It wasn't fair; nothing in the world was ever fair! Matt punched the tree, tears blinding his vision. His thoughts plagued him and he shook his head angrily. The love he had held onto for so long was slowly falling out of his grasp. Fun filled reminiscences became a torture to bring up and refresh. His anger and frustration was broken when a gentle had touched his shoulder. He jumped and turned around to see his brother looking at him worriedly. Matt looked away breathing heavily, his hands rested open palmed on the tree.

"T.k it's just not fair..." His voice quivered and a cold wind blew.

"Matt what's wrong?"

"You wouldn't understand."

"How can I when you haven't told me?" Matt closed his eyes. There went his brother again. He had all the compassion in the world, but he had never experienced heartbreak. His whole being had never shattered beneath him, or left on a plane right before his eyes. He was perfectly happy in his life. Star basketball player, most popular guy in school, and he had Kari.

"Teeks you wouldn't get it. Trust me."

"Matt is this about Sora?" His voice sounded calm, almost eerie.

Matt's grip on the tree tightened, "Why on earth would this be about Sora?"

"Well I heard about what happened."

"I don't care about her T.k. You just don't understand what I have been through."

"That's what you keep saying, but why cant you just tell me?"

He turned, angry, "BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO!" His voice screamed and he stormed off towards the house making long furious strides to the door as he swung it open almost ripping it off the hinges.

T.k stood there amazed. His hair swayed in the wind as a icy breeze blew and he hugged himself trying not to cry at Matt's unkind and cruel words. He walked hesitantly to the house and walked in closing the open door behind him. He walked into Matt's room to see him sitting on his bed, faced towards the window hands clutching the sheets on his messy bed. Takeru coughed slightly and Matt stiffened, "What do you want?"

"I want to talk to you. Is that so much to ask?"

"Well your talking now."

"I want to help you Onii-san, but I can't do that without you telling me what's wrong."

"I told you I didn't want to talk about it."

"But maybe if you did then you would feel better, stop treating me like I am 8 years old and tell me what's wrong!"

"T.k I lost her."

"So it is about Sora?"

"No T.k someone who means more to me."

"Who?"

"Don't you remember her T.k?"

"Remember who?"

Matt sighed, "Mimi. I miss Mimi."

"Well why don't you email her then?"

"Its not enough Takeru. She's so far away."

"Well you can't help that."

"I know T.k that's my point! I love her but she's so far away!"

"Ahh so that's what has you all bent out of shape. You love someone for once that you can't have."

"Don't say that."

"Why not its true. You know she is gone, and you'll love another soon."

"I hope your right."

Author's Note: Okays I'm posting a lot lately cuz WINTER BREAK is Finally here!!  Poor Yama-chan. Well here it is part 4!

Laters!