Kai finished un scrunching the piece of paper and flipped it over revealing
the image it held, Kai was both shocked and surprised as he looked down at
the picture; he had no idea how the hell Rei had come to have a picture of
him in his possession. Sighing Kai flattened out the pictures as much as
he could before he placed on the bedside table.
Thunder sounded again out side as the rain got heavier reflecting Kai's mood. It was all his fault Rei was like this now, he should've been more careful and alert before he decided to sneak out and meet Tala down the alley. It didn't help either that he had gotten emotional, letting his emotionless mask slip away was probably the worst thing he could've done.
Sighing Kai realised his grandfather had always beaten into him, 'emotions were useless and would only get in your way slowing your reaction time. Sadly it turned out to be one of the few truthful things his grandfather had ever said.
Shacking his head slightly to rid his mind of those thoughts Kai looked down at Rei who was still lying there peacefully beside him realising he'd have to explain everything to him when he gained consciousness and was well enough.
Kai turned back to the bedside table and picked up the second folded piece of paper he had nearly forgotten about. Slowly unfolding it Kai read through the tear stained letter slowly giving him a good and easy understanding of what Rei was feeling and why he had tried to kill him self.
Kai sighed sadly while he folded the letter back up and put it on the bedside table beside Reis picture of him before slumping against the wall. He would've never guessed that Rei could've felt the same to him as he did Rei; he had really stuffed things up now.
Kai couldn't under stand, he didn't love Tala like that, their love was only brotherly, sighing sadly he put his face in this hands wondering why he had to always screw up everything good in his life one way or another.
Kai was glad the others had gone for the weekend cus at least now he wouldn't have to explain everything to them right now. Kai's eyes rapidly darted around the room as the lightning and thunder continued over head making the dim bedside light flicker on and off.
Sighing as his eyes came to rest on the small container of pills that the nurse had handed him before leaving, Kai remembered her telling him to give Rei two when he came around but there was one thing that had been troubling him.
Kai just sat there. his face still in his hands thinking. They had told him what to do when Rei woke up.but they had never told him once when he was actually going to regain consciousness.what if he didn't? what was he supposed to do them.
How was he supposed to know if something was wrong when they had never given him the slightest idea as to when he would gain consciousness. In the end Kai gave up with thinking like this it was killing his head and decided there was nothing for him to do but wait.
Thunder sounded again out side as the rain got heavier reflecting Kai's mood. It was all his fault Rei was like this now, he should've been more careful and alert before he decided to sneak out and meet Tala down the alley. It didn't help either that he had gotten emotional, letting his emotionless mask slip away was probably the worst thing he could've done.
Sighing Kai realised his grandfather had always beaten into him, 'emotions were useless and would only get in your way slowing your reaction time. Sadly it turned out to be one of the few truthful things his grandfather had ever said.
Shacking his head slightly to rid his mind of those thoughts Kai looked down at Rei who was still lying there peacefully beside him realising he'd have to explain everything to him when he gained consciousness and was well enough.
Kai turned back to the bedside table and picked up the second folded piece of paper he had nearly forgotten about. Slowly unfolding it Kai read through the tear stained letter slowly giving him a good and easy understanding of what Rei was feeling and why he had tried to kill him self.
Kai sighed sadly while he folded the letter back up and put it on the bedside table beside Reis picture of him before slumping against the wall. He would've never guessed that Rei could've felt the same to him as he did Rei; he had really stuffed things up now.
Kai couldn't under stand, he didn't love Tala like that, their love was only brotherly, sighing sadly he put his face in this hands wondering why he had to always screw up everything good in his life one way or another.
Kai was glad the others had gone for the weekend cus at least now he wouldn't have to explain everything to them right now. Kai's eyes rapidly darted around the room as the lightning and thunder continued over head making the dim bedside light flicker on and off.
Sighing as his eyes came to rest on the small container of pills that the nurse had handed him before leaving, Kai remembered her telling him to give Rei two when he came around but there was one thing that had been troubling him.
Kai just sat there. his face still in his hands thinking. They had told him what to do when Rei woke up.but they had never told him once when he was actually going to regain consciousness.what if he didn't? what was he supposed to do them.
How was he supposed to know if something was wrong when they had never given him the slightest idea as to when he would gain consciousness. In the end Kai gave up with thinking like this it was killing his head and decided there was nothing for him to do but wait.