Disclaimer: you're a real idiot if you think I own Sauron, or anything else
Tolkien made up.
I've had enough. I need to put an end to all my power. To long have I used it for personal gain. I can't just retire being the Dark Lord though.
I still remember how it started. I was so very many years ago. I was still "good". Then she was killed. Her death needed to be avenged. I, being her brother, and father being too old, had the duty of avenging her. Damn that Melkor!! Melkor offered me a chance to get my vengeance. "Join me," he said, "I'll give you the opportunity you've been looking for." So naturally I joined him.
At first things were great. All the power and respect through fear. Then Melkor began to fall, and many servants fled, I stayed loyal. Surely he would reward me, but in the end there was no reward.
So, I tried to go back to the way things were before I joined Melkor. Honestly, I did try. Hearing of the terrible things I'd done, my parents disowned me, my wife wouldn't look at me, and my daughter.she ran from me. It wasn't worth the embarrassment of going back. Trying to fix my public image. Without the people I loved most there for me, what was the point?
It was then that I lost my will to live, my soul was gone. I could have killed myself, if not for my pride. I was never one to run from my problems, yet here I am doing just that. The eve of what will be my last battle. I'm drunk, and wandering around. I insult all who cross my path. Nothing will matter in a few hours. I'll rid myself of this inner torment. I cannot turn back. I must lose the battle tomorrow.
I'm ready. Kill me! What are they waiting for?! I'm here! Come and get me! There's the one. He is leading the men. I will make him a hero for all time. It's the least I can do. Just give them a little show and then.Damn! I killed him! But wait. Who is this coming to his side? My last chance. As I look down at him I can see so many things. Fear, courage, honesty, and potential. He has the potential to be what I could never. This man can be a good leader. My time causing chaos and destruction is done. What the hell just went "crunch" under my foot? Shit! Now he is unarmed. I've got to kill him, the orcs will get suspicious if I . Ouch!!
I've lost the ring. I'm fading now. I'm going to die. Soon I will be free. Something is wrong though. I'm dead yet. I'm not dead?
That stupid man isn't destroying the ring! Why?! Get rid of the ring! Rid the world of me! . Please.I'm begging. I can't deal with all the memories any more. I suppose I earned this. After all I've done to the world, this is my punishment. Well, I won't take it! I'll get back my ring. I'll show those men what it feels like to wish for death and not get it. I swear they will all beg for death like I have.
A/N: I hope you liked it. Umm.review it if you want.
I've had enough. I need to put an end to all my power. To long have I used it for personal gain. I can't just retire being the Dark Lord though.
I still remember how it started. I was so very many years ago. I was still "good". Then she was killed. Her death needed to be avenged. I, being her brother, and father being too old, had the duty of avenging her. Damn that Melkor!! Melkor offered me a chance to get my vengeance. "Join me," he said, "I'll give you the opportunity you've been looking for." So naturally I joined him.
At first things were great. All the power and respect through fear. Then Melkor began to fall, and many servants fled, I stayed loyal. Surely he would reward me, but in the end there was no reward.
So, I tried to go back to the way things were before I joined Melkor. Honestly, I did try. Hearing of the terrible things I'd done, my parents disowned me, my wife wouldn't look at me, and my daughter.she ran from me. It wasn't worth the embarrassment of going back. Trying to fix my public image. Without the people I loved most there for me, what was the point?
It was then that I lost my will to live, my soul was gone. I could have killed myself, if not for my pride. I was never one to run from my problems, yet here I am doing just that. The eve of what will be my last battle. I'm drunk, and wandering around. I insult all who cross my path. Nothing will matter in a few hours. I'll rid myself of this inner torment. I cannot turn back. I must lose the battle tomorrow.
I'm ready. Kill me! What are they waiting for?! I'm here! Come and get me! There's the one. He is leading the men. I will make him a hero for all time. It's the least I can do. Just give them a little show and then.Damn! I killed him! But wait. Who is this coming to his side? My last chance. As I look down at him I can see so many things. Fear, courage, honesty, and potential. He has the potential to be what I could never. This man can be a good leader. My time causing chaos and destruction is done. What the hell just went "crunch" under my foot? Shit! Now he is unarmed. I've got to kill him, the orcs will get suspicious if I . Ouch!!
I've lost the ring. I'm fading now. I'm going to die. Soon I will be free. Something is wrong though. I'm dead yet. I'm not dead?
That stupid man isn't destroying the ring! Why?! Get rid of the ring! Rid the world of me! . Please.I'm begging. I can't deal with all the memories any more. I suppose I earned this. After all I've done to the world, this is my punishment. Well, I won't take it! I'll get back my ring. I'll show those men what it feels like to wish for death and not get it. I swear they will all beg for death like I have.
A/N: I hope you liked it. Umm.review it if you want.