Chapter 17 Waiting
Author's Note the song in this chapter is Only Hope
The kids are waiting in the waiting room
"Do you think mommy will be ok?"
"I don't think so Faith" Ashlee said
"Is there a possibility?" Faith asked again
"Yeah" Chris said
"I hope she is going be ok," Ashlee said
"I know what you mean"
Chris had a flash back
"Mom come on we are going to miss it"
"Ok I'm coming"
"What time does the sun rise?"
"6:45"
"Wow"
"Yeah wow"
"When I grow up can we still do this?"
"If you want to"
"Ok. Look Mommy here comes the sun"
"Its beautiful"
"Like you"
"I love you"
"I love you too"
End Of flash back
Chris looks out the window and the sun is rising
"Chris are you ok?" Ashlee asked
"Yeah I am fine just had a mom flash back"
"Oh"
Ashlee had a flash back
"Mommy lets see the telescope"
"Did you know I made that telescope?"
"No I didn't know that"
"Well I did when I was 12"
"Did you make two?"
"No"
"Then why do we have two?"
"Because daddy made one"
"Do you think I can make one?"
"Of coarse if you can put your mind into it"
"When I grow up I am gonna make telescopes"
"I would like that"
"I know. Then we can see Saturn Plato mars and more planets"
End of Flash back
"Ash." Faith said
"I'm ok"
"I wasn't gonna ask that"
"What were you gonna ask?"
"Can you sing me mommy song?"
Ashlee looks at Chris
"Sure" with a smile. Faith sits on Ashlee's lap. "Are we ready?"
"Yes"
There's a song that inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.
I'm awake in
the infinite cold, but you sing to me over and over and over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are
so far, sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony.
Singing in all that I am.
At the top of my lungs,
I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.
"Wow. That's was a good song"
"You like that don't you?"
"Yeah I do" Landon comes out
"Dad" Justin said
Chris Ashlee and Faith look at him
"How is mommy?"
"Not well sweetie"
"Whats going on?" Ashlee asked
"The leukemia is getting worse"
"How bad?" Chris said
"This might be her last week liven. She has to stay in the hospital"
Ashlee and Faith were about to cry
"I'll take Faith to the bathroom"
"Ok" Landon, said
"Is there something we can do for mom"
"No"
"There got to be something"
"I have an idea"
"What is it?"
A couple of days later
"Mom this is our present to you" Chris said
"It's a photo album of all of us when were babies" Ashlee said
"The pictures are from Chris to Justin" Faith said
"To Ashlee to Faith" Landon said
"Thank you"
"Look at them" Justin said
"Ok sweetie"
"We hope you like it"
"I don't like it. I love it"
All of the kids smiled
Author's Note the song in this chapter is Only Hope
The kids are waiting in the waiting room
"Do you think mommy will be ok?"
"I don't think so Faith" Ashlee said
"Is there a possibility?" Faith asked again
"Yeah" Chris said
"I hope she is going be ok," Ashlee said
"I know what you mean"
Chris had a flash back
"Mom come on we are going to miss it"
"Ok I'm coming"
"What time does the sun rise?"
"6:45"
"Wow"
"Yeah wow"
"When I grow up can we still do this?"
"If you want to"
"Ok. Look Mommy here comes the sun"
"Its beautiful"
"Like you"
"I love you"
"I love you too"
End Of flash back
Chris looks out the window and the sun is rising
"Chris are you ok?" Ashlee asked
"Yeah I am fine just had a mom flash back"
"Oh"
Ashlee had a flash back
"Mommy lets see the telescope"
"Did you know I made that telescope?"
"No I didn't know that"
"Well I did when I was 12"
"Did you make two?"
"No"
"Then why do we have two?"
"Because daddy made one"
"Do you think I can make one?"
"Of coarse if you can put your mind into it"
"When I grow up I am gonna make telescopes"
"I would like that"
"I know. Then we can see Saturn Plato mars and more planets"
End of Flash back
"Ash." Faith said
"I'm ok"
"I wasn't gonna ask that"
"What were you gonna ask?"
"Can you sing me mommy song?"
Ashlee looks at Chris
"Sure" with a smile. Faith sits on Ashlee's lap. "Are we ready?"
"Yes"
There's a song that inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.
I'm awake in
the infinite cold, but you sing to me over and over and over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are
so far, sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony.
Singing in all that I am.
At the top of my lungs,
I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.
"Wow. That's was a good song"
"You like that don't you?"
"Yeah I do" Landon comes out
"Dad" Justin said
Chris Ashlee and Faith look at him
"How is mommy?"
"Not well sweetie"
"Whats going on?" Ashlee asked
"The leukemia is getting worse"
"How bad?" Chris said
"This might be her last week liven. She has to stay in the hospital"
Ashlee and Faith were about to cry
"I'll take Faith to the bathroom"
"Ok" Landon, said
"Is there something we can do for mom"
"No"
"There got to be something"
"I have an idea"
"What is it?"
A couple of days later
"Mom this is our present to you" Chris said
"It's a photo album of all of us when were babies" Ashlee said
"The pictures are from Chris to Justin" Faith said
"To Ashlee to Faith" Landon said
"Thank you"
"Look at them" Justin said
"Ok sweetie"
"We hope you like it"
"I don't like it. I love it"
All of the kids smiled