Laria: ^_^ another chapter, you know what that means
Bakura: some one actually reviewed
Laria: smart-ass.
Bakura: that's why I'm here.
Laria: your only here because I made you.
Bakura: unfortunately.
Ryou: would you two stop fighting for once?
Laria and Bakura: NO!
Ryou: warnings: Yaoi & Death
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Making My Own Paradise
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[September 24 - Entry 31]
Gods Marik was right about the sun never shining. I've been here almost a month and haven't seen it once. It's so dark and gloomy here because of the clouds. It's really depressing.
On a lighter note I'm actually doing good in my class. I'm glad Marik afforded to help me. But even with his help it's still hard for me. I realized at a young age I would never be good at science. That happened in third grade when I set the science lab on fire. It burnt down. We weren't even using flammable chemicals!
Luckily we haven't started using chemicals. But we are learning about Ecosystems and that shit. Who really cares about that anyway? I don't. I don't get why they make us learn this nonsense. Oh well, I'll just have to live with it.
I went over to Marik's house today after school so he could help me on my homework. When I got there I met his room mate, and twin brother, Malik. They look a lot like but Malik's hair isn't spiked. Marik probably spiked his so they could be told apart.
I didn't get to talk to Malik much because; ironically he was going to my house. He and Ryou are in the same English class and they are partners for an essay. So I and Marik said good bye then we went to work.
We finished our work quickly and spent the rest of our time sitting on the couch talking and just enjoying each others company. After awhile we ran out of things to talk about and we just sat there in silence until something crossed my mind.
*~*~*~*
Marik and Bakura sat on the couch together. Bakura was laying down, his head supported by the armrest and his legs on Marik's lap. Marik was sitting upright flipping though the pages in his book on Egypt. There was a comforting silence broken only by the paper turning in the book.
Bakura had been thinking about his past, he still missed his home. He was starting to like Paradise, a little, but it'll never be his home. His home will forever be in Egypt. Where Kinoko was. Oh how he missed him.
"Do you ever think about love?" Bakura asked. Marik looked up from the book.
"Love?"
"You do know what love is?" Bakura asked. "Right?"
"Yeah I know what it is, but I don't think too much about it" Marik said closing his book "I mean, what's the point? The Rule is just going to pick who you end up with. You have to choice in the matter."
"I guess your right" Bakura said glancing up at the ceiling. There was a pause.
"Do you ever think about love?" Marik asked. Bakura continued to stare at the ceiling.
"Yes" Bakura said simply "every day I think about my old boyfriend back in Egypt."
"Boyfriend?" Marik said "you mean your-"
"Gay, yes" Bakura interrupted he sat up a little and looked at Marik. "That's not a problem is it?"
"Oh no, it's not" Marik said "it's just, you didn't seem like the gay type"
"Never judge a book by its cover" Bakura smiled causing Marik to chuckle.
~*~*~*~
I felt so content being around Marik when we were alone. It felt, right. The only other times I've been with him were during class with everyone else around. But even then I felt something. Being around him makes me feel warm, complete.
Shit, I think I've fallen for Marik. Why do I get the feeling The Rule isn't going to like this? Maybe after hearing that I'm gay they'll pair me with a guy. Yeah right and I'm the Queen of England, and no I'm not the Queen of England. Even if they did pair me with a guy it wouldn't be the same as it would be if I was with Marik.
Maybe we could have a secret relationship behind the backs of The Rule. If we did we'd have to be very careful not to get caught, if we did its death for sure. I don't care, if I have to live in this Ra forsaken place, I'm going to be happy!
I'm going to tell Marik that I love him tomorrow. Hopefully he feels the same way. But wasn't if he doesn't... what if this ruins our friendship. Damn why does this always have to be so hard. It was even harder when I first loved Kinoko. He didn't even know I was gay.
Well actually I was going to tell him but he beat me to it. The day that I had finally convinced myself I would tell him he came up and told me. I was really relived because it's a lot easier to tell someone something like that if they say it first.
But I know Marik's never going to tell me first. He has lived in Paradise all his life. He follows The Rule faithfully, like every one else. I have always been known for being different, a rebel. Even if I am living in Paradise, that's not going to change.
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i4ever: there you go chapter three for your reading enjoyment
Laria: sorry if you're disappointed that Ryou and Bakura didn't end up together, Windy. But I have plans for my little Ryou.
Ryou: that really doesn't sound like a good thing coming from you
Laria: oh but it is *grins*
Ryou: ok now I know it's not a good thing, R+R!
P.S. has anyone noticed that ever since Mikari's review all the reviews have been two days apart O.o;;
Bakura: some one actually reviewed
Laria: smart-ass.
Bakura: that's why I'm here.
Laria: your only here because I made you.
Bakura: unfortunately.
Ryou: would you two stop fighting for once?
Laria and Bakura: NO!
Ryou: warnings: Yaoi & Death
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Making My Own Paradise
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[September 24 - Entry 31]
Gods Marik was right about the sun never shining. I've been here almost a month and haven't seen it once. It's so dark and gloomy here because of the clouds. It's really depressing.
On a lighter note I'm actually doing good in my class. I'm glad Marik afforded to help me. But even with his help it's still hard for me. I realized at a young age I would never be good at science. That happened in third grade when I set the science lab on fire. It burnt down. We weren't even using flammable chemicals!
Luckily we haven't started using chemicals. But we are learning about Ecosystems and that shit. Who really cares about that anyway? I don't. I don't get why they make us learn this nonsense. Oh well, I'll just have to live with it.
I went over to Marik's house today after school so he could help me on my homework. When I got there I met his room mate, and twin brother, Malik. They look a lot like but Malik's hair isn't spiked. Marik probably spiked his so they could be told apart.
I didn't get to talk to Malik much because; ironically he was going to my house. He and Ryou are in the same English class and they are partners for an essay. So I and Marik said good bye then we went to work.
We finished our work quickly and spent the rest of our time sitting on the couch talking and just enjoying each others company. After awhile we ran out of things to talk about and we just sat there in silence until something crossed my mind.
*~*~*~*
Marik and Bakura sat on the couch together. Bakura was laying down, his head supported by the armrest and his legs on Marik's lap. Marik was sitting upright flipping though the pages in his book on Egypt. There was a comforting silence broken only by the paper turning in the book.
Bakura had been thinking about his past, he still missed his home. He was starting to like Paradise, a little, but it'll never be his home. His home will forever be in Egypt. Where Kinoko was. Oh how he missed him.
"Do you ever think about love?" Bakura asked. Marik looked up from the book.
"Love?"
"You do know what love is?" Bakura asked. "Right?"
"Yeah I know what it is, but I don't think too much about it" Marik said closing his book "I mean, what's the point? The Rule is just going to pick who you end up with. You have to choice in the matter."
"I guess your right" Bakura said glancing up at the ceiling. There was a pause.
"Do you ever think about love?" Marik asked. Bakura continued to stare at the ceiling.
"Yes" Bakura said simply "every day I think about my old boyfriend back in Egypt."
"Boyfriend?" Marik said "you mean your-"
"Gay, yes" Bakura interrupted he sat up a little and looked at Marik. "That's not a problem is it?"
"Oh no, it's not" Marik said "it's just, you didn't seem like the gay type"
"Never judge a book by its cover" Bakura smiled causing Marik to chuckle.
~*~*~*~
I felt so content being around Marik when we were alone. It felt, right. The only other times I've been with him were during class with everyone else around. But even then I felt something. Being around him makes me feel warm, complete.
Shit, I think I've fallen for Marik. Why do I get the feeling The Rule isn't going to like this? Maybe after hearing that I'm gay they'll pair me with a guy. Yeah right and I'm the Queen of England, and no I'm not the Queen of England. Even if they did pair me with a guy it wouldn't be the same as it would be if I was with Marik.
Maybe we could have a secret relationship behind the backs of The Rule. If we did we'd have to be very careful not to get caught, if we did its death for sure. I don't care, if I have to live in this Ra forsaken place, I'm going to be happy!
I'm going to tell Marik that I love him tomorrow. Hopefully he feels the same way. But wasn't if he doesn't... what if this ruins our friendship. Damn why does this always have to be so hard. It was even harder when I first loved Kinoko. He didn't even know I was gay.
Well actually I was going to tell him but he beat me to it. The day that I had finally convinced myself I would tell him he came up and told me. I was really relived because it's a lot easier to tell someone something like that if they say it first.
But I know Marik's never going to tell me first. He has lived in Paradise all his life. He follows The Rule faithfully, like every one else. I have always been known for being different, a rebel. Even if I am living in Paradise, that's not going to change.
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i4ever: there you go chapter three for your reading enjoyment
Laria: sorry if you're disappointed that Ryou and Bakura didn't end up together, Windy. But I have plans for my little Ryou.
Ryou: that really doesn't sound like a good thing coming from you
Laria: oh but it is *grins*
Ryou: ok now I know it's not a good thing, R+R!
P.S. has anyone noticed that ever since Mikari's review all the reviews have been two days apart O.o;;