Through my Own Eyes
.:: Authors' notes ::.
Lexie: Hey all! Sorry for making you guys wait so long for the Chapter =p
We've kinda been busy doing stuff...
Shadow: Heyza, lol, well I hope you didn't forget about our fic.. and I hope you enjoy this chapter, and sorry again if Kai is OOC
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Lexie: Hopefully we'll put up the next Chapter faster than this one.... we probably will coz its holidays for the both of us so we both have time ^-^
Shadow: yeah! holidays are starting next week and it's for 6 whole weeks!! ^______^
Lexie: Yah. Mine are around the same as Shadow's. Some people have 8 weeks -__- ... oh wellz anyway back to the fic! we hope you enjoy this Chapter =D
Shadow: IT'S NOT FAIR!! THEY HAVE 8 WEEKS!! -______- *calms down* um.. sorry about that.... ^^;;;;; I hope you like the 3rd chappie, Read, Review and Enjoy!
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Chapter 2: Heartbreak…
Disclaimer: We don't own beyblades, but we wish we did. Shadow owns her OC
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~Raven's POV~
I answer the door it was Kai.
"Oh Kai it's you…" I said in a sad tone as I stared down at the floor. I couldn't look him in the eyes.
"What's wrong?" he asked
I walked out of the house and closed it behind me I grabbed his wrist and took him a few blocks away.
"What's wrong?" Kai asked again, he was confused.
I thought the straight forward answer was the best... I didn't want to say it anyway, but I had to. I couldn't avoid him for no reason.
I took a deep breath and said "I don't want to see you anymore... I'm sorry..." I didn't tell him why and I said it so quickly. A knot formed in my stomach thinking about how he would be feeling now.
I ran off back home leaving Kai standing there alone... confused... and hurt...
Tears ran down my face as I was running.
~Kai's POV~
Raven took me off about 2 blocks, she then said she didn't want to see me anymore, it struck me like lightning… she ran back home after saying that...
I just stood there…
It felt like my heart has been torn in two right down the middle…
Why didn't she want to see me anymore... was it something I said? Something I had done...?
I stood there... I have no idea how long, it could've been minutes, it could've been hours.
It started to rain, I made no attempt to move as I got drenched in the rain, I might catch a cold, but I didn't really care. I felt like there was nothing to live for now…
The rain actually comforted me.
I then heard a familiar voice "Hey! It's you! You were with Raven!" it was Raven's brother again; he had a Ninja Turtles Umbrella.
"What do you want!?" I snarled I didn't want to talk to him. I didn't want anything to do with her or her family anymore.
He seemed scared at my tone of voice.
"Jonathan! Where are you!? Damn! I'm gonna get in trouble for losing him again!" I heard a familiar voice say... it sounded like Raven's.
"There you are!!" she said, then noticed me, she froze
"K-Kai..?" I froze too... and stared at her…
~Raven's POV~
Where did Jonathan go?? I'm gonna get so busted again...
When I finally found him he was talking to Kai...
"K-Kai" I felt ashamed to be even in his presence. I just barely managed to get the words out. My heart was torn as well as his when I broke up with him. Damn. I would be so much easier if I didn't….. Love him….
He stared at me with those dark intense brown eyes... I stared back too for a while... Remember you can't see him anymore...then I broke off the connection and said "You're getting wet, Kai." I gave him my umbrella and grabbed Jonathan's wrist and ran home dragging my brother behind me without saying a word.
While I was running Jonathan asked "Raven, aren't you gonna say anything to him?"
I didn't answer and just kept running home, hoping to run away from that look on his face... and the pain I caused in his heart as well as in mine...
~Kai's POV~
Raven just gave me her umbrella, and then took off with her brother without saying a word.
It hurt…
The rain downed to a drizzle, I decided it was time to go home, while I was walking I saw a Beyblade shop, it was still open, I decided to go in and take a look.
There was nothing interesting at first, but then this Beyblade caught my eye, it was dark blue and silver, with an interesting design, I picked it up and examined it, I think Raven would like it… I think I'll get it I thought then took the Beyblade to the counter.
"How much is this?" I asked
"Ahh.. a great choice indeed, this Beyblade is very well made with very strong attack power and immense speed, but it is expensive, it'll be about $150"
That IS expensive for a Beyblade, but I'm still gonna get it, a gift for Raven to show that I still care… She was worth more than all the money in the world to me.
"I'll take it" I said then gave her the money
She had a strange glint in her eye which made me a bit uncomfortable.
"Thank you, have a great evening..." she said
"Whatever" I said then walked out of the store and headed home, I'm going to give her the Beyblade, but I'll do that tomorrow, now I just headed home and went to sleep.
~Raven's POV~
When I got home with Jonathan, I sat in my room staring out into the rain...I wonder if Kai got home okay...
I sighed...
I felt so bad that I broke up with him...well I didn't really break up with him... I mean I never went out with him. That still didn't make me feel any better though…
When I saw him in the rain... He hadn't moved for all those hours after I had "broken" up with him... I hurt him deeper than wanted to… I should've told him why…
I whispered out the window "no matter how far they keep us apart... I'll always love you..."
"Dinner's ready Raven!"
"Coming!!"
I went downstairs to have dinner...
~Kai's POV~
It was morning, I woke up and had some breakfast, I didn't feel like training right now, I'll do that later, I picked up the Beyblade I was gonna give to Raven, and got out a pen and paper, I wrote a letter saying
::Dear Raven,
This Beyblade is my gift to you, and to replace the one that got smashed, I still love you... and always will... Even if you no longer love me… I feel so empty without you, like a part of me is missing... on that day before, I had so mach fun, you made me feel really happy.
I hope you like your gift,
Bye Raven
~Love Kai Hiwatari
I folded up the paper and put the Beyblade in a nice looking box, I walked over to Raven's place, when I got there I stood at the front door, and put the letter and Beyblade on the side next to the door, then turned and left .
"Bye Raven..." I whispered sadly…
~Raven's POV~
The next day I woke up and went downstairs in my pajamas for breakfast...I couldn't be bothered to get changed before eating it; I put on a night gown and my slippers and went downstairs.
"Raven, can you go out to get the newspaper for me?" yelled my dad
"Sure thing dad"
I opened the front door and saw a box. I picked it up and opened it. It was a beyblade. It was the most beautiful and exquisite thing I have ever seen. I probably cost him a lot of money. There was something different about this beyblade. I was unsure about it. I quickly picked up the paper and opened it. It was from Kai!
I wonder how long he had left it there. He might still be around. I ran out of the house, with my mum yelling "Raven!! Where are you going?? You're still in your pajamas!!"
Pajamas or not I'm going to find him.
I ran and turned a few corners and I saw him.
I yelled out to him "Kai!!! Stop!!!"
~Kai's POV~
I was just walking, then I hear Raven's voice "Kai!!! Stop!!!"
I froze in my tracks, why did Raven want to stop me...?
Did I say something wrong in that letter... or did she not like the beyblade.
I turned around facing Raven.
"Raven… why did you stop me..?" I asked unsure of what to say
~Raven's POV~
"Kai..." I panted and waited till I got my breath to say the rest of what I wanted to say.
"Yes?" asked Kai.
"Thank you Kai" I said, "the Beyblade is beautiful"
"It was nothing" said Kai.
"Kai... There's something I've been meaning to tell you-" I stopped as I heard "Raven!? Where are you??"
Oh crap... it was my mother...
"Go Kai. I can't be seen with you" I said quickly as I urged Kai to move.
"Wha?"
"Just go!" I pushed him away; he stumbled a bit but regained his footing. He was moving away while looking back at me oddly as I kept urging him to move.
I ran to meet my mother before she could see Kai.
"Raven, where did you go?? I thought I heard you call out Kai"
"Um... it was a cat!!"
"You were talking to a cat?"
"No the cat took the newspaper... I Uhh... I had to chase it to get it back"
I handed my mother the newspaper and she eyed the box that was in my other hand.
"What's in that box Raven?"
"Box? What Box?" I said as I laughed nervously. I tried to quickly hide it behind my back.
"Raven give me the box..." she said impatiently.
I sighed and reluctantly handed it over. My mum opened the box and took out the note and started reading it. I embraced myself for her reaction...
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