The second part; the final part. I hope you like it. (oh, and a random
thank you to the reviewer who wished me a happy b-day. I can't remember
your name, ahhhhhh, sorry! but thanks anyway!)
Disclaimer: This is too sad. It's the end, THE END!!!!!!!! OH NO!!!!!! If only I could own FY, then I wouldn't be so sad... If anyone really loved me they'd give me it as a belated b-day present... no one? FINE THEN! SCREW ALL OF YOU! I HAVE NOTHING! *sob*
After a long time of sobering up, I decided to head home. When I got there my mother rushed at me asking all sorts of questions, and hugging me, and kissing my forehead and what not. I guess I hadn't realized how red my face was, and how shaken I was behaving. She kept asking me why I was crying, and I kept dodging the question. I wasn't in the mood to explain anything to her. I just wanted to crawl into a ball and die. After the whole episode with my mom I went into my room, and immediately flopped onto my bed. I would have cried if I had more tears, but I was out. I had cried all that my body would allow me too. In the back of my mind as I drifted off to sleep I could hear the ring of my cell phone. Whoever it was would have to wait, sleep was more important at the moment. Forgetting my worries was all I wanted to do.
~~~
Another day. Another day of sadness. While the rest of the world is running around enjoying their day off from school and work, I'm here feeling like my life is ending. I laid in bed glaring at my window that allowed extremely bright light inside. I rolled over, throwing the comforter over my head to sheild myself. Just as I was about to sink into that heavenly darkness called sleep, someone, or more specifically an overly cheerful best friend of mine, jumped on top of me. How did I know it was her? Who else would it be?
"It's a beauuuuutiful Sunday morning Yui, and you should be awake enjoying it!" She proclaimed, shaking me.
"Go away." I muttered, trying to push the happy girl off of my bed.
"Oh, you don't really mean that. Come on, your mom told me you had a bad day yesterday, so today you should have a fantastic one to make up for yesterday!" She shook me even more.
"Why am I friends with you again?" I asked poking my head out from under the sheets.
"Cause you LOVE me!" She yanked the sheets away from me. "Now tell me, what happened yesterday?" Miaka settled herself into the bed more comfortably.
"I thought we were getting up..."
"Don't change the subject!" She scolded. I let out a long sigh, and turned to look at her full on.
"I broke up with Andrew."
"WHY?"
"He cheated on me."
"OMG! With who????"
"Tasha."
"That slut." Miaka shook her head solemnly.
"Leave her alone! I don't care what they did. I didn't like Andrew too much anyway."
"Then why did you date him?"
"I'm not quite sure... Doesn't matter."
"So why are you so bleh?"
"Do you remember Sean?"
"Ohhh the guy who was JUST a friend." Miaka gave me this weird knowing look.
"Yeah, well, He thinks I'm in love with Tetsuya, and now he's gone. I can't find him. He's not at his job, he's not online, he's not answering his phone, and I have no clue where he lives! OH BUT ANDREW DOES!" I sat up quickly, smiling at my genius.
"Aren't you in love with Tetsuya?"
"What?!?!" My head spun to look at Miaka like she was crazy.
"I remember how you used to talk about him every 3 seconds and stuff. Then you got weird and distant, but then when I saw you straddling him the other day..."
"He's a goof ball, you know that. We were just playing around!"
"He wasn't wearing his glasses. How much do you wanna bet that you're the only one to see his eyes?" Miaka elbowed me in the ribs.
"One minute you're being all suggestive about me and Sean, and then you up and tell me I love Tetsuya!"
"Because I know you like Sean. If you go out with him though, it'll turn out like Andrew. Well, not exactly, but you know what I mean. If Sean makes you happy at the moment then go for it, but you know that in the end, Tetsuya's what you want."
"Miaka, I love you, but you're full of crap." I got out of bed, and headed towards the bathroom.
"I love you too!" She yelled after me.
As I let the water rush over my body I began to wonder if Miaka was right. Would Sean turn out the same way Andrew did? Do I really love Tetsuya? No. He has Maki. He doesn't need me. He used to love me, but the key word is used to. Past tense.
~~~
When I got out of the shower Miaka was gone. I quickly changed into some jeans, and a tank top. I rushed out of the apartment, while yelling bye to my mom. Today was a new day. Today was THE day. I could feel it. To contradict what I said earlier, it wasn't just another day. This is the day I tell the only man in the world for me that I love him. That thought alone stopped me in my tracks. Why was I walking to Tetsuya's place? I needed to go to Andrew's house. The hell was I thinking? I spun on my heels, and walked right into somebody, knocking all their books onto the floor.
"I am so sorry." I sputtered, dropping down to pick everything up.
"Chill Yui, it's fine." I looked up, and the first thing I saw was those same annoying sunglasses, and then that dorky smile. I smiled brightly at Tetsuya, and finished helping him pick up his books. "It's my fault, I was trying to sneak up on ya. I wasn't expecting you to turn around like that."
"No, I should know better than to do that in a crowd. I was bound to walk into someone. I'm just glad it was you."
"Why's that?" His grin widened.
"NO! I didn't mean it like that. I'm just happy that I made a fool of myself in front of you instead of a stranger." A soon as I said it I knew it was a lie. I'd have rather bumped into a stranger than him. I could feel my cheeks burning with embarrassment.
"Oh I understand. It's because I'm irresistible, and you love me so much."
"What! I never said I loved you." My cheeks were flaming now.
"But you do. It's ok, I'm unattached now."
"You and Maki are..."
"Yep. Sad ain't it? I'm surprised I don't miss her as much as I thought I would. Know what I mean?"
"Uh, yeah. Me and Andrew are through, and I could care less."
"You wanna come up to my apartment?"
"Excuse me?" My eyes widened. Was he asking what I thought he was asking?
"Huh? OI, not like that! Hey, I've invited you up before, all I was offering was a drink, not... not..."
"Yes of course! I know, I'm just out of it today." I commented nervously. I can't believe that's what I thought he meant! I'm an idiot.
"Way out of it." He nodded in agreement. "Come on let's go."
~~~
I sat on his couch while he ran into the kitchen to get some drinks.
"So what are the books for?" I questioned.
"A friend." He replied.
"Keisuke?"
"No, it's really for his friend. Not mine. Well, I know her, but she's a bit on the intimidating side."
"And I'm not?" I asked, as he came out with a sprite and a cherry cokes in his hand. He handed me the sprite.
"Not as intimidating as her."
"For a second I thought something had happened with, you know, THAT book again. The books you have are all about ancient Chinese prophecies."
"I don't know what they're for. I'm just the one who got begged to pick them up from the library."
"You should stand up for your rights, be a man!" I joked.
"I am a man! And a damn sexy one too." He gave me a lopsided grin.
"Whatever."
"Hey, you know you love me."
"I do not."
"Yes you do."
"Miaka thinks I do."
"Miaka thinks everyone loves everyone." He shook his head even as he laughed.
"I wish I could think like her."
"You wish that you could think like her?"
"Yeah." I admitted.
"And she thinks that you love me, so..."
"Shut up!" I flung a cushion at him. It hit him square in the face, and caused his sunglasses to slip off his face. "Oops. I'm so sorry. You should really try gluing them on."
"I'll think about that." He smiled, but he made no attempt to pick up his glasses. It made me a little uncomfortable. What had Miaka said before... that I'm the only one to see his eyes? "You ok?"
"Huh?"
"You spaced out for a sec." He reached for his glasses, but I caught his hand, "If my eyes make you uncomfortable..."
"No, it's not that. I was thinking of something Miaka said. That girl is such a ditz, but she always seems to, I dunno, see things other people don't. Know what I mean?"
"That's a random thought. I thought we were discussing how much you love me."
"No, we were discussing the fact that I don't love you." I pointed out.
"Now your splitting hairs."
"You are too annoying for me to love." I announced, putting my empty soda can on the coffee table, "I have somewhere to be!" I stood and moved to walk, but tripped on Tetsuya's leg, which just so happened to stick into my way. I fell into his lap with a very ungraceful plop. "You tripped me on purpose!" I glared at him.
"Why would I want to trip an ungrateful brat like you?"
"A what!!!"
"If we're to get married we really should check your hearing."
"You are such a nerd!" I retorted.
"And you are beautiful." He murmured. That stopped me mid laugh.
"Wha...what?"
"Nothing. Look, if you really have some where to go I promise not to trip you."
"But, you... you said I was beautiful." I mumbled.
"You are. I could only marry the best." He gave me a cocky smile.
"Do you really think so?" I asked, dead serious.
"Of course." His smile slipped a bit, "You are more than beautiful. Do you really need me to tell you that?"
"Yeah. Yeah I do." My heart was pounding in my chest, and all I could think to do was move closer. Move close to him, and... and... oh god... kiss him? I lightly touched my lips to his, too afraid of being turned down. What if he was only joking? He's been joking about love for the whole time, what if this is a big mistake? I pulled back suddenly, and jumped out of his lap. "I'm sorry. I don't think I feel very well, I should go home."
"No wait." He stood, grabbing my hand, and pulling me into him forcefully. Before I could even think his lips were pressing against mine, his tongue was running over mine, and the only thought running through my mind was that his mouth tasted of cherry coke. That was now my official favorite soda. "Ok. Now you can go." He said, breaking the kiss.
"O...ok." I said, walking towards the door in a daze. What the hell just happened?
"One more time." He rushed to me, kissing me again, exploring my mouth even more, his arms wrapped around my body, and it was as if I was molded to him perfectly. I barely heard the door open, and Keisuke say he'll be back later. I broke the kiss to laugh. "Shouldn't he knock or something?" I questioned, still comfy in the warm expanse of Tetsuya's body.
"This is his apartment too."
"And?" I laughed. The laughter in my voice died the moment I realized a couple things. One, his hand was on my ass, and two what was that poking into me? "Perv!" I yelled out. "I can't believe you're all ready to go, and stuff. I am not that kinda girl!" I pulled away from him to glare at him, instead of glaring UP at him.
"I can't help it!" He defended.
"I can't believe I kissed a pig." I retorted.
"I can't believe I kissed an ungrateful brat."
"Kiss my ass."
"Gladly."
"Grrrr."
"I love it when you growl." He teased right as I walked out of the apartment. Oh god how I love him. I love a pig. I can't deny it. I can't do anything about it. All I can do is love him. And do something with those annoying glasses of his.
I walked off into the streets of Japan looking at life differently. Now when I see a couple walking around holding hands I know that what they have probably doesn't measure up to what I have. I have love. I have love with the cutest pig in the world. I was in such a rush to find love, but now that it's here, and I have love, I know that I wouldn't trade that love for anything.
THE END
~YAY! AW! It's so sad. The end to my very first fic, weeeeeeee!!!!!! Anyway, I've decided not to do an alt. ending, because I like this ending. Others might find it weird, but I like it. Oh, and I'm writing a fic that kinda goes into this one. Just a bit. The fic contains the friend that Keisuke's getting the books for. That fic won't come out for a helluva lotta time, so don't hold your breath. I'm writing it, but it's no where near done.
I'm sorry that this has to end. I can still remember the ups and the downs of this fic like it was yesterday, sniffle. Now comes the annoying part, going back, and fixing all my grammar mistakes. AHHHH. Well, I hope yal enjoyed it. I have a LOT of more fics coming out, so keep looking out for them, k? BYE BYE NOW! Oh, and I'd do thank you's but I'm rather lazy.... so I'll thank two people. Kyebaka, and Metajoker. You two have been reading this for FOREVER, and you're part of the reason why I didn't end this fic whenever I got frustrated with the lack of reviewers. To all those other ppl that have been here, and I haven't acknowledged, um... sorry? I'm too lazy to look up everyone's name. Know that I do love you, and it has been fun. Bye, for the final time! ~_^
Disclaimer: This is too sad. It's the end, THE END!!!!!!!! OH NO!!!!!! If only I could own FY, then I wouldn't be so sad... If anyone really loved me they'd give me it as a belated b-day present... no one? FINE THEN! SCREW ALL OF YOU! I HAVE NOTHING! *sob*
After a long time of sobering up, I decided to head home. When I got there my mother rushed at me asking all sorts of questions, and hugging me, and kissing my forehead and what not. I guess I hadn't realized how red my face was, and how shaken I was behaving. She kept asking me why I was crying, and I kept dodging the question. I wasn't in the mood to explain anything to her. I just wanted to crawl into a ball and die. After the whole episode with my mom I went into my room, and immediately flopped onto my bed. I would have cried if I had more tears, but I was out. I had cried all that my body would allow me too. In the back of my mind as I drifted off to sleep I could hear the ring of my cell phone. Whoever it was would have to wait, sleep was more important at the moment. Forgetting my worries was all I wanted to do.
~~~
Another day. Another day of sadness. While the rest of the world is running around enjoying their day off from school and work, I'm here feeling like my life is ending. I laid in bed glaring at my window that allowed extremely bright light inside. I rolled over, throwing the comforter over my head to sheild myself. Just as I was about to sink into that heavenly darkness called sleep, someone, or more specifically an overly cheerful best friend of mine, jumped on top of me. How did I know it was her? Who else would it be?
"It's a beauuuuutiful Sunday morning Yui, and you should be awake enjoying it!" She proclaimed, shaking me.
"Go away." I muttered, trying to push the happy girl off of my bed.
"Oh, you don't really mean that. Come on, your mom told me you had a bad day yesterday, so today you should have a fantastic one to make up for yesterday!" She shook me even more.
"Why am I friends with you again?" I asked poking my head out from under the sheets.
"Cause you LOVE me!" She yanked the sheets away from me. "Now tell me, what happened yesterday?" Miaka settled herself into the bed more comfortably.
"I thought we were getting up..."
"Don't change the subject!" She scolded. I let out a long sigh, and turned to look at her full on.
"I broke up with Andrew."
"WHY?"
"He cheated on me."
"OMG! With who????"
"Tasha."
"That slut." Miaka shook her head solemnly.
"Leave her alone! I don't care what they did. I didn't like Andrew too much anyway."
"Then why did you date him?"
"I'm not quite sure... Doesn't matter."
"So why are you so bleh?"
"Do you remember Sean?"
"Ohhh the guy who was JUST a friend." Miaka gave me this weird knowing look.
"Yeah, well, He thinks I'm in love with Tetsuya, and now he's gone. I can't find him. He's not at his job, he's not online, he's not answering his phone, and I have no clue where he lives! OH BUT ANDREW DOES!" I sat up quickly, smiling at my genius.
"Aren't you in love with Tetsuya?"
"What?!?!" My head spun to look at Miaka like she was crazy.
"I remember how you used to talk about him every 3 seconds and stuff. Then you got weird and distant, but then when I saw you straddling him the other day..."
"He's a goof ball, you know that. We were just playing around!"
"He wasn't wearing his glasses. How much do you wanna bet that you're the only one to see his eyes?" Miaka elbowed me in the ribs.
"One minute you're being all suggestive about me and Sean, and then you up and tell me I love Tetsuya!"
"Because I know you like Sean. If you go out with him though, it'll turn out like Andrew. Well, not exactly, but you know what I mean. If Sean makes you happy at the moment then go for it, but you know that in the end, Tetsuya's what you want."
"Miaka, I love you, but you're full of crap." I got out of bed, and headed towards the bathroom.
"I love you too!" She yelled after me.
As I let the water rush over my body I began to wonder if Miaka was right. Would Sean turn out the same way Andrew did? Do I really love Tetsuya? No. He has Maki. He doesn't need me. He used to love me, but the key word is used to. Past tense.
~~~
When I got out of the shower Miaka was gone. I quickly changed into some jeans, and a tank top. I rushed out of the apartment, while yelling bye to my mom. Today was a new day. Today was THE day. I could feel it. To contradict what I said earlier, it wasn't just another day. This is the day I tell the only man in the world for me that I love him. That thought alone stopped me in my tracks. Why was I walking to Tetsuya's place? I needed to go to Andrew's house. The hell was I thinking? I spun on my heels, and walked right into somebody, knocking all their books onto the floor.
"I am so sorry." I sputtered, dropping down to pick everything up.
"Chill Yui, it's fine." I looked up, and the first thing I saw was those same annoying sunglasses, and then that dorky smile. I smiled brightly at Tetsuya, and finished helping him pick up his books. "It's my fault, I was trying to sneak up on ya. I wasn't expecting you to turn around like that."
"No, I should know better than to do that in a crowd. I was bound to walk into someone. I'm just glad it was you."
"Why's that?" His grin widened.
"NO! I didn't mean it like that. I'm just happy that I made a fool of myself in front of you instead of a stranger." A soon as I said it I knew it was a lie. I'd have rather bumped into a stranger than him. I could feel my cheeks burning with embarrassment.
"Oh I understand. It's because I'm irresistible, and you love me so much."
"What! I never said I loved you." My cheeks were flaming now.
"But you do. It's ok, I'm unattached now."
"You and Maki are..."
"Yep. Sad ain't it? I'm surprised I don't miss her as much as I thought I would. Know what I mean?"
"Uh, yeah. Me and Andrew are through, and I could care less."
"You wanna come up to my apartment?"
"Excuse me?" My eyes widened. Was he asking what I thought he was asking?
"Huh? OI, not like that! Hey, I've invited you up before, all I was offering was a drink, not... not..."
"Yes of course! I know, I'm just out of it today." I commented nervously. I can't believe that's what I thought he meant! I'm an idiot.
"Way out of it." He nodded in agreement. "Come on let's go."
~~~
I sat on his couch while he ran into the kitchen to get some drinks.
"So what are the books for?" I questioned.
"A friend." He replied.
"Keisuke?"
"No, it's really for his friend. Not mine. Well, I know her, but she's a bit on the intimidating side."
"And I'm not?" I asked, as he came out with a sprite and a cherry cokes in his hand. He handed me the sprite.
"Not as intimidating as her."
"For a second I thought something had happened with, you know, THAT book again. The books you have are all about ancient Chinese prophecies."
"I don't know what they're for. I'm just the one who got begged to pick them up from the library."
"You should stand up for your rights, be a man!" I joked.
"I am a man! And a damn sexy one too." He gave me a lopsided grin.
"Whatever."
"Hey, you know you love me."
"I do not."
"Yes you do."
"Miaka thinks I do."
"Miaka thinks everyone loves everyone." He shook his head even as he laughed.
"I wish I could think like her."
"You wish that you could think like her?"
"Yeah." I admitted.
"And she thinks that you love me, so..."
"Shut up!" I flung a cushion at him. It hit him square in the face, and caused his sunglasses to slip off his face. "Oops. I'm so sorry. You should really try gluing them on."
"I'll think about that." He smiled, but he made no attempt to pick up his glasses. It made me a little uncomfortable. What had Miaka said before... that I'm the only one to see his eyes? "You ok?"
"Huh?"
"You spaced out for a sec." He reached for his glasses, but I caught his hand, "If my eyes make you uncomfortable..."
"No, it's not that. I was thinking of something Miaka said. That girl is such a ditz, but she always seems to, I dunno, see things other people don't. Know what I mean?"
"That's a random thought. I thought we were discussing how much you love me."
"No, we were discussing the fact that I don't love you." I pointed out.
"Now your splitting hairs."
"You are too annoying for me to love." I announced, putting my empty soda can on the coffee table, "I have somewhere to be!" I stood and moved to walk, but tripped on Tetsuya's leg, which just so happened to stick into my way. I fell into his lap with a very ungraceful plop. "You tripped me on purpose!" I glared at him.
"Why would I want to trip an ungrateful brat like you?"
"A what!!!"
"If we're to get married we really should check your hearing."
"You are such a nerd!" I retorted.
"And you are beautiful." He murmured. That stopped me mid laugh.
"Wha...what?"
"Nothing. Look, if you really have some where to go I promise not to trip you."
"But, you... you said I was beautiful." I mumbled.
"You are. I could only marry the best." He gave me a cocky smile.
"Do you really think so?" I asked, dead serious.
"Of course." His smile slipped a bit, "You are more than beautiful. Do you really need me to tell you that?"
"Yeah. Yeah I do." My heart was pounding in my chest, and all I could think to do was move closer. Move close to him, and... and... oh god... kiss him? I lightly touched my lips to his, too afraid of being turned down. What if he was only joking? He's been joking about love for the whole time, what if this is a big mistake? I pulled back suddenly, and jumped out of his lap. "I'm sorry. I don't think I feel very well, I should go home."
"No wait." He stood, grabbing my hand, and pulling me into him forcefully. Before I could even think his lips were pressing against mine, his tongue was running over mine, and the only thought running through my mind was that his mouth tasted of cherry coke. That was now my official favorite soda. "Ok. Now you can go." He said, breaking the kiss.
"O...ok." I said, walking towards the door in a daze. What the hell just happened?
"One more time." He rushed to me, kissing me again, exploring my mouth even more, his arms wrapped around my body, and it was as if I was molded to him perfectly. I barely heard the door open, and Keisuke say he'll be back later. I broke the kiss to laugh. "Shouldn't he knock or something?" I questioned, still comfy in the warm expanse of Tetsuya's body.
"This is his apartment too."
"And?" I laughed. The laughter in my voice died the moment I realized a couple things. One, his hand was on my ass, and two what was that poking into me? "Perv!" I yelled out. "I can't believe you're all ready to go, and stuff. I am not that kinda girl!" I pulled away from him to glare at him, instead of glaring UP at him.
"I can't help it!" He defended.
"I can't believe I kissed a pig." I retorted.
"I can't believe I kissed an ungrateful brat."
"Kiss my ass."
"Gladly."
"Grrrr."
"I love it when you growl." He teased right as I walked out of the apartment. Oh god how I love him. I love a pig. I can't deny it. I can't do anything about it. All I can do is love him. And do something with those annoying glasses of his.
I walked off into the streets of Japan looking at life differently. Now when I see a couple walking around holding hands I know that what they have probably doesn't measure up to what I have. I have love. I have love with the cutest pig in the world. I was in such a rush to find love, but now that it's here, and I have love, I know that I wouldn't trade that love for anything.
THE END
~YAY! AW! It's so sad. The end to my very first fic, weeeeeeee!!!!!! Anyway, I've decided not to do an alt. ending, because I like this ending. Others might find it weird, but I like it. Oh, and I'm writing a fic that kinda goes into this one. Just a bit. The fic contains the friend that Keisuke's getting the books for. That fic won't come out for a helluva lotta time, so don't hold your breath. I'm writing it, but it's no where near done.
I'm sorry that this has to end. I can still remember the ups and the downs of this fic like it was yesterday, sniffle. Now comes the annoying part, going back, and fixing all my grammar mistakes. AHHHH. Well, I hope yal enjoyed it. I have a LOT of more fics coming out, so keep looking out for them, k? BYE BYE NOW! Oh, and I'd do thank you's but I'm rather lazy.... so I'll thank two people. Kyebaka, and Metajoker. You two have been reading this for FOREVER, and you're part of the reason why I didn't end this fic whenever I got frustrated with the lack of reviewers. To all those other ppl that have been here, and I haven't acknowledged, um... sorry? I'm too lazy to look up everyone's name. Know that I do love you, and it has been fun. Bye, for the final time! ~_^