Painful Tears

Cries from within
Seep out and fall
Crawling out of the pain
Stress. Anger.
Nothing can help

One happy moment
My dream comes true
Someone isn't happy
Oh, no
What will she do?

I'm late
Again.
I run from it
I let the pain flow out
Caught.
Blood in the sink
She shrieks
I lie

Help.
I don't need help
I'm fine
She doesn't believe me
Stubborn.
Won't give up

She tells
I know she wants it
My dream
She wants to steal it.
Deny.
She wants to help
I give in
I let her help me

Talking.
It's the rememdy
Cut.
Is the pain.
Mom doesn't know.
She doesn't care.
My life is stress
Pulling.
Tearing.

Pain.
Tears.
They bring soberness to me
Help.
No one is there to guide me

Why won't she help?
Where did she go?
Am I alone?
Help.

I am lost.
In the river
Of my
Painful tears..