Define "Normal"

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Chapter 6

My Past As Well

A/n: all the better reviews I could have gotten *sigh* ohh well.. I'm calming down now about my other story… people seem to get it now.. after the last threatening note I made… neways.. to this story…

Kagome felt her heart race. What will happen to us? What will InuYasha's mother do? I can't stand this much longer!

When we pulled up to the motel (hotel? So confused, need asprin!) I slid out. It's then that I realized I had forgotten to ask Sota which room number. Luckily he was waiting out side the door.

I ran up to him, "Where's mom?" I asked.

He motion to the door and glared at me, "What are they doing here?" he whispered and snarled at me.

Surprisingly InuYasha turned to him, "We are here to help," he said.

Sota did his trademark, "Hmmf," and crossed his arms.

I bowed to the InuYasha and his mother, "Thank you for bringing me, I will go now," I said and turned. Before I could dash out of there InuYasha's mother had grabbed my arm.

"Don't be silly, I would like to meet your mom," she said. I froze.

"Maybe we shouldn't mom I mean-," InuYasha started. He knew why I didn't what her to see. But it didn't stop her.

"Nonsense, I want to meet the mother of this fine young lady," she said. Before anyone could stop her she was inside.

The room was dark. The only light was coming from the TV as a news guy started speaking about a tornado somewhere in someplace.  There were two beds in the room. Shippo was curled up in a ball on the first one. I could see mom huddled behind the second one.

InuYasha's mother ran over to her. She held her hand out and touched mothers arm. Of coarse mother corralled back, "What's the matter?" she asked.

Mother let out a whimpering sound.

"Does your mother take any medicine?" InuYasha's mother asked. I nodded, "What?" she asked.

"I don't know, it's supposed to calm her nerves," I said.

InuYasha's mother shook her head. I looked over to InuYasha who seemed off in his own dream world as if remembering something.

InuYasha's mother left. Something about calling in some favors.

InuYasha sat down on the second bed and watched my mother as if he had seen this many times before.

"InuYasha?" I asked.

He turned to me as tears graced his eyes but he blinked them back, "Yeah," he asked.

"Is… something wrong?" I asked.

He shook his head. Now I couldn't help but cry. I dove into InuYasha's arms and cried into his black shirt. Now what was going to happen? What was to become of us?

He rubbed my back for a long time. InuYasha's mother came back into the room as she had InuYasha put my mother in the car. InuYasha did as told.

We drove home in silence. She dropped us off at InuYasha's mansion. I ran to her window.

"What are you going to do with my mom?" I asked.

She frowned, "Kagome, something's wrong with your mother, and we want to find out what, I'll see you in the morning and tell you then," she said and rolled up the window before I could ask more.

I walked inside with InuYasha as we went to his room. I sat on his bed. The room was mostly black. A very nice way of black. On the ceiling hung some posters and objects such as knives or banners.

He sat down at his desk and watched me for awhile. I could feel him look at me. The hair on the back of my neck stood up when he spoke, "She was like this all the time?" he asked, "Or just when your father left," he added.

I turned to him, "Always. Father called it a sickness. Finally her got sick of it himself and left," I said, "He used to send us a welfare check but for the last couple of months they stopped," I added.

"Stopped?" he asked.

"Yeah," I said with a sigh.

"Do you ever talk to him?" he asked.

"Never, the last time I spoke to him is when her said goodbye, he said to me 'Take care of your bothers, but most of all your mother, she can't do it alone' and he was out of there," I said as tears welled in my eyes at the memory.

"And then what?" he asked.

"Then a week later divorce papers were sent and she got worse. She still thinks he'll come back for her," I said. I couldn't help it. I started to cry again.

InuYasha walked over to me and held me close again. Why is it he keeps hugging me? And why does it calm me down so?

Instead of just melting into his embrace, I hugged back and clung to his shoulders.

Soon I had fallen asleep in his hold. Dreaming about a nice home to live in.

A/n: buh buh ba du… Fluuuffineesss… (to much superman)

The next morning I awoke in the guest room bed. To my surprise InuYasha was in a chair next to me holding my hand. He was asleep and looked so peaceful.

I moved my hand a bit to brake free of his grasp. He woke up as he stared at me. We stayed like this for a long time.

I finally released my hand from his and sat up straight.

We walked down the stairs and I spoke, "Why were you in my room?" I asked.

InuYasha blushed and turned away, "You had a nightmare," he muttered. I blushed and turned away from him. Did he really try to make me feel safe?

When I walked down the steps I saw InuYasha's mother. Quickly I ran over to her, "How is my mother?" I asked.

She looked up at me startled at my question, she swallowed her juice and tried to smile, "She's fine when I left. The doctors say they want to keep her for awhile. She's mentally depressed Kagome, that's all," she said and grabbed my hand.

I breathed a sigh of relief. Then I froze. Mother hated doctors. Mother hated anything. Wait. They want to keep her? This was to much!

She seemed to notice my anxiety and spoke, "It's Kagome. She'll be out as soon as she is better," she said. So why didn't make me feel better?

A/n: I know.. short as fuck.. but hey… neways.. I'm tired and need to sleep.. so I'll write more later today.. I posted twice today but I want to post four.. so when I wake up I will… neways.. I have to say something…

ALL YOU FUCKIN' RETARDS WHO DECIDED TO USE THIS STORY TO FLAME ME ABOUT 'HEX' NEED TO QUIT!!!! AND QUIT FLAMING ME ALTOGETHER YOU FUCKING BABYS!! STOP FEEDING OFF OF HAPPY ENDINGS AND GET OVER YOURSELVES!!! IT WAS MY FIC NOT YOURS!!! I DON'T CARE IF IT WAS YOUR FAVORITE! IT'S OVER NOW BECAUSE I GOT SICK OF WRITING IT AND THAT WAS MY IDEA FROM THE VERY START!!!! I WAS ALWAYS PLANNING TO KILL HER! I JUST DID IT SOONER THEN I THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE TO! NOW GET OVER YOURSELVES AND ONLY REVIEW THIS STORY ABOUT ITSELF.. NOT ABOUT 'HEX'! ANOTHER THING! I AM NOT DOING A SEQUEL SO BACK OFF ALREADY!!!!!

Okay… now that THAT'S out of my system… if you hate happy ending then I suggest you read my story 'Hex' but flame me and I yell back… this stupid sissy decided to flame my story and not even leave his e-mail address or login… stupid weaklings… all he wrote was that he liked my story till the end… well gues what retard… write your own dawn fic cause that was MINE! One more thing… Write your own if you can't get over this… but don't use MY idea… ja ne

Anime Crazy Girl: Are my stories really addictive? *covers your mouth* shhhhhh don't say it aloud.. cops will come after me for posting illegal stories… lol.. yeah I know… I have an odd mind…. Anyways.. don't tell anyone this but you're my fav reviewer.. your just fun to watch squirm when I leave you at cliffies and you make me feel special about the way I write.. yes I know I'm not all that good but you make me feel better… well review again …. Ja ne

InuMonkeyRaper: lol.. I swear I love your  name.. I have a sick mind.. neways.. I was gonna have kog/kik get together anyways.. *sweatdrop*did I really send off a message that said don't give me ideas? *sweatdrop* Sorry.. what I meant by what I said was don't tell me to do something else when I already did this and it was posted… I'm just so pissed right now though.. okay ja ne

Yeah only two to answer… review me.. or I won't post today… yeah.. I could just write it and watch you all squirm on my cliffie… would you review me.. make me happy so I put a lot of inu/kag fluffiness in there… ohh come on.. you know you want to review… come on you last bums….