Rogue's Diary
3/14 I saw you again today. You smiled at me. I love your attitude. I love your tough appearance. I love your kind heart. I love your cute eyes. I love to imagine falling into your arms. I love to pretend you love me too. I love you. I wish you loved me. You are exactly what I want. You are exactly my type. I saw her again today too. She scowled at me. I hate her "Ms. Perfect" attitude. I hate her so. She smiled at you. You smiled back. You love each other. I wish I could make her go away. She's the only thing keeping me from getting to you. I'll see you tomorrow, goodnight Logan.
3/17 A lot has happened over the past few days. Some skaters were picking on me for being "Gothic." I beat the crap out of them. Maybe that's why he doesn't like me. The whole "gothic" look. Kitty stole my shirt and spilled some kind of juice on it today too. I can't stop thinking about you. Why don't you like me? Maybe because I don't have any friends? I want friends, Logan. I really do. Why am I so anti-social? Will you be my friend Logan? Will you be my boy friend? Well, there goes another day of angst and pain. I love you Logan. I'll see you tomorrow, goodnight Logan.
3/18 Why did I have to wake up today Logan? I'm so tired. I'm so crazy Logan. For you. Is this what it feels like to be in love? Always wanting to be with you? Please tell me. Ugh, I have to go to that Bayville Dance tomorrow. I hope you come. I hope you will ask me to dance, Logan. I hope Jean doesn't hog you. At least not for the whole time. Everyday I wake up to see your face. Sometimes I'm afraid that's the only reason I wake up Logan. To be with you. I can't live without you. I won't live without you. For now I'm going to go. I'll see you tomorrow, goodnight Logan.
3/19 Stupid dance! Stupid life! Stupid Jean! Why can't she just go to hell and burn there?! I know she stole that dance from me purposely, right Logan? Don't you think so? I hate my life! I hate everything and everyone except you, Logan. Why can't everyone just fall down dead except you and me? Why? Why Logan? I love you. I really do. But would your feelings for me change if you knew I even existed? I'll have to think about that. I'll see you tomorrow, goodnight Logan.
3/21 Am I going out of my mind, Logan? Baby, I know I'm asking you a lot of questions. But would it pull a single tear out of your damn body if I just came up to you and said I couldn't live without you? Logan, I would have probably committed suicide if you wouldn't have came into my life! Have I came into your life yet, Logan? Have I? Have I made one single change in your life since we have known each other? Wait, take that back. We haven't known each other. You haven't known me. I wish you would have loved me, Logan. I'll see you tomorrow, good bye Logan.
3/14 I saw you again today. You smiled at me. I love your attitude. I love your tough appearance. I love your kind heart. I love your cute eyes. I love to imagine falling into your arms. I love to pretend you love me too. I love you. I wish you loved me. You are exactly what I want. You are exactly my type. I saw her again today too. She scowled at me. I hate her "Ms. Perfect" attitude. I hate her so. She smiled at you. You smiled back. You love each other. I wish I could make her go away. She's the only thing keeping me from getting to you. I'll see you tomorrow, goodnight Logan.
3/17 A lot has happened over the past few days. Some skaters were picking on me for being "Gothic." I beat the crap out of them. Maybe that's why he doesn't like me. The whole "gothic" look. Kitty stole my shirt and spilled some kind of juice on it today too. I can't stop thinking about you. Why don't you like me? Maybe because I don't have any friends? I want friends, Logan. I really do. Why am I so anti-social? Will you be my friend Logan? Will you be my boy friend? Well, there goes another day of angst and pain. I love you Logan. I'll see you tomorrow, goodnight Logan.
3/18 Why did I have to wake up today Logan? I'm so tired. I'm so crazy Logan. For you. Is this what it feels like to be in love? Always wanting to be with you? Please tell me. Ugh, I have to go to that Bayville Dance tomorrow. I hope you come. I hope you will ask me to dance, Logan. I hope Jean doesn't hog you. At least not for the whole time. Everyday I wake up to see your face. Sometimes I'm afraid that's the only reason I wake up Logan. To be with you. I can't live without you. I won't live without you. For now I'm going to go. I'll see you tomorrow, goodnight Logan.
3/19 Stupid dance! Stupid life! Stupid Jean! Why can't she just go to hell and burn there?! I know she stole that dance from me purposely, right Logan? Don't you think so? I hate my life! I hate everything and everyone except you, Logan. Why can't everyone just fall down dead except you and me? Why? Why Logan? I love you. I really do. But would your feelings for me change if you knew I even existed? I'll have to think about that. I'll see you tomorrow, goodnight Logan.
3/21 Am I going out of my mind, Logan? Baby, I know I'm asking you a lot of questions. But would it pull a single tear out of your damn body if I just came up to you and said I couldn't live without you? Logan, I would have probably committed suicide if you wouldn't have came into my life! Have I came into your life yet, Logan? Have I? Have I made one single change in your life since we have known each other? Wait, take that back. We haven't known each other. You haven't known me. I wish you would have loved me, Logan. I'll see you tomorrow, good bye Logan.