Title:There Is No Forever

Author: DestinedLoner/Chiisai Tora

Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing nor any of the characters,

though I wish I did. This story is not true and was

written without permission. I am

not making money, so don't sue.

You wouldn't get much, take my word or it.

Comments: Please!! This is my first fanfic that I've actually finished. Please send me what you thought.

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Empty. If someone were to ask what I am feeling right now, that is

exactly what I'd say. There is no other way to decribe how it feels

to have your lover taken from you.

That smile. The precious golden locks that would fall into his

handsome face. The gorgeous baby blue eyes that were once so caring,

so trusting, and, at one time, so full of life.

But the day of the mission. Two years ago, though it only seems like

it was two days ago. It was supposed to be simple and easy. Run in,

disarm, detonate, escape before explosion. But we somehow mis-

calculated how many mobile dolls there were. Too many. I

destroyed them, but I was too late. They had already hit Quatre. I

quickly got out of Heavyarms and rushed over to Sandrock., grabbing

Quatre gently and getting him away from his very battered up gundam

before it blew.

I sat on the ground, cradling im in my arms. We knew there was

nothing we could do. We were too far away from help. I could do

nothing to stop the blood from filling my angel's lungs, which would

eventually drown him. Quatre would slowly drown in my arms and there

wasn't a thing a could do about it.

Tears ran freely down my cheeks as my love tried desperately to

breathe. It was breaking my heart to watch him. I wouldn't have

hesitated to trade spots with him.

Then came the end. He asked me to give him one last kiss, to take his

very last breath. Our final moment together, our final kiss. As his

final breath was released into my mouth, I broke down. He was gone. I

had never gotten to tell him my true feelings. I'd thought I would

have all the time in the world to tell him of my undying love.

There is no forever, no everlasting, no happy endings. This is life,

and life goes on. But I am now a shell. I wouldn't care if I died a

slow and agonizing death. In the end,I will be with my one true love.

Until that day, I am only the dead being known as Trowa Barton.

~Owari