday's with a passion, and she declared that to her group of friends as they sat in their usual lunch spot. Everyone nodded their heads, and frowned. Mondays were horrible.
"Miaka." One of Yui's friends said pushing herself up in front of Miaka, "You ok? You're kinda quiet, and you haven't eaten any of your food." the girl said, her face an inch away from Miaka's.
"I'm fine." Miaka smiled weakly. She side glanced at Yui who was watching Andrew play soccer like it was the most interesting thing she had ever seen. Yui risked a side-glance at that same moment, and came into contact with Miaka's eyes. She had been trying to avoid her gaze, but.
"Hey, Miaka! You're not hungry? That's a first!" Yui joked trying to cheer Miaka up. She waited for Miaka's come back, but it never came. Miaka took off running instead. "Miaka?" Yui got up running after her. The other girls stayed behind knowing that the two would want their privacy. "I was just kidding." Yui said catching up to Miaka.
"Oh." Miaka stopped, but didn't turn to look at Yui.
"Miaka, Tamahome and Keisuke told me what's been going on with you." Yui said quietly.
"They weren't supposed to tell."
"Well, I'm glad they did. I'm sorry that you feel like all of the stuff I'm going through is your fault."
"I'm supposed to be your best friend, but every thing I do upsets you." Miaka said turning to face Yui.
"I'm just going through a lot, and I'm taking it out on you. If anything I should be the one apologizing."
"No, Yui. I'm sorry. I've been so nosy, and pushy, and not as good of a friend as I should have been."
"Stop it Miaka. It's not your fault, ok."
"I can't help but feel like it is. I must have done something wrong to make you push me away."
"I didn't mean to push you away on Saturday. Sean had broken up with me Friday night, and I was edgy."
"Sean? As in the guy who might be Suboshi?"
"He's not Suboshi! Why does everyone keep saying that?"
"Because it makes sense."
"."
"You never told me you and Sean were going out."
"We weren't technically. We were going to, but he thought I was in love with Tetsuya."
"He knows Tetsuya?"
"No. It's a long story." Yui said dismissing the subject, "Ready to go back?"
"No, tell me."
"Tell you what?"
"What happened with Tetsuya for starters, and also what's been going on with Sean. Plus, you could always throw in why Sean broke up with you because of Tetsuya when he hasn't even met Tetsuya."
"Miaka, that's a hell of a lot to fit into the half an hour left of lunch."
"So, find a way."
"Miaka, no means no."
"Why do you always get so defensive whenever we talk about anything? Yui, I want to help. I can't help if I don't know."
"Then I guess you can't help."
"Why are you like this?"
"I don't know, ok? Maybe it's because you, Miaka. Maybe it's because the fates just seem to like you more. Who the hell knows? All I know is that everyone but me had a boyfriend, everyone but me has a simple life, everyone but me gets to be happy, and I'm sick of it! So, why don't you go back to your cheery life with your beloved Tamahome and just let me be. Just know that I don't blame you Miaka. I don't. I blame whatever fucked up god decided that I didn't deserve better."
"You do deserve better." Miaka said quietly.
"Miaka, I'm bouncing between the same three guys. Over the past week or so I've gone through more heartache than I've been through since that damn book. I'm back with Andrew, and I'm happy, Miaka. But how long will it last? How long until I get hurt again? I just don't know." Yui smiled a sad smile, and hugged Miaka before walking back to the field to rejoin her friends. Miaka didn't return with her, but the other girls never asked where she went.