Would you believe me if I told you that I've had horrible writers block on
this since around chapter 16? You wouldn't would you? But I have. Now I
really should apologize for not updating earlier. I should have, but I've
been so afraid of messing this up. I know how much you guys like the fic,
and I'm trying really hard not to kill it. Anyway, this is the last
chapter. The catch: There is an alternate ending. So if you don't like this
one, don't worry because there will be another version of it, A REALLY
REALLY different version, but basically the same for the first bit of it.
Well, lets go on with the fic, shall we? Oh, BTW, this chap is in first
person. One more thing, READ GOOD OR BAD, MY RK FIC, WHICH IS AMAZING!!!!!!
Disclaimer: How many times have I said I don't own FY???
~~~~~~~~Sean of Tetsuya?~~~~~~~
I sat down on the park bench, cradling my cell in one hand, and Seans phone number in the other. Finally. This was my last chance; my only chance. I slowly let out my breath, and proceeded to take a deep breath. It's now or never. I dialed the number, and the phone rang and rang and rang. My heart was beating wildly in my chest. He wasn't there? Or maybe Andrew gave me a wrong number? Did I dial it wrong? No... It was definitely his number I dialed. I know it was. I could feel it. He just wasn't answering. He was probably gone. I felt tears gather in my eyes, and I shut them tight trying to hold everything back. Sean... was gone. I lower the cell phone. Staring at it angrily. No... he couldn't be gone. NO! Still trying to suppress my tears I cried out "I'm sorry! I love you! I really really do!" I sobbed in the park, and this time Andrew didn't come to comfort me. No one came. All the guys were gone. All of them were pushed away by me. I always complain about deserving someone, but now I realize that I don't deserve anyone. What have I done to deserve anything? Betray my best friend? Bitch at my mom? Help Nakago almost succeed in destroying my world? For the first time I see that I'm not worthy. I never was. Will I ever be?
OOPS, FORGOT TO TELL YA, IT'S A TWO PART CHAP!!!!!!!!!!! Gomen ppl, don't hurt me. The second half will be up by sat/sun. My writers block is gone, so please expect it soon. ciao
Disclaimer: How many times have I said I don't own FY???
~~~~~~~~Sean of Tetsuya?~~~~~~~
I sat down on the park bench, cradling my cell in one hand, and Seans phone number in the other. Finally. This was my last chance; my only chance. I slowly let out my breath, and proceeded to take a deep breath. It's now or never. I dialed the number, and the phone rang and rang and rang. My heart was beating wildly in my chest. He wasn't there? Or maybe Andrew gave me a wrong number? Did I dial it wrong? No... It was definitely his number I dialed. I know it was. I could feel it. He just wasn't answering. He was probably gone. I felt tears gather in my eyes, and I shut them tight trying to hold everything back. Sean... was gone. I lower the cell phone. Staring at it angrily. No... he couldn't be gone. NO! Still trying to suppress my tears I cried out "I'm sorry! I love you! I really really do!" I sobbed in the park, and this time Andrew didn't come to comfort me. No one came. All the guys were gone. All of them were pushed away by me. I always complain about deserving someone, but now I realize that I don't deserve anyone. What have I done to deserve anything? Betray my best friend? Bitch at my mom? Help Nakago almost succeed in destroying my world? For the first time I see that I'm not worthy. I never was. Will I ever be?
OOPS, FORGOT TO TELL YA, IT'S A TWO PART CHAP!!!!!!!!!!! Gomen ppl, don't hurt me. The second half will be up by sat/sun. My writers block is gone, so please expect it soon. ciao