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A.n: This chapter goes out to everyone who reviewed "When You Cry" I would of left it hanging had I not gotten reviews asking for it to be continued in Ryou's POV.
::Cackles evilly:: If I was a mean person, I could think of ways to turn this into Angst, but I'm saving that XD!!
Warning: Slash? Maybe ^^;; It depends I guess. Definitely OOC Ryou, but I don't imagine his Attitude like most people. I think Ryou hides behind masks.
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Unfinished
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I banged my head slightly to the music in the car, it was playing full blast and the words cut deep into my heart. It was how I felt. I hated you. I hated everything about you, just like I hated her. I stayed with her though, no matter how many times I was told it was stupid, just like I stayed with you. I kept thinking it would get better, it had to get better, but I guess it didn't and I just snapped and left.
I feel bad. I wonder how you felt. I wonder how she felt. I heard from Yugi the other day that she was already dating some new guy, supposedly some stupid jock. I always hated jocks, I hate them more now.
I ask about you, no one seems to answer. I was surprised. I thought you throw a party or rob someone in celebration. It seemed like the thing you do anyways. Hell I'd do it, the party I mean. I don't rob people not like you.
I figured you where glad to be rid of me I was no longer there bothering you like a "weak pathetic fool" I think those were the words you used once or twice when describing me. I hate you because of how you saw me, what you called me. You of all people I figured would know me, she knew and that's why I liked her so much. That's probably what repelled her.
I'm to much like you, I used to think you just rubbed off on me but that's not true. I've always been like this, I just never wanted to see it.
Maybe that's also why I left. I wanted to get away so I could deny everything I was. I'm a depressed person in denial. If I could deny everything I felt in this world I'd die a happy Ryou Bakura.
But I can't and that's why I'm currently sneaking into my house. I see you there lying on the couch sound asleep and I can't help but smile softly. I remember getting your letter a few weeks ago, you hadn't wanted to send it I'm sure and I'm betting your be angry once you find out Malik sent it to me, unless you already knew, but I'm glad he did. Maybe I can stop hating you, maybe… we can start over.
That's what I want. I want the names and hurt to stop. I want to trust you. I want to not have to run away and leave everyone. I want to be near you. I know longer want to pretend, and be in denial about myself.
"I'm home"
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Gah, Sequel always suck. I made When You Cry to much of a one shot methinks. More slash hints present in this one I think then the last one. If I'da done what I originally wanted to it probably would of turned into Slash but I didn't want to upset anyone who was against it ^^;; Anyways.. Everyone happy?